wastedonfent
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2015
- Messages
- 8
Hey everyone iv finally regestered after years of coming on bluelight, finally joined as i have spent last couple months trying to beat my fentanyl addiction, i used bout every drug there is i started with weed and pills. and shrooms at age of 14 i got kicked outta home at 16 and turned to snortin speed all the time till the police kicked me outta town i went to the city got into smoking ice everyday and then when i was 17 my girlfriend of 4 years passed from cancer the next day i picked up a needle for the first time i was shooting ice for about year and half then i got a house and got clean but only for 6 months then my mate gave me some H to try i just smoked and snorted it for a month untill the aniversary of my gf dying and again i picked the needle back up but this time with opiates thinking that i could control it i got of ice so why cant i use a bit and not get hooked? Well i was wrong very quickly turned into everyday then i got shown how to iv fentanyl patches. I fell in love completly knocks u out for a few hours you forget everything and are fully content, but now im 3 years down the track and fully hooked on fent. The withdrawals i face wen i dont dose every 8 hours are way to intense. Iv made my decision to drop the habit about 4 months ago my best shot at bein clean lasted a week with no fent and i used oxy everyday to chill W/D out. Iv got some lyrica which helps Withdrawals more then anything, and im getting hopefully my last piece of fentnyl in bout a 10 minutes, how do i beat it when all i want is my gf or to be completly out of it so i can almost forget for a lil while. Please help bluelighters
