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Hello, Bluelighters. I'm fresh to this site but I've always sought facts, opinions, guides, etc on proper drug use (harm reduction), personal opinions, and retrospective experiences, good or bad. I've found that this is the best place for me to learn and socialize about the A-Z of drugs.
I am a former opiate addict. I am currently in outpatient rehabilitation. Been going for 3 weeks now. I will honestly say that I've learned a LOT about addiction and depression. It is a great, safe place where I can express my feelings to a group and not be frowned upon. Unfortunately, I have relapsed 4 times in 3 weeks... Opiates being the main DOC, along with alprazolam to help with insomnia. Of course, they encourage us to be honest about everything and I have been processing just fine. I feel shame and guilt about being powerless to my addiction and relapsing. It's difficult. It really is. And I'm not trying to preach to anyone on here at all. I just want to be honest and mention my addiction. Plus, it feels good to let it all out and talk to people who can relate.
About half and hour ago, I IV'ed 4mg of Hydromorphone (name brand Dilaudid P4). Wow what a rush. I don't normally bang opiates but I found much advice about it being the most effective method so I tried it. Wish it lasted longer than 1 minute though. I have one more 4mg tablet left and then it's back to Suboxone, which I am prescribed to.
Should I just snort this one and get the 57% BOA? I know it's personal preference but I feel if I railed 4mg, the high would last much longer. What do you guys/girls think?
Thanks for reading and letting me be a part of a great community! ?
I am a former opiate addict. I am currently in outpatient rehabilitation. Been going for 3 weeks now. I will honestly say that I've learned a LOT about addiction and depression. It is a great, safe place where I can express my feelings to a group and not be frowned upon. Unfortunately, I have relapsed 4 times in 3 weeks... Opiates being the main DOC, along with alprazolam to help with insomnia. Of course, they encourage us to be honest about everything and I have been processing just fine. I feel shame and guilt about being powerless to my addiction and relapsing. It's difficult. It really is. And I'm not trying to preach to anyone on here at all. I just want to be honest and mention my addiction. Plus, it feels good to let it all out and talk to people who can relate.
About half and hour ago, I IV'ed 4mg of Hydromorphone (name brand Dilaudid P4). Wow what a rush. I don't normally bang opiates but I found much advice about it being the most effective method so I tried it. Wish it lasted longer than 1 minute though. I have one more 4mg tablet left and then it's back to Suboxone, which I am prescribed to.
Should I just snort this one and get the 57% BOA? I know it's personal preference but I feel if I railed 4mg, the high would last much longer. What do you guys/girls think?
Thanks for reading and letting me be a part of a great community! ?
