Morphium
Greenlighter
As i am a new member i thought i shall share my history of drug use/abuse with you all,
I was 15 and my dad was battling cancer for 2 years then and finally lost his battle in February 2011, after months of heartbreak and sadness i happened to come by his medication which mostly consisted of narcotic painkillers which i remember him saying he felt funny and doped up on them, As i was home alone curiosity got the best of me and i research Oxycontin, endone and fentanyl patches and after reading many positive reviews of the high they produce i decided to take two 15 mg Oxycontin i crush them and mixed them with juice (the web recommended snorting them but as i was a virgin to drugs i decided against snorting.) about 30 mins after i downed the juice i could feel a warm fuzzy euphoric feeling descending over me and all my worries disappeared, Ive never felt anything like this before in my life and i loved it. it became a daily routine from then on and made me think what other drug highs are like. since then Ive tried marijuana, whippets, alcohol, Xanax and Ritalin but opiate painkillers have remained my favourite and after 7 months i went thru the stash of painkillers i had and in the area i live in the only drug you could get was weed so i searched the web for ways to obtain painkillers and after a few searches i found a way to extract codeine from nurofen plus, it wasn't the same but it was better than nothing and then one day a friend showed me how to make poppy seed tea which i thought was bullshit at first but after drinking it was pleasantly surprised that it produced a similar effect as morphine so i began using poppy seed as my way to a euphoric high in between the odd times i come across oxycodone or when i find a way to get them prescribed.
That is the story of my life for the past 3 1/2 years and now im 18
I was 15 and my dad was battling cancer for 2 years then and finally lost his battle in February 2011, after months of heartbreak and sadness i happened to come by his medication which mostly consisted of narcotic painkillers which i remember him saying he felt funny and doped up on them, As i was home alone curiosity got the best of me and i research Oxycontin, endone and fentanyl patches and after reading many positive reviews of the high they produce i decided to take two 15 mg Oxycontin i crush them and mixed them with juice (the web recommended snorting them but as i was a virgin to drugs i decided against snorting.) about 30 mins after i downed the juice i could feel a warm fuzzy euphoric feeling descending over me and all my worries disappeared, Ive never felt anything like this before in my life and i loved it. it became a daily routine from then on and made me think what other drug highs are like. since then Ive tried marijuana, whippets, alcohol, Xanax and Ritalin but opiate painkillers have remained my favourite and after 7 months i went thru the stash of painkillers i had and in the area i live in the only drug you could get was weed so i searched the web for ways to obtain painkillers and after a few searches i found a way to extract codeine from nurofen plus, it wasn't the same but it was better than nothing and then one day a friend showed me how to make poppy seed tea which i thought was bullshit at first but after drinking it was pleasantly surprised that it produced a similar effect as morphine so i began using poppy seed as my way to a euphoric high in between the odd times i come across oxycodone or when i find a way to get them prescribed.
That is the story of my life for the past 3 1/2 years and now im 18
