FkdItAllUp
Greenlighter
i live in the southwest of germany, 25 yrs old with an all fked up life starting about 4,5 years ago. since then everything went worse, fell into depression and experienced several types of anxiety. went through different midications and now being stuck at paroxetine and lorazepam which helps me going through the day and sleept at night.
i do have work but everything seems to lose its sense, im tired and alone. sometimes thought about cutting it all off but still trying to get everything better again. close to giving up again..
i take lorazepam in advanced doses during the day to keep my anxiety away and to forget the past and to keep the 'i just dont care'-feeling which helped me going through the day.
so that here is a awesome power of knowledge im sure i can get help here and i offer my help to others realted to several kinds of depression and anxiety.
thanks and see you

i do have work but everything seems to lose its sense, im tired and alone. sometimes thought about cutting it all off but still trying to get everything better again. close to giving up again..
i take lorazepam in advanced doses during the day to keep my anxiety away and to forget the past and to keep the 'i just dont care'-feeling which helped me going through the day.
so that here is a awesome power of knowledge im sure i can get help here and i offer my help to others realted to several kinds of depression and anxiety.
thanks and see you
