Hey! Im 28 yo girl and Im an addict 
! Whee heee so damn liberating being able to say it out loud- IM AN ADDICT!!!
Since my early twenties I ve been doing mainly amphetamines (speed), although I went through a phase when I did a lot of ecstasy (about 2 years of taking pills 4 or 5 days a week). Pretty surprised I dont glow in the dark, like....
Anyway, Ive not done an E-pill for a couple of years now and frankly Id be too scared to take one as the quality of Es in UK seriously deteriorated in the last few years.
Amphethamines are proving a lot harder to kick for me, it got to the point when I was taking them every day for a good couple of years . I liked how productive it made me and I felt like I had everything under control in my life... Funny how I managed to buy it from a source well away from where I lived and keep the whole thing a secret from everyone -none of my friends ever suspected that I was on drugs 24/7. In fact everyone thought I was this dead fit and healthy chick, a proper gym bunny!
I decided to try and stop about 6 weeks ago and surprisingly mentally it wasnt as hard as I remembered (says a lot about the quality of drugs nowdays).
Physically I obviously cant do as much exercise as I used to, so I put on a bit of weight, so I need to start getting my body back to how it was asap! Guess its a main attraction in amphethamine for me - weight loss and motivation/energy to exercise, I have no idea if I will be able to maintain my ideal body without drugs and I defo dont wanna be steadily putting on weight whilst staying clean..
! Whee heee so damn liberating being able to say it out loud- IM AN ADDICT!!!Since my early twenties I ve been doing mainly amphetamines (speed), although I went through a phase when I did a lot of ecstasy (about 2 years of taking pills 4 or 5 days a week). Pretty surprised I dont glow in the dark, like....
Anyway, Ive not done an E-pill for a couple of years now and frankly Id be too scared to take one as the quality of Es in UK seriously deteriorated in the last few years.Amphethamines are proving a lot harder to kick for me, it got to the point when I was taking them every day for a good couple of years . I liked how productive it made me and I felt like I had everything under control in my life... Funny how I managed to buy it from a source well away from where I lived and keep the whole thing a secret from everyone -none of my friends ever suspected that I was on drugs 24/7. In fact everyone thought I was this dead fit and healthy chick, a proper gym bunny!
I decided to try and stop about 6 weeks ago and surprisingly mentally it wasnt as hard as I remembered (says a lot about the quality of drugs nowdays).
Physically I obviously cant do as much exercise as I used to, so I put on a bit of weight, so I need to start getting my body back to how it was asap! Guess its a main attraction in amphethamine for me - weight loss and motivation/energy to exercise, I have no idea if I will be able to maintain my ideal body without drugs and I defo dont wanna be steadily putting on weight whilst staying clean..
