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Hi from South Carolina

Glock26-lover

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Greetings fellow chemical indulgers,

I fell from a tree in 1999. I had multiple surgeries while living in New York but they can't seem to put Humpty Dumpty back together again. So I have a heel that was broken in about 20 pieces. I found out that the heel is the second worse bone you can break, other than your spine, because they do not have a prosthetic equivalent since the Achilles tendon does not grow to plastic. I hereby warn all you roofers, framers, and do-it-yourselfers to beware breaking that bone. I was an avid runner, taking in at least seven miles a day. It was my love, not my exercise.

I have been off and on several pain meds throughout the years but last year we were forced to moved down to SC and away from the NY doctors which I had known so well. It seems it is very hard to get any doctor to write you a prescription for pain meds here. I thought it would be easier than NY but not so. I am so frustrated that I have tried stopping on several occasions but since I have now gained a lot of weight I try to hit the gym and do what I can do.

My new plan is to get off the meds completely. I'll live with the pain since every doctor down here has treated me like a drug addict when my foot is twice the size of the other one and the scar tissue looks like a crossword puzzle.

I am on 40mg of Oxycodone a day (4x10mg) but for ten years my maintenance dose was Oxycontin 4x10mg and Oxycodone 2x20mg for breakthrough pain. I can only get them to give me Oxycodone 3x10mgs and I have tried several doctors. I am sick of it and just want out. So I don't think it will be too hard to go down from 3x10mg but I would like to do it without Suboxone. I don't need another drug screwing up my liver.

Can I wean myself off these things? I am always short at the end of the month now that the cold weather is here so I am in deep do do if I s don't act fast.

Help? Dave
 
Welcome to bluelight!

I fell from a utility pole while working one day and it rattled me pretty good, and it bothers me today, I only take ibprophin and asprin for the pain now, i'm sure i could go and get shit for it, though it's not getting the meds i want, it's how i handle them once i get them. i know that i will eat every pill in the bottle and rinse the bottle with liquor before the week is over with, then my brain will tell me to go dr.shopping, and before i know it...

you could look into detox clinics in SC where your from, find one that does offer a suboxone detox just because those seem to help others more then the non-medical detox's, they are state funded so you wont have to pay a dime.

after detox, you have to do something about 'why i want drugs', weather thats going into a treatment facility, or going to NA/AA meetings.

I wish you the best of luck, <3
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