Thanks for sharing, Grusinskaya
! And congratulations! Alcohol is tough to beat (just as much as any other drug, if not worse because if you don't get help it can actually lead to death if you cold turkey yourself). When I first read that years ago, I was shocked. The same goes for benzo's (ativan, xanax, valium...etc).
I'm very sorry to hear about your partner's mom though
. I'm sure it's quite tough on you being the only support that he or she has. Especially if you're not feeling so great yourself. And you can share anything you'd like on any thread I have.
The most painful ailment I have is Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. Some are familiar with it, many not. It's a disorder of the nervous system. Most of the time my legs are a reddish/purple in color from the knee down and the pain is intense. Literally my bed sheets even irritate my legs. Geez, if one of my dogs wags their tail and it hits my legs, it feels like a hammer hit them and I truly scream in pain. The worst part is there is no cure.
Back to you; you have a GREAT workout schedule!! I wish I could run the 10 miles I was able to close to a year and a half ago but I am going to start (I did yesterday) at least small walks daily.
I'm sorry, also though, that you have social anxiety. I used to have it really bad (and still do when it comes to certain circumstances) but the medication I take really helps alot. By the useage of "mum" (which I think is so cute
), I'm thinking you probably don't live in the U.S but there's an antidepressant (an ssri) medication here called Paxil that is said to help many people overcome social anxiety. Unfortunately for me though, it came down to using Xanax (Alprazolam) for it and it helped me tremendously. And although it's highly addictive I've never abused it and actually take less then prescribed on most days.
Anyway, thanks again for sharing a portion of your life with me and also what works for you and also for sharing what helps with your stress and anxiety.
Much love to you