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mymindisgoo

mymindisgoo

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mmig.. i'm from new jersey. lived in the city for the past 2 years, and am currently spending a month in philly in a sober house. today i have 41 days clean, and once i get out of here, its sad to say but i'm already planning my relapse. when i was in rehab i really enjoyed being clean, but i guess that was the being in the bubble mentality. now every day i think about getting high when i get home..... anyway, i'm a 19 year old guy in culinary school, without a clue of where i'll be in one year.

if anyone would liek to chat please send me a message, it'll be cool to make some interwebz friends ha.

see ya
 
There's loooads of posters from NJ on this board, I'm sure you'll be in good company.
Welcome!
 
thanks ha. i meant it like hi my name is my mind is goo (mmig), but i'm an oxy addict. could always use a friend or 2 or 3 or more!
 
i've been clean for 42 days, i was smoking and blowing them (60s and 80s). i plan on having a little fun in at least another 20 days..
 
Hi mmig, Sorry you're not having a good time at the rehab. I did the same thing. As soon as I got home I took some oxy that I had left. I was able to quit drinking, I tried but it tasted terrible. So something good came out of it. My suggestion to you is don't use every day once you get out. ~Theresa
 
hey, actually i had quite a lot of fun at rehab. i've been out for 8 days, i'm in a sober house now. i'm getting out in another 24 days, so i think once i get to 70 i'm gonna have my relapse party....

to anyone: feel free to message me if you'd liek to chat!
 
Well hey, at least you're planning to relapse. If you're going to relapse, you might as well plan for a blast. =D

You should also consider what you want to do with yourself afterwards. Methadone and Suboxone are two great options if you want to quit using opiates for good. If not, that's understandable.

Finally, welcome to Bluelight!
 
when i realised that even though getting sober for anywhere up to ~30 days is pissible, but i was always going to relapse, i started on suboxone then methadone. im only on 40 mg a day but its an incredible help. it helps to keep the clutter away and devolve those addict-habits until yo're ready to be 100% sober, without a memory of recent habits, cravings or relapses to keep you on the spiral.

good luck. you'll need it. consider going somewhere where its impossible to get drugs [in itself probably impossible] on maintenance or some other stringent program. if not then be smart and stay safe please.

thanks for showing!
 
Like other people have said don't mess up and start using again everyday.
 
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