sakana
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 25, 2015
- Messages
- 4
Hi everyone, I've been a long time browser of Bluelight for it is an excellent resource for various drugs I've used over my life, now is the time I became part of the community and can hopefully give something back.
A little about me, I'm a 28 year old male living in Scotland, I enjoy trail MTB, skating and making/listening to music. I'm a quiet, and quite anxious person, but have a small close group of friends. I currently work as a care worker supporting vulnerable adults in the community. Although I'm currently on sick leave, you'll learn why in the last paragraph.
A little about my drug use. From 15 I started smoking cannabis on weekends. When I left home it became a daily heavy habit until a few years ago, now I get some once or twice a month. I was happy with MJ and did not experiment with any other drug until I was about 24 years old (and out of university). Since then I've fallen in love with MDMA, 2C-B, P.Cubensis, DMT and occasionally aMT (it can be a funny one - and now illegal in the UK).
I also took Etizolam recreationally with friends once or twice a month for the last year or two. In the the last 3 months, due to a bad decision when faced with a horrible emotional experience (non-drug related) my Etiz use became a habit of a few a day, then an addiction of 10mg a day and I currently take 20-30mg a day. I'm just beginning my taper off program (see Etiz megathread), so I can deal with above mentioned emotional disaster properly, and go back to enjoying the occasional use of good drugs. I don't think I will use benzo/benzo derivatives again.
So guys, I'm very happy to now be part of this forum, it's a great community that has served me well over the last couple of years and I hope to get to know better.
With love
sakana
A little about me, I'm a 28 year old male living in Scotland, I enjoy trail MTB, skating and making/listening to music. I'm a quiet, and quite anxious person, but have a small close group of friends. I currently work as a care worker supporting vulnerable adults in the community. Although I'm currently on sick leave, you'll learn why in the last paragraph.
A little about my drug use. From 15 I started smoking cannabis on weekends. When I left home it became a daily heavy habit until a few years ago, now I get some once or twice a month. I was happy with MJ and did not experiment with any other drug until I was about 24 years old (and out of university). Since then I've fallen in love with MDMA, 2C-B, P.Cubensis, DMT and occasionally aMT (it can be a funny one - and now illegal in the UK).
I also took Etizolam recreationally with friends once or twice a month for the last year or two. In the the last 3 months, due to a bad decision when faced with a horrible emotional experience (non-drug related) my Etiz use became a habit of a few a day, then an addiction of 10mg a day and I currently take 20-30mg a day. I'm just beginning my taper off program (see Etiz megathread), so I can deal with above mentioned emotional disaster properly, and go back to enjoying the occasional use of good drugs. I don't think I will use benzo/benzo derivatives again.
So guys, I'm very happy to now be part of this forum, it's a great community that has served me well over the last couple of years and I hope to get to know better.
With love
sakana
