I'm from Australia, and I'm a speed and weed person. It's gotten into the way of "real life"; but I prefer this and don't understand why I cannot make my own decisions
Welcome.. I also feel similar, I use opiates and amphetamines to give me a better feeling altered reality. I think it's just you prefer feeling good even if it's 18hours, or 30min, over being sober in the shit we call life.
I love taking aderrall and smoking weed but if by speed you mean meth just go the DR. and complain about ADHD and get a prescription. it's cheaper, guaranteed supplied and safer as well as healthier.