Hi everyone

[smash016]

I ended up here looking for rare pictures of Kristen Stewart, but that's not the point.

Recently I became single again, first time in 10 years, so I'm going out a lot and attending raves and such. Naturally that made me take up my old habit of being inquisitive about substance use again.

Been sharing my experiences on a Dutch forum, but got fed up with that place, so I here I am.

Currently I'm struggling a bit with issues like:
- Why the fuck did I lose the MDMA magic so soon, and what can I do about it
- Is it healthy to think about past & anticipated drug use all the time, even though it always cheers me up just, well... thinking about it
- Why am I so eagerly looking for a new girl that's into self-medication, to the point of me using the drug topic as a "test of spirit" even though that's a pretty ineffective way of impressing women
- Why do I still believe it's "cool" to use at my relatively advanced age
- Do drugs really improve your sober life, too, or am I making that up
Et cetera.

So yeah... with some luck & spare time I'll see you guys around.

 

[Bearlove]

Hi there and welcome to Bluelight

You may find a few sections useful,

Sex, Love and Relationships (From the G-spot to the wet spot, we got you covered.)

MDMA chat - take the loss of magic discussion with a pinch of salt though. This thread may interest you (if you understand British 'humor').

If those links are no good - here is some Kristen

 

[smash016]

Thanks, I will look into it.

And nice pic, don't even think I got that one.