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Hello people. I've used this site for info several times. I thought I might as well join in the hope that it may assist me to eventually quit wasting all my money on low grade heroin. Have a passionate interest in aliens and UFOS. Currently reading the millenial hospitality series by Charles Hall which is about his experiences with the Tall Whites in the Mojave desert. Spend a lot of time on you tube and staring at 4 walls. Anyway hello. :)
 
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That sounds very interesting! Welcome to BL :) Hope to see you around a lot.
 
Hi, aq. Thanks for your welcome. Yea I'm gonna try and contribute and get involved. What do you guys do here? Is it mainly about discussing drugs and swapping advice etc? I been addicted to just about everything except crack. Flit from one drug to another. Currently 68 ml methadone, 15 my diazepam, 45mg mirtazipine with a drop of SSRI in the form of sertraline @100mg...and you know what? I'm still depressed as fuck. Also using heroin, struggle to find veins. That's how I found this site lol, was looking for help wit trying to find one! Anyway hope i didn't bore ya. Cheers for welcome :)
 
Welcome bud, I'm new as well. I've an interest in UFO/Conspiracies etc, although I wouldn't call myself a "hardcore believer" in either field, I just like to believe in the possibilities, knowing that the universe is simply the infinite possibilities of everything, all at once.
 
Hi sakana. I believe that every moment in time is connected to every other moment in time and space. Dr Steven Green has a great way of explaining it. Space time is not linear. I believe certain beings (and possibly us now) have the capability to "drop out" of linear space time. I'm not so into other conspiracies. I'm positive we did land on the moon! I do believe that Kennedy was assassinated though for pushing for UFO disclosure and that secretary of defence Forrester, one of the original MJ12 went mad due to what he witnessed and was also murdered!
 
Hey ! I bet you'd love Michael Tellinger. He has a lot of YT vid's and ties the Annunaki into aliens and shows where the technology still exist in Africa. He is so amazing . Check him out. I'm a newbie too , though I've been creeping for a while. Guess thats pretty common. Ive not shot dope in almost 4 yrs though Im taking Suboxone now after having a bunch of surgery and being on Fentanyl for a yr and a half. It's good you're reaching out. It's a daily struggle trying to lose that killa gorilla on our back. Hope this finds you well. Holla if I can can be of help. Im a great listener. Namaste.
 
Hey fading fast thanks. You are doing so well. 4 years is awesome And yea every day is a struggle. Don't know why I bother as most days I can't even find anywhere to shoot it, but on it goes and more money gets wasted. Sigh. I'm stuck in a rut... Thanks for the heads up on that guy. I've never heard of him but I will check out those YT vids today.thanks also for offer of listening i might take you up on it at some point!

Hi Evey. Thanks for the welcome. Respect. ;))
 
Welcome to BL
Good to see you joining to try to quit :)
It´s possible and many of us have gone though this and can help you with the steps.
 
Hi Erikmen. Yea I'm hitting my first NA meeting this Wednesday. Everyone says I will get something out of it So gonna give it a shot, pardon the pun. Hopefully I won't leave clucking and head straight off to score aft er wards which is another bad habit of mine. After every meal out, meeting, social event, training courses I have a habit of heading straight off to score afterwards. Even during these things its normally the only thing on my mind throughout, and I end up leaving early or squirming in my seat until I can leave. Its so annoying and it's wrecked my life! !! thanks fir saying hi anyhow :)
 
Sky, no veins no veins no veins,dem bees my peeps, UGH How frustrating(flashing back) , i got my time mostly by leaving the Baltimore area and moving home at 39. My Mom sat on me for a good while pretty hard. i know they say geographical changes don't work in the rooms, but it did for me. Hard to stay in the barbers shop and not get a hair cut, Maybe our fascination with aliens is that this planet sucks on our souls so very hard, even now I have days where it feels like a cactus is being drug across my spirit , Most days though I remember how bad it was and what I have been restored too and I feel ok, Today was not one of those days. Maybe tomorrow. Chin up, Sending Light & Hugzzzz.
 
skydroid said:
Hello people. I've used this site for info several times. I thought I might as well join in the hope that it may assist me to eventually quit wasting all my money on low grade heroin. Have a passionate interest in aliens and UFOS. Currently reading the millenial hospitality series by Charles Hall which is about his experiences with the Tall Whites in the Mojave desert. Spend a lot of time on you tube and staring at 4 walls. Anyway hello. :)
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Welcome skydroid! I hope you find the help that you seek.
 
Yea That's exactly right F.F. no veins no veins no veins. Drives me mad, ruins my day, frustrates me, sick of it. Had it every day this week. Just a waste. Sounds like you're in a really good place even though you had a bad day yesterday, if you can get through it without using you're strong man! Thanks for the light you sent, I send it back in return, hope your day is better today. Thinking about going to tonight's NA meeting in town For 1st time. Just need to try and motivate myself.
Flowing, hi and thanks for welcome. :) peace out.
 
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I do believe that Kennedy was assassinated though for pushing for UFO disclosure and that secretary of defence Forrester, one of the original MJ12 went mad due to what he witnessed and was also murdered!
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i would sure as shit hope you believe he was assassinated... theres video of it, i dont think that was ever the question... but i have seen a few pretty interesting things about it... the most likely theroy was that a secret service agent driving in the car behind him pulled his rifle up after the first shot and he accidently shot him when the car jerked... still kinda far out there but the SS had already made so many mistakes that day, it would of been really bad had it come out that they killed the pres also... but i guess anything is possible
 
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i would sure as shit hope you believe he was assassinated... theres video of it, i dont think that was ever the question... but i have seen a few pretty interesting things about it... the most likely theroy was that a secret service agent driving in the car behind him pulled his rifle up after the first shot and he accidently shot him when the car jerked... still kinda far out there but the SS had already made so many mistakes that day, it would of been really bad had it come out that they killed the pres also... but i guess anything is possible
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I guess we´ll never know the motive. I have watched to at least half dozen movies about this and there is never a conclusion regarding the reasons. So far it could have been anything. It was pretty sad. Older people often remind the younger how deeply sad that moment was. And things went worse from that day on. Now it´s better.
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Hello people. I've used this site for info several times. I thought I might as well join in the hope that it may assist me to eventually quit wasting all my money on low grade heroin. Have a passionate interest in aliens and UFOS. Currently reading the millenial hospitality series by Charles Hall which is about his experiences with the Tall Whites in the Mojave desert. Spend a lot of time on you tube and staring at 4 walls. Anyway hello.
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Keep on trying man! And welcome to BL!
You will find great people here and it´s easier to quit when you have support, any sort of support will do.
 
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I guess we´ll never know the motive. I have watched to at least half dozen movies about this and there is never a conclusion regarding the reasons. So far it could have been anything. It was pretty sad. Older people often remind the younger how deeply sad that moment was. And things went worse from that day on. Now it´s better.
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yea i should have said the theroy i find most plausible... but yuppp no matter the motive the effects were def clear...
 
Thanks guys And hello. Yea that Kennedy thing. ...you can see his secret service dude protesting about being told to stand down. They say Marilyn Monroe was also killed because of what Kennedy told her. I know it seems far out but, look at the front page of the New York Times. Every day the front page is dominated by pictures of terrorists/ freedom fighters in the middle east. The US military industrial complex is without a doubt in full effect. Just as Eisenhower warned. I believe if we knew what was really going on it would simply blow our minds and our senses of reality would dissappear like that mistaken line of ketamine you thought was a big line of coke......
 
No mate I've never heard of him but Ima look him up now. I guess we're onto something!
 
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