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Sizzy

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Wisconsin
Hello from the arctic freeze of Wisconsin! I am a new member~been an addict to one thing or another since I was about 11 years old and now my DOC is meth~ but almost anything else I can do as well! I am a single mother of a grown son and a daughter graduating soon and heading to college in the fall. I am an RN, and have been for 22 years~ therefore my addictions and recreational life is very much my cross to bear and is hidden from everyone but my drug friends. It's a hard life to live, but I hide it extremely well and am just a happy meth user who looks like the average mom and professional, while carrying a deep dark secret that would devestate my kids and wreck my career if I were found out. It is a very thin line of BS and acting, but as an addict, I must hide it just to provide for my family and keep my career. I am very interested in all topics on here and especially looking for new acquaintances to answer some of the unknowns for me~ as well as maybe helping me understand this shit called addiction. Sick of the occasional bunk rip offs that happen, the so called friends in the drug life that have taken and taken from me, so advice is appreciated!
"I flail therefore I am ����"
peace
 
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Welcome to BL. I'm also a long time user and have been trying to quit 20 year on opiates. Like you, nobody knows, except of my family.
I hope you find what you're looking for. BL has helped immensely.
All the best :)
 
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