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You had me worried, was wondering a lot where you went, miss your mystical joy and love your presence makes.Hola beautiful Bluelight amigos
I’ve been through hell and I’m back … I think … on my way to being back/stabilized. I wanted to say that I’m so very sorry to anyone that messaged me and I didn’t get back yet, you mean a lot to me.
I’ve gone through some really screwed up stuff and hard times in the last couple months, I can’t even write it all right now because I’m still kind of weak. So I basically (foolishly trying to get through what I was going through) started taking Massive amounts of 7oh & pseudo … I’m talking 700 mg some days & more others … like legit binges. I was going to all kinds of vendors and taking handfuls of 30, 40 & 50mg tabs, also sublinguals and other stuff. I maxed out my credit card and started feeling like I was dying …. GI issues (really bad actually & still trying to recover with that even though I’ve been off both for 12 days now) also chest pains and other stuff. Holy shit cold turkey detox from those amounts of 7oh & pseudo might be one of the most fucked up detox/withdrawals I’ve ever been through … I can’t even explain it. Legit thought I might die both getting up to using those amounts and the detox. I’m going to get checked out by a doctor to make sure I didn’t F my body up too much.
Anyways bla bla … kinda embarrassing post (feeling a little ashamed) but I legit love you guys here, been thinking about a lot of you and wanted to reach out. I hope everyone’s doing okay in this crazy world.
Sending a very big hug to mis amigos
Aw hey it’s so good to see you
Aw chica! Oh my gosh thank you so much for your beautiful words, I’m so happy to see you my sisterI want you to be okay. You are and you will be. Thank You for making us feel good by touching our heart.
Please, I'm glad that you are treating your body good and working to be even so much better
than you always are and will be.
Life is so fragile and is all that we have. And along with you too, of course, in ours.
Thank you for sharing your heart with us and that you are being strong. I hope that you continue to
stay strong and be safe. And have much professional support for that plan to be
so strong and to stay safe.
It must take an amazing type of energy to emerge and grow and to help everyone around you.
Thanks so much always. Again, okay. Your company is so fun and a comfort to have you here.
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Wow, Angels ! Thank you for coming back. It's so good to see you. Yes !!!!!
Post anytime ! It's fun. To Hear You.
Okay, I feel like I want to just write forever. Bye.
Hola Lucid
Papi! I’m so glad to see you, and missed you tooWe all really missed you! I remember as soon as you hadn't logged in for a week or so we got a little worried. So happy to see that you are doing better and back with us again.
Aw wow thank you so much
Thank you so much, that was so kind of youGreat to see you back.
EDIT UPDATE - Just wanted to add the below quote, you were missed by many. Take it slow and wishing you a great recovery.
Oh my gosh gracias amigoYou had me worried, was wondering a lot where you went, miss your mystical joy and love your presence makes.
So sorry to hear about all the woes and that stuff got that heavy. Not sure where you now but if need a Chay, always.
All the best and hope you get better.
Much love
Welcome back! Sorry you've had a rough go of things. This is a place without judgment; I'm happy to see you back.Hola beautiful Bluelight amigos
I’ve been through hell and I’m back … I think … on my way to being back/stabilized. I wanted to say that I’m so very sorry to anyone that messaged me and I didn’t get back yet, you mean a lot to me.
I’ve gone through some really screwed up stuff and hard times in the last couple months, I can’t even write it all right now because I’m still kind of weak. So I basically (foolishly trying to get through what I was going through) started taking Massive amounts of 7oh & pseudo … I’m talking 700 mg some days & more others … like legit binges. I was going to all kinds of vendors and taking handfuls of 30, 40 & 50mg tabs, also sublinguals and other stuff. I maxed out my credit card and started feeling like I was dying …. GI issues (really bad actually & still trying to recover with that even though I’ve been off both for 12 days now) also chest pains and other stuff. Holy shit cold turkey detox from those amounts of 7oh & pseudo might be one of the most fucked up detox/withdrawals I’ve ever been through … I can’t even explain it. Legit thought I might die both getting up to using those amounts and the detox. I’m going to get checked out by a doctor to make sure I didn’t F my body up too much.
Anyways bla bla … kinda embarrassing post (feeling a little ashamed) but I legit love you guys here, been thinking about a lot of you and wanted to reach out. I hope everyone’s doing okay in this crazy world.
Sending a very big hug to mis amigos
Hola beautiful Bluelight amigos
I’ve been through hell and I’m back … I think … on my way to being back/stabilized. I wanted to say that I’m so very sorry to anyone that messaged me and I didn’t get back yet, you mean a lot to me.
I’ve gone through some really screwed up stuff and hard times in the last couple months, I can’t even write it all right now because I’m still kind of weak. So I basically (foolishly trying to get through what I was going through) started taking Massive amounts of 7oh & pseudo … I’m talking 700 mg some days & more others … like legit binges. I was going to all kinds of vendors and taking handfuls of 30, 40 & 50mg tabs, also sublinguals and other stuff. I maxed out my credit card and started feeling like I was dying …. GI issues (really bad actually & still trying to recover with that even though I’ve been off both for 12 days now) also chest pains and other stuff. Holy shit cold turkey detox from those amounts of 7oh & pseudo might be one of the most fucked up detox/withdrawals I’ve ever been through … I can’t even explain it. Legit thought I might die both getting up to using those amounts and the detox. I’m going to get checked out by a doctor to make sure I didn’t F my body up too much.
Anyways bla bla … kinda embarrassing post (feeling a little ashamed) but I legit love you guys here, been thinking about a lot of you and wanted to reach out. I hope everyone’s doing okay in this crazy world.
Sending a very big hug to mis amigos
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Write more.
Chica. You are the toughest there ever were.
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