RE: Stock piling methadone, yep i'm a real hoarder of methadone as well! You just never know when you'll need it, you might have to suddenly go away or you might just miss the chemist, hoarding methadone is safety net! I also have some bottles that are 5 & 6 years old, it looks fine, but my stomach turns at the thought of drinking something that i've had in the press for that many years, yuck! But if i was dieing with withdrawals then i'm sure i'd gulp it down in one no problem!!!
Its funny that everyones talking about methadone stock piles to-day coz i forgot it was Friday so i took my usual 60ml dose to-day at lunch time. Then later i remembered that i had to go to the chemist after work, i get one supervised dose there in the chemist & then i get the rest of the weeks methadone take away. So this means i've taken 120mls methadone to-day, i feel fine, i fact i feel really REALLY well coz the 60mls just barely holds me, the Doctor is always offering me to higher my dose but i hate methadone & i don't want to take anymore then 60mls a day.
Anyway its about an hour since i took the second dose of 60mls, do yous think i'll get a buzz off it? I'm hoping it doesn't effect me like the valium, the day after i took the valium i had to battle to stay awake in work all the next day! I really don't want to go through another day like that in work, my eyes were literally rolling around in my head, i must have looked a state! I hope the methadone doesn't effect me like that in work tomorrow!!!
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Onto a totally different subject, i don't think there is a thread on Bluelight about this subject & i don't know enough about the subject to start a thread on it. But will this SOPA & ACTA effect Bluelight? With all the new censorship rules on the internet will we still be allowed to speak freely about our drug use? Seems like the intent as we know it is gonna totally change! Censorship of any sort is a total disgrace, who the hell do the government think they are by choosing what we can & can not read & watch? GURrrrr....... censorship makes me so angry! 'They' just want to control the way we think! It just shows how much governments have to hide! They don't want to think outside the box, they just want us to be sheep that follow their rules!
But i really do wonder will it effect Bluelight, i really hope not! I have met/spoken to some really sound people on here, i consider a lot of yous as friends. I've have told people on Bluelight things that i have never even told my closest of mates. We all have so much in common on here, we have such similar little habits/ways, as in hoarding methadone, ways of using, feelings of cravings, problems with waiting on a dealer who sez "i'll be there in 5mins." The list goes on & on! So many things that we all do the same day in day out. It makes me feel so normal to know that other people have the same feelings & ways as i do, i think the world of my mates on Bluelight. I often find myself worrying during the day about Kkats court case or worrying about Brimz leg, or hoping that who ever is trying to get clean is getting on alright, i felt sick for Maxalfie when i heard his flat mate knocked his gear all over the bed!
I could mention so many more people that worry i about/think about, but my posts are always WAY too long so i'm trying to shorten them!!!
I often think about you all the way i think about my friends out side Bluelight, it would be a shame if this was all taken away! So is there a chance that Bluelight will be effected by SOPA & ACTA? Or am i jumping the gun & over reacting? As i say i not all that knowledgeable about this whole SOPA & ACTA.
http://blog.dustinkirkland.com/2012/01/video-explanation-of-acta-sopa.html
