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Hey wherez all the drugz at (Church hello thread)?

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I was wundering how reliable those sources posted on the chemtrading websites are, sum are european, sum are chinese, but none of them take craditcards or anything
 
Oh. My. God!!!!!

I can't believe that Church created a thread like this. Back when he was god he would have banished it to hell.

Haha, good to hear from you Church, hope all is well in your life.
 
I have to say though: i'm extremely pleased by the improvement in quality here since he left. i think he was kinda losing it towards the end there, too much drugs maybe?? anyway, long live JAMSHYD! and who the fuck is church again??? ;) =D


\fucked on acid & 2cb, sorry %) =D
 
going from moderator to not is such a liberating experience ... highly recommended ;)

word up church good to hear things are well
 
I don't know you,church,but here's a response I got on ravers.org when I asked how many of them were bluelighters.
wikked_beatz said:
Yeah I used to just read about the soul glow busts going down and sometimes they would have some funny shit going on in the lounge. I've never went to any of their "Hippie" events, although I wouldn't mind checking one out. That one mod there, I think his name is church, is a real dickhead. He's like a fat slob that just sit's by the computer all day waiting for someone to say something stupid.
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Is she talking about you? Nahhhh,gotta be another church.
 
^ Yeah it's me. I'm an asshole. And I'm fat. I look like Cartman did on that WoW episode of South Park.

Ravers don't like me, because I use MDMA without glowsticks.

=D
 
HA!

Hey Church, how's it going? You might notice I have tried to clean this place up some since you last dropped in and so tactfully insulted the state of the forum. :X

;)

I think we all miss the "thread-closingest" mod there ever was. But I hope you're doing well away from this place, which can certainly be a huge aid to procrastination. And how have your insights from that 4-AcO-DMT trip been working out?
 
Church said:
^ Yeah it's me. I'm an asshole. And I'm fat. I look like Cartman did on that WoW episode of South Park.

Ravers don't like me, because I use MDMA without glowsticks.

=D
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No glowsticks ... that's preposterous!!!

Some people ... 8(
 
Xorkoth said:
HA!

Hey Church, how's it going? You might notice I have tried to clean this place up some since you last dropped in and so tactfully insulted the state of the forum. :X

;)
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Doh! Sorry. Didn't mean to insult anyone or anything. I just meant to point out that I was admittedly a nazi mod, and since I left things are a little more loosey-goosey. I just really like saying "loosey goosey."

I think we all miss the "thread-closingest" mod there ever was. But I hope you're doing well away from this place, which can certainly be a huge aid to procrastination. And how have your insights from that 4-AcO-DMT trip been working out?
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Quite well, actually. I just finished telling some people in a few PMs, which I should have just copied and pasted in here, but instead I'll paraphrase:

It's actually been really great, for a change, to not be even thinking about "journeying." My number one reason for stopping was that it was shown to me that every time I tripped I was just escaping [for lack of a better word] my responsibilities toward achieving my goals. Every time I would trip, I would think about how I could be out networking, finding new clients, finding new studio owners to give my resume to, etc. I never seemed to be having enlightening experiences anymore... they were all about just partying and feeling good. There's nothing wrong with that, at all. But for me, as a self-imposed rule, drugs are not to be used for that purpose. At least, not more than every once in a while. When that "spirit" appeared to me in my mind's eye, on that 4-aco-dmt trip, I was basically shown how if I stop using psychedelics as a distraction, my career will take off like a rocket, because I already have the skills and the mindset that I was shooting for when I began incorporating psychedelics into my Who-I-Am. It was like watching the same reruns of my favorite TV show, over and over again, and I want to stop watching it while I still have an appreciation for it.

I gave away all my acid, as a symbolic act, but I definitely expect to be taking acid until the day I die. Just not nearly as often as I have. Don't ask me to quantify that statement, please. I have no desire to put my finger on an exact number of how many times per year I will take acid. It could be as often as 5 times per year, or as seldom as 5 more times in my life. I don't know.

I might write a book, someday, too, about the power of simply being aware of being aware. For what it's worth, after all my trips, that is one of the ultimate lessons I've learned... that awareness and intent are what are continually creating and re-creating this universe.

Anyway, I still love this place. You people are my people. And you always will be. This includes the people who hate me, or the people I've pissed off. I mean well, I promise.

Take care, everyone.

- Church
 
Church said:
Doh! Sorry. Didn't mean to insult anyone or anything
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I was just kidding, hence the [;)]. However, your post was a reminder to me to enter nazi school just a little bit.

Great post, man. Inspiring. I am usually at that same place, it's just that I haven't had the willpower yet to stop. Reduced, yes. Stopped, no. Then again, you're older than me by a good margin. Then again, that's clearly some sort of rationalization.

:D

Anyway, nice to hear from you! I'm out for the day.
 
Church, you can work on inserting more Heart symbols and the word Love and Happiness in your posts. Then they will be great!

<3 <3 <3
EXODMT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

LOVE!
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This forum's really gone to the dogs since jamshyd fucked off to do his exams. :|

Haha. :D *waves at church again* =D
 
Hey, good to see you church, i have always enjoyed your posts. I liked the way you talked to everyone about cutting back, nice and honest, take er easy church!!1
 
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