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the^sneeker^pimp

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you are gone
out of my life
you used me
you don't deserve me
i devoted all of myself to you
you became my life,
my everything
you told me i was yours too
those were lies
you took my mind, soul, and my heart
cut them into tiny pieces
without any hesitations
you really took my life
no more arranging my plans to fit yours
no more quickies whenever you want
no more taking your anger out on me
NO MORE!
you are gone
you won't hurt me anymore
my life can move on now
i can be free...
free to be my own person
make my own friends
be the person i want to be
live my own life
discover the world through my eyes, not yours
in a sick way, i want to thank you...
thank you for teaching me the kind of person i don't want in my life...
teaching me what a bad relationship is
NOW i know the signs...i know what to look for, or what not to look for.
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ALTHOUGH I WAS HURT A GREAT DEAL EMOTIONALLY FOR OVER 2 YEARS, I WAS THE ONE WHO ALWAYS WENT BACK TO HIM. I DIDN'T KNOW LIFE WITHOUT HIM. I FINALLY REALIZED THAT I DON'T NEED HIM, HE WAS HOLDING ME BACK...AND I AM HAPPY NOW WITH MY LIFE!!!
I HOPE THAT AT LEAST ONE PERSON "GETS SOMETHING" FROM THIS. IF I CAN SAVE ANYONE FROM ANY FURTHER HEART-ACHE, THEN I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING.
KIM
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If you are a dreamer, come in. If you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar, a hope-er, a pray-er, a magic bean buyer...
If you're a pretender, come sit by my fire, for we have some flax-golden tales to spin...come in, come in...
 
I know from personal experiences how hard it can be to realize the unhealthy relationship that we are in. And after an extended period of time, that becomes all we know and we become comfortable with it. After a period of time goes by and we begin to realize the situation we are in we try to get out and it is very hard. ANd sometime when you are out of the relationship it seems overwhelming and you tend to get scared and run right back to what you know and used to be comfortable with.
I am glad that you have realized the error of your ways. No fuck that. I am glad that you have realized the error of his ways and are ready to move on with your life. You need to seperate yourself from him for awhile, even being friends should be avoided right now. You need to let some time pass and let closure set in before moving on to becoming friends if that is what you want.
Take the knowledge that you have gained from this relationship and apply it to your next one. Learning from the bad things can only help improve the good.
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Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.
-=R a n d y=-
 
i could have written this myself... those words fit everything i have been through the last two years, and what i have finally managed to give up. when you think you're in love, it's hard to let go. the only reason i am not still with this person is because i moved in with my dad 300 miles away... i may still see him sometime, but i don't think it would be a good because i can't resist him, no matter how hard i try... no matter what he does. he cheated on me 5 times when we were together, and i forgave him every time.. i was ridiculously devoted to him, and so faitful, he was my everything. i swore i was in love with him, and maybe i am, but that doesn't say much about me and my self confidence (which i am slowly regaining). still, i think love is forever, and i will always have feelings for him, but i will never let anyone treat me the he did, ever. i demand so much more respect from people i date now. i don't know if i'll be able to handle another serious relationship like that agian any time soon. anyways, i'll stop babbeling.. i juust wanted to let you know i can realte, and that's beautiful... no one in my life has ever understood that part of my life.
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-Danielle
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"God has made us the perfect playground"...
 
I know exactly how it is to be in a relationship where your mind if fucked with.
no one deserves to be in a relationship like that. Funny thing is, it's so hard to let go of it. Like you know you're being hurt, but you still can't hold yourself back from that person. I am in a similar situation right now. I've been hurt more than anything...but if that person asked me back....I just might go.
It's hard when someone steps on your heart...it's even harder when they step on your heart and play with your mind....it certainly is true when people say...LOVE IS BLIND...I am blinded from seeing the hurt and keep going back for more....
Coreo
[This message has been edited by Coreo*~ (edited 20 October 2000).]
 
Glad to see that you stood up for what was best for you.
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((((hugs))))
Crow
 
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