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Hey! New member Fizicks here! Looking forward to being a Bluelighter

Fizicks

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Hi my name is 'Fizicks online. I don't know really what to put here so I'll simply cop/paste my bio from registration and maybe expand on a couple of points. I don't know if you wanted a whole life story so I believe I've trimmed 16 years down to the more pertinent details: I'm a (almost) 34 year old jut now completing his Masters in Physics (started very late - you'll see why) After a rocky childhood (but amazing school performance) both parents ended up dying suddenly when I was 17. I ended up in a shelter in a very bad end of town and that's when my weed/shrooms use went out the door and the coke/crack/meth began. Along with some "here and there" stuff like K, PCP and Peyote. Not around regularly) Never being an idiot I managed to find a job and a place to live and was a somewhat "functioning addict" for a for years on that trio. When it all was really hitting a big downward spiral I decided "well, I'll use opiates to quit". After a couple of years of combining oxys and blow (no meth or crack any longer) I decided to get rid of the blow and used benzos (Nitrazepam and Clonazepam for the long half lifes) and did manage to get rid of blow as well. However, that was four years ago and, after a hellish detox from oxy, I still smoke weed several times daily as well as continue to use benzos quite heavily just to get through. So I'm far from a success story but have been to the some low bottoms and am now completing my Masters in Physics and then doing a PhD dissertation. Hopefully I'll get off benzos sometime - weed I'm down to do for life. Just looking for good conversation with other - shall we say "down to earth" users on this board as opposed to what you get on the street lo details. I enjoy debating. Not so much politics but science, modern philosophy (Bertrand Russell and on), theology and anything else. I could also spend hours and hours talking drugs and have spent literally hours going from thread to thread on this amazing site. Hopefully I'll fit in haha

Thanks,

'Fizicks =D=D=D=D=D%)
 
Nice intro and welcome to the site.

Good luck with the Masters and I wish you every success for your PhD - when your ready you can always try a slow taper from the benzos, gives your body and mind time to adjust without getting a shock or being that uncomfortable.

Bear
 
Hey thanks for the response. I have to admit to myself that it's just as psychological as physical. I love them as crazy as that sounds. You know how most ppl who do both opiates and benzos prioritize the opiates? I'm the total opposite. I obsess on the benzos and the percocet kinda just comes and goes. I enjoy it but not like benzos....weird. Anyways, I'm high right now and rambling. I'm looking forward to exploring the site as a member (especially the science section) and it seems like a cool group. Well, it's beautiful outside so I'm gonna take a wobble down to Starbucks and walk around w/ a coffee and enjoy the sun. Take care man!
 
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