Dastrix Slogan
Bluelighter
hey
it's me again
yeah, i'm doing fine
such a great word isn't it?
fine
stretches from suicidal to ecstatic
covered by a single expression
covered with one word
covered with this mask so long
i am too scared to take it off
even when i am happy
i have always wanted to talk to you
but now, the words will not come
so i stand here a smiling fool
the writers block has worked its way up to my mouth
i am trying to decide whether i should fight it
or let it creep up into my head
so that it may silence the screams
and let me sleep for once
but i know that later
i will remember my words
while i punish myself like the cruellest have taught me
for the things i never said
so i will write those words down
here
for you to see
i just wanted to say
that you have touched my heart
i wanted to thank you
for your honesty
and tell you
that you have a rare gift
and i so look forward
to hear what you have to say
while i cannot pick you up
and i dare not put you down
i can hold you close
even if just for these few seconds
embrace your soul that it may rest
and let you know
that i feel the same
and you are not alone
i wish you much wonder in this life
you are so very worthy of it
it's me again
yeah, i'm doing fine
such a great word isn't it?
fine
stretches from suicidal to ecstatic
covered by a single expression
covered with one word
covered with this mask so long
i am too scared to take it off
even when i am happy
i have always wanted to talk to you
but now, the words will not come
so i stand here a smiling fool
the writers block has worked its way up to my mouth
i am trying to decide whether i should fight it
or let it creep up into my head
so that it may silence the screams
and let me sleep for once
but i know that later
i will remember my words
while i punish myself like the cruellest have taught me
for the things i never said
so i will write those words down
here
for you to see
i just wanted to say
that you have touched my heart
i wanted to thank you
for your honesty
and tell you
that you have a rare gift
and i so look forward
to hear what you have to say
while i cannot pick you up
and i dare not put you down
i can hold you close
even if just for these few seconds
embrace your soul that it may rest
and let you know
that i feel the same
and you are not alone
i wish you much wonder in this life
you are so very worthy of it
