I am an older guy (man there is no way of stopping time) , just a bit about myself---you ever hear that song "First I was Hippie then I was a stockbroker now I am a Hippie again" ? Well even if you did not it more or less describes me.
I experimented with many types of psychedelics (remember Orange sunshine?) that tells you how far back I go if you know about that. Never did H as that did some of my friends in so I was lucky not to go there when I was younger. But anything else? Yes I did it at one time or another.
I was lucky enough to keep my act together and become more or less successful and I still love my moderate buzz with a mixture of either sativa or indica depending on where I want to go with my buzz that particular day. I was lucky to keep anything I did from becoming my focus in life until I got into an accident and was prescribed an array of pain killers, yeah I started out with Vicodens, then Norco, and then my downfall---OXYS. I was downing OXYS like candy and I actually loved the buzz it gave my in combination with a couple of glasses of a good wine,and some hits of a good sativa sitting in the jacuzzi on a nice evening.
Doesn't that sound good? WELL IT WAS FUCKED! After awhile (about 4 months) I had no more interest in sex, my energy level went downhill and I was getting very moody and all my friends noticed.
Part 2
I decided that that's not what I wanted to go through so I did some research and discovered KRATOM and after trying several strains I ordered a pound of something called MUENG_DA which is a better strain from all reports I researched. I started out with about a couple of teaspoons a day doing the toss and wash method. I put the powder in my mouth, make a paste with a little water then wash it down--it don't take long for the effects to work and you know what? The shit worked!
I actually like the smoothness of the high, and of course the pot/wine/jacuzzi combo was way cool. So after a few Month of that I found that if I didn't get up in the morning and do a toss and wash I was a jittery mess with a WD waking me up in the middle of the night with restless depression along with panic attacks.
So here I am slowing down with that stuff and hoping the Klonopin I was prescribed will help out to ease my jitters and it is working but NOW I am going to try very hard to keep from getting an addiction to these Klonopins
Anyone else go through this and does anyone have any advice for my transition to normalcy?
I found this forum by accident but it looks like I came to the right place after looking at other threads.
Perhaps I can help out with some issues as I have been into most everything excepy H and ecstacy.
Thanks
I experimented with many types of psychedelics (remember Orange sunshine?) that tells you how far back I go if you know about that. Never did H as that did some of my friends in so I was lucky not to go there when I was younger. But anything else? Yes I did it at one time or another.
I was lucky enough to keep my act together and become more or less successful and I still love my moderate buzz with a mixture of either sativa or indica depending on where I want to go with my buzz that particular day. I was lucky to keep anything I did from becoming my focus in life until I got into an accident and was prescribed an array of pain killers, yeah I started out with Vicodens, then Norco, and then my downfall---OXYS. I was downing OXYS like candy and I actually loved the buzz it gave my in combination with a couple of glasses of a good wine,and some hits of a good sativa sitting in the jacuzzi on a nice evening.
Doesn't that sound good? WELL IT WAS FUCKED! After awhile (about 4 months) I had no more interest in sex, my energy level went downhill and I was getting very moody and all my friends noticed.
Part 2
I decided that that's not what I wanted to go through so I did some research and discovered KRATOM and after trying several strains I ordered a pound of something called MUENG_DA which is a better strain from all reports I researched. I started out with about a couple of teaspoons a day doing the toss and wash method. I put the powder in my mouth, make a paste with a little water then wash it down--it don't take long for the effects to work and you know what? The shit worked!
I actually like the smoothness of the high, and of course the pot/wine/jacuzzi combo was way cool. So after a few Month of that I found that if I didn't get up in the morning and do a toss and wash I was a jittery mess with a WD waking me up in the middle of the night with restless depression along with panic attacks.
So here I am slowing down with that stuff and hoping the Klonopin I was prescribed will help out to ease my jitters and it is working but NOW I am going to try very hard to keep from getting an addiction to these Klonopins
Anyone else go through this and does anyone have any advice for my transition to normalcy?
I found this forum by accident but it looks like I came to the right place after looking at other threads.
Perhaps I can help out with some issues as I have been into most everything excepy H and ecstacy.
Thanks
... I don't know where to begin. I guess I begin with a YES,I have been where you are now. I got my 2nd opiate addiction after a near fatal car accident almost 6 years ago. Long story short,I lost my job that was on it's way to being my career. I lost my health insurance and my access to opiates. I turned to coping from old connects and people I met through my girlfriend. We lived together for a year in a house that a friend of our was renting while he moved. All I did was shoot up opiates and crystal. The 2 of us were feeding off each others' addictions and it was very unhealthy. I started to dope down a mg a day..or every 2 days..off of IVing opiates. our Crystal Dealer got popped-again and all I had were 30 pills for my ADD to get me through that. I would shoot through my RX-which I had to extract the MPH from-w/in a day or 3 at most every month when I got my refill. The rest of the month I would just lie in bed miserable-my girl and I split and she was seeing another woman. My addiction to shooting up was so bad that I would shoot distilled water if I had nothing else.Eventually I got a nasty abscess that I tried to drain and I ended up w/ a MRSA staph infection and spend 10 days going to an urgent care clinic where they cut dead black flesh from my arm,packed it,wrapped it and said see you tomorrow. I was in hell.
