Hi,
I have a few questions and was hoping to get some advice, suggestions and/or feedback from others because my situation is kind of strange. I have a plan set to get off of heroin and get through the withdrawal as painlessly as possible.
Basically I was on a 25 ml daily dose of methadone for about a year. Along with my methadone I was also injecting approximately .125g of heroin daily as well. I did not want to increase my methadone dose because I have heard how difficult it is to get off of methadone and how bad the withdrawal is. The 25 ml dose of methadone was enough to stop any withdrawal in between use of heroin daily and curb any extreme cravings. Eventually I just wanted to be clean and not live like that anymore, plus it was extremely dangerous to be shooting up while on methadone, so my doctor recommended I switch to suboxone so that's what I tried...
My doctor put me into detox for 52 hours from methadone, which he said was fine to only wait 52 hours since I was at a low dose of methadone (articles say you should wait a minimum of 72 hours if you're above 30 ml's, and that it's okay to wait only 48 hours if you're at 30 mls or less) and so I was detoxed for 52 hours from methadone and 40 hours from heroin. by the time for my first suboxone pill i was withdrawaling a litte bit but i didn't feel that bad (barely any pain, no restless legs, no diarehha, no sweats, no fever) so I took the 12mg of suboxone and then I felt like my skin was crawling, i got goosebumps, felt really restless and strange and i didn't like the feeling - it was so bizzare. My doctor said he thinks i was going into precipiated withdrawal even though I waited long enough. Anyway I waited only til 1am the next day for my next dose at the pharmacy which was around 60 hours at this point from my last methadone use/heroin use and took another 12mg suboxone and it didn't make me feel any better. Anyway I went through the whole day feeling like crap and then that night (it now being around 82 hours from my last methadone use and heroin use) I couldnt handle the crappy feeling and couldn't wait til after midnight to go get my next dose of suboxone so I went and did a shot of heroin and it basically felt better than it had ever felt before since I was off methadone and the suboxone didn't make me go into withdrawal or anything. So the next day I woke up feeling great, so I decided not to take my suboxone anymore and this lasted an entire week, I didn't use heroin again and I didn't use suboxone or methadone again and I didn't withdrawal at all and I felt amazing. For some reason I never went into withdrawal after quitting heroin and methadone except that little bit during the first 52 hours and then for the next 30 hours feeling weird/crappy while on suboxone, so after those 3 days (82 hours) off methadone I was clean for another week on top of those 3 days and felt amazing that entire week and was clean from everything. So eventually my addiction got the best of me and my friend who I use to use with asked me to use with them and I fell into the habit of shooting up everyday again for a week straight and my methadone in the past was always enough to mentally stop me when I wanted to stop using heroin and keep me from withdrawal, but now being off methadone I felt the complete withdrawal from heroin and cravings, and also heroin was making me fall asleep so easily now. So this was about 10 days ago I started shooting up for a week, and now I feel trapped again, I felt so amazing that week I was clean and not on methadone or suboxone and had a drive to do stuff. The last 3 days or 72 hours I haven't shot up though.
When shooting up for one week straight I was doing around .125g to .25g of heroin a day. Again this was around 10 days ago for one week, the last 3 days I have not shot up. So I have successfully been able to quit shooting up for 3 days (72 hours) now and switch to snorting during the last 3 days instead, because I think it's easier to quit from snorting, mentally the cravings are less and it's less painful to quit. But I am snorting about 2 times the amount but I still think it will be easier to quit, regardless because shooting up the withdrawal is so bad. Anyway I haven't felt any withdrawal really during the last 10 days, since i've been using heroin enough to curb the withdrawal, my withdrawal doesn't really start til about 24 hours after my last use til I really notice it, do you think if I continue on this road of snorting and I taper from .25g a day to about a point a day or half a point a day that my withdrawal will be a lot more manageable than when I was shooting? I am thinking about snorting for another few days and tapering it down everyday then cold turkey quitting from that small amount.
Everyone keeps telling me, if I want to quit heroin that it's easier to quit heroin "cold turkey" right now, right away and if I'm going to plan to quit that this "taper" method rarely works and switching from shooting to snorting also doesn't work because everyone always gives in and starts shooting again or doesn't actually taper, but I am able to stay on the plan and do this taper and not shoot up again if I plan it. I just feel so tired of the opiate withdrawal feeling and don't know if I am mentally strong enough to go through a bad withdrawal again, I absolutely hate the feeling and can't handle feeling it again. I also have a couple 8mg suboxone pills that someone gave me to help me when I start withdrawaling, so I was thinking about taking some suboxone after 48 hours from my last use of heroin and since its been so long since ive used methadone I don't think i'll get the weird effects I got last time I was on suboxone, this time. although last time I was off heroin/methadone for 82 hours when I was on suboxone and the suboxone made me feel so crappy, so maybe my body doesn't handle suboxone very well. so my question is what do you think of my plan? also if I was able to quit methadone/shooting up basically cold turkey without much pain since I didn't stay on suboxone, then I think just quitting snorting heroin will be do-able and easier than what I was already capable of doing.
also some more information to add is that I got diagnosed with ADD a few months ago and got put on ADD medicine and I feel amazing and better than i've ever felt in my life now, after quitting methadone/heroin for a week I felt great still and it was my first time i quit opiates while on my ADD medicine and I barely felt any withdrawal. I am wondering if it makes a difference when you withdrawal with an untreated ADD and when you withdrawal with a treated ADD, it feels like the withdrawal is so much easier now that I am treated. (I am on 60mg vyvanse)
also I should add when I am snorting the heroin right now I do not feel anything at all from it, I do not get high and I am only using it to put more and more time in between my last shot of heroin and now for when I quit all together. when I am using the .25g or more a day I am basically doing that throughout the day to curb any withdrawal and like I said put more time between my last shot and now. also I have been going into the sauna everyday for the last 3 days as well so I can restart my brain and get it use to snorting heroin rather than have it injected.
Any feedback is great. Thank you
I have a few questions and was hoping to get some advice, suggestions and/or feedback from others because my situation is kind of strange. I have a plan set to get off of heroin and get through the withdrawal as painlessly as possible.
Basically I was on a 25 ml daily dose of methadone for about a year. Along with my methadone I was also injecting approximately .125g of heroin daily as well. I did not want to increase my methadone dose because I have heard how difficult it is to get off of methadone and how bad the withdrawal is. The 25 ml dose of methadone was enough to stop any withdrawal in between use of heroin daily and curb any extreme cravings. Eventually I just wanted to be clean and not live like that anymore, plus it was extremely dangerous to be shooting up while on methadone, so my doctor recommended I switch to suboxone so that's what I tried...
My doctor put me into detox for 52 hours from methadone, which he said was fine to only wait 52 hours since I was at a low dose of methadone (articles say you should wait a minimum of 72 hours if you're above 30 ml's, and that it's okay to wait only 48 hours if you're at 30 mls or less) and so I was detoxed for 52 hours from methadone and 40 hours from heroin. by the time for my first suboxone pill i was withdrawaling a litte bit but i didn't feel that bad (barely any pain, no restless legs, no diarehha, no sweats, no fever) so I took the 12mg of suboxone and then I felt like my skin was crawling, i got goosebumps, felt really restless and strange and i didn't like the feeling - it was so bizzare. My doctor said he thinks i was going into precipiated withdrawal even though I waited long enough. Anyway I waited only til 1am the next day for my next dose at the pharmacy which was around 60 hours at this point from my last methadone use/heroin use and took another 12mg suboxone and it didn't make me feel any better. Anyway I went through the whole day feeling like crap and then that night (it now being around 82 hours from my last methadone use and heroin use) I couldnt handle the crappy feeling and couldn't wait til after midnight to go get my next dose of suboxone so I went and did a shot of heroin and it basically felt better than it had ever felt before since I was off methadone and the suboxone didn't make me go into withdrawal or anything. So the next day I woke up feeling great, so I decided not to take my suboxone anymore and this lasted an entire week, I didn't use heroin again and I didn't use suboxone or methadone again and I didn't withdrawal at all and I felt amazing. For some reason I never went into withdrawal after quitting heroin and methadone except that little bit during the first 52 hours and then for the next 30 hours feeling weird/crappy while on suboxone, so after those 3 days (82 hours) off methadone I was clean for another week on top of those 3 days and felt amazing that entire week and was clean from everything. So eventually my addiction got the best of me and my friend who I use to use with asked me to use with them and I fell into the habit of shooting up everyday again for a week straight and my methadone in the past was always enough to mentally stop me when I wanted to stop using heroin and keep me from withdrawal, but now being off methadone I felt the complete withdrawal from heroin and cravings, and also heroin was making me fall asleep so easily now. So this was about 10 days ago I started shooting up for a week, and now I feel trapped again, I felt so amazing that week I was clean and not on methadone or suboxone and had a drive to do stuff. The last 3 days or 72 hours I haven't shot up though.
When shooting up for one week straight I was doing around .125g to .25g of heroin a day. Again this was around 10 days ago for one week, the last 3 days I have not shot up. So I have successfully been able to quit shooting up for 3 days (72 hours) now and switch to snorting during the last 3 days instead, because I think it's easier to quit from snorting, mentally the cravings are less and it's less painful to quit. But I am snorting about 2 times the amount but I still think it will be easier to quit, regardless because shooting up the withdrawal is so bad. Anyway I haven't felt any withdrawal really during the last 10 days, since i've been using heroin enough to curb the withdrawal, my withdrawal doesn't really start til about 24 hours after my last use til I really notice it, do you think if I continue on this road of snorting and I taper from .25g a day to about a point a day or half a point a day that my withdrawal will be a lot more manageable than when I was shooting? I am thinking about snorting for another few days and tapering it down everyday then cold turkey quitting from that small amount.
Everyone keeps telling me, if I want to quit heroin that it's easier to quit heroin "cold turkey" right now, right away and if I'm going to plan to quit that this "taper" method rarely works and switching from shooting to snorting also doesn't work because everyone always gives in and starts shooting again or doesn't actually taper, but I am able to stay on the plan and do this taper and not shoot up again if I plan it. I just feel so tired of the opiate withdrawal feeling and don't know if I am mentally strong enough to go through a bad withdrawal again, I absolutely hate the feeling and can't handle feeling it again. I also have a couple 8mg suboxone pills that someone gave me to help me when I start withdrawaling, so I was thinking about taking some suboxone after 48 hours from my last use of heroin and since its been so long since ive used methadone I don't think i'll get the weird effects I got last time I was on suboxone, this time. although last time I was off heroin/methadone for 82 hours when I was on suboxone and the suboxone made me feel so crappy, so maybe my body doesn't handle suboxone very well. so my question is what do you think of my plan? also if I was able to quit methadone/shooting up basically cold turkey without much pain since I didn't stay on suboxone, then I think just quitting snorting heroin will be do-able and easier than what I was already capable of doing.
also some more information to add is that I got diagnosed with ADD a few months ago and got put on ADD medicine and I feel amazing and better than i've ever felt in my life now, after quitting methadone/heroin for a week I felt great still and it was my first time i quit opiates while on my ADD medicine and I barely felt any withdrawal. I am wondering if it makes a difference when you withdrawal with an untreated ADD and when you withdrawal with a treated ADD, it feels like the withdrawal is so much easier now that I am treated. (I am on 60mg vyvanse)
also I should add when I am snorting the heroin right now I do not feel anything at all from it, I do not get high and I am only using it to put more and more time in between my last shot of heroin and now for when I quit all together. when I am using the .25g or more a day I am basically doing that throughout the day to curb any withdrawal and like I said put more time between my last shot and now. also I have been going into the sauna everyday for the last 3 days as well so I can restart my brain and get it use to snorting heroin rather than have it injected.
Any feedback is great. Thank you
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