Hey I'm new!

[HeidiElisabeth]

I'm new to this place... long story short, I just got clean from doing IV meth for over two years. Been clean since June. Moved from San Diego, Cali to Charlotte, NC hoping to get clean, and have been, until tonight I shot an ambien. It's the first time I've shot anything in months. I prefer uppers but haven't been able to find anything besides coke here. I'm kinda fucked up so I'm not going to say much more. But I'm Heidi, I'm 22 and I love IV drugs. Been good for a while but damnit I keep coming back.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm glad to hear you're recovering! Meth can be very addictive.

I haven't ever been addicted to it myself, but I was addicted to heroin for a while. I have been recovered for quite some time now.

Welcome to Bluelight! I hope you enjoy our community.

 

[godlovesugly]

heyy heidi .. meth is a powerful drug. thats for DAMN sure. i know..out of all the drugs ive done in my 7 years of addiction, meth has been by far the hardest for me to quit. i am struggling with it right now. meth is bringing me down and fast. i am fighting even right now in my head about what im gonna do today...to use or not to use..i hate it so much but i love it so much too.

if you wanna talk ever, message me anytime:] im always willing to listen. and i understand the struggle youre going through,...all too well.

 

[NoRegrets]

welome to BL,this is a good place where to talk about things like that

 

[Boulder257]

Glad you found us. Welcome!