Jezebel'sCandy
Greenlighter
So basically, I stumbled across BL when looking up some info on different things. Recently chose to alter my lifestyle when I realized on day two of nothing I had become dependent on Hydro. I had only been doing stuff on a daily basis for a couple months, hidden from family and friends. Varying average daily doses from 50mg to 80mg of Hydro and throwing in 30mg of Oxy once or twice a week, never thinking along the way that I was becoming addicted and could stop anytime I wanted too. After day two of having nothing, I couldn't take the WD symptoms due to trying to go to work during all of this, and am down to 2 (20mgs of Hydro) for the past two days. Not completely W/D free, the headaches are killer and the fatigue is the worst. At least I am able to eat with out the feeling of extreme nausea and not feel like I am going to pass out. Still trying to keep mentally sane but it's hard. After reading some of the "average" for others here, I kinda feel stupid that I am even having problems quitting!! But in all truthfulness, I am glad I found BL and hope I can find some answers and strength!! ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
