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I fell off the wagon again and trying to trying to get my shit back together.
I've been in drug detox for the last few days and it's kinda been nice to some extent.im still pretty shaking from alcohol. Any yeah that's my poison.
Trying to get help ere. I feel still shakey, but I'm fine.
I'll try to post some updates here ask i know more.
Love u guys
 
Was wondering about you not long ago,pleased to hear from you
Welcome Back Hello GIF by Ryn Dean
 
Ive been better, just deeling wit a lot of iternerl Demons. I men i tried to do good on my own, N made it like 6-9 months without burning down anything stupidly. Just get drunk, i.cNnot stop the shit.
Im sitting in a hospital no because my hbp, all
Alcohol related shit, it's sucks here but I've reached out with deficit lot and he has hit me up
 
Ds said:
Im sitting in a hospital no because my hbp, all
Alcohol related shit
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I went through the same thing this year man, had constant 190's+ over 120's-130's BP from drinking. Even caused eye floaters. You gotta stay in there long enough to get through 4 or so days of withdrawal and your BP will be lower, then back to "normal" after about a week unless you drink again or have something else going on with your health

Unfortunately I didn't quit drinking when I already had enough sober time under my belt to have no issues, but stopped getting smashed on high abv IPA's, changed my diet to not high cholesterol, and started drinking miller lite in moderation, and haven't had crazy high BP for a while now. So now that is under control I gotta give up the beer after weening myself down to levels where I won't not be able to sleep for 48 hours due to withdrawal

If you end up in there long enough that you spend 4-5 days without drinking then you just gotta run with it man, because that's your easiest window to move forward. Take it and run with it. The more times you detox the worse it is. Don't do what I did and still drink just because I figured out how to keep my BP from being super high. I've had a few times where I drank more and had high BP again for the next couple days, so be strong and avoid that path

They'll maybe put you on a low dose BP med like 5mg Lisinopril, but if you don't drink they'll take you off of it like a month from now
 
Thank you for the kind words everyone. That all means a lot. I walked away thinking that it might solve my problem about being on blue light too long., but I was wrong. It seemed i had to stay in my head a lot and hard no where to process. Slowly and surely my mental stage starting to feel deteriorate.b
 
You will be fine.

Important things to ask to yourself honestly :
- what impulse led to me using again
-what did I need from using / wanted to gain from using
- what benefits did using actually get me
- if there were any, how important are these effects compared to other things in my life
- if the benefits exist and are important, in what ways could I meet those needs outside of drug use.
 
Ds said:
I fell off the wagon again and trying to trying to get my shit back together.
I've been in drug detox for the last few days and it's kinda been nice to some extent.im still pretty shaking from alcohol. Any yeah that's my poison.
Trying to get help ere. I feel still shakey, but I'm fine.
I'll try to post some updates here ask i know more.
Love u guys
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❤️❤️❤️

This update is making my Monday 🫶🏼
 
Sorry, late on the update, but D gave me a call Saturday, he's good and checked into whatever detox he is at. Don't think he has his phone or the ability to make many calls, but ill check back here often if you guys want to pass any messages or well wishes along, ill get them to him when I hear from him.
 
Fuck man, d has called me a couple times but ive missed the calls. I feel like a gd worm, but I rly didn't mean to.

I called the place back, they wouldn't even deliver a message for him to call me back since I didn't know birthday, and the # doesn't receive calls

Im sorry buddy and I hope youre doing ok
 
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