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Greenlighter
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- Jul 13, 2015
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I have been on opiates for 3 years....starting with pills and eventually moving to heroin.
the past couple weeks, i havent been able to achieve a high from intravenous use. I also noticed a change in the addiction....taking a last dose around 9-10pm, i would be awake at 7, 8am with the shits and horrible stomach pain, lasting until I took a shot
recently, I haven't felt a high from taking it and have been unusually tired BUT I haven't been waking up with stomach pain. I've been sleeping until 12, 1pm but I've had no withdrawal. I take a shot when I wake up, more put of habit than necessity.
how is this possible? after a year on a $100-200/day habit, suddenly I don't 'need' to use every few hours? how is this even possible? could my dealer have been weaning the dose down in order to make more money ? (e.g. I take a large shot and don't feel anything, no rush, no taste in my mouth), so I take another and another?
how is this even possible? without ever feeling withdrawals?
the past couple weeks, i havent been able to achieve a high from intravenous use. I also noticed a change in the addiction....taking a last dose around 9-10pm, i would be awake at 7, 8am with the shits and horrible stomach pain, lasting until I took a shot
recently, I haven't felt a high from taking it and have been unusually tired BUT I haven't been waking up with stomach pain. I've been sleeping until 12, 1pm but I've had no withdrawal. I take a shot when I wake up, more put of habit than necessity.
how is this possible? after a year on a $100-200/day habit, suddenly I don't 'need' to use every few hours? how is this even possible? could my dealer have been weaning the dose down in order to make more money ? (e.g. I take a large shot and don't feel anything, no rush, no taste in my mouth), so I take another and another?
how is this even possible? without ever feeling withdrawals?