Fuck, fuck, fuck fuck! I just so nearly got caught scoring by the garda!!! My heart is still pumping, i'm no good at this sort of thing!!!!
I was meeting my guy with the goods & just as he'd handed it over to me when the garda pulled up righ beside us!!!!
As i said i'm no good at that sort of thing, my nervous just go, i started shaking with fright! Luckily the bloke i was meeting kept his cool & we told a believable story! Garda asked him to show his driving license insurance ect, they kept us there for ages!!! What made things worse was there was a Ban Garda there as well so she could have searched me if she wanted to, don't know how we got away with it! Luckily i was still wearing my suit from work so i looked respectable enough!
I'm home now safely, but i'm still shaking! I had an 1/8 of gear & 20 Valium on me, i need a smoke now more then ever! Glad that i got valium too, they are yellows so i've taken two, i'll probably need another two to clam my nervous! But i've no tolerance to them so i don't want to just fall asleep!
I've been so lucky over the years, this is the closest i've ever been to getting caught, i'm always extra careful! I always have a cover story in-case i'm stopped & i always tell my dealer what the story is, so that we both say the same thing! Most dealers think i'm nuts & totally paranoid for doing this but we were both very glad of our story to-day! Phew!
I'm so surprised that we weren't searched!!! Coz it really did look like we were up to something dodge, me with my head stuck in his car window! The guy i was meeting is about 20 years younger then me so that is how we came up with a believable story based on me been his Mothers friend! If they had separated us we were screwed coz i only know the guys nick name & he doesn't know my sir name, so that would have blown out 'story' Thank god we had a story!!!
I just started having a smoke now, god do i need it! Pity it isn't proper gear!!! Its the same good looking weak stuff! What do you think of me taking another two yellows? Its a half hour since i took the first two, i know yellows are weaker the blues, but would a total of 4 yellows with no tolerance just put me asleep? Ugh what a day! I really don't know if i'll have the nerve to ever score again?! This guy does the biggest deals at the best price & his gear is the best of a bad lot, but just to look at him he does draw attention from the garda straight away, so i know any time i'd be seen with him i'd be stopped!
It all happened at a bad place as well, garda know where i live now, i have no criminal record, this is the first time i've drawn attention to myself, i'm sure the garda probably took a note of the reg of my parked car as well! What a nightmare! I know i'm probably over reacting coz i'm not used to this kind of thing, i really have been lucky up to now!
I was meeting my guy with the goods & just as he'd handed it over to me when the garda pulled up righ beside us!!!!

I'm home now safely, but i'm still shaking! I had an 1/8 of gear & 20 Valium on me, i need a smoke now more then ever! Glad that i got valium too, they are yellows so i've taken two, i'll probably need another two to clam my nervous! But i've no tolerance to them so i don't want to just fall asleep!
I've been so lucky over the years, this is the closest i've ever been to getting caught, i'm always extra careful! I always have a cover story in-case i'm stopped & i always tell my dealer what the story is, so that we both say the same thing! Most dealers think i'm nuts & totally paranoid for doing this but we were both very glad of our story to-day! Phew!
I'm so surprised that we weren't searched!!! Coz it really did look like we were up to something dodge, me with my head stuck in his car window! The guy i was meeting is about 20 years younger then me so that is how we came up with a believable story based on me been his Mothers friend! If they had separated us we were screwed coz i only know the guys nick name & he doesn't know my sir name, so that would have blown out 'story' Thank god we had a story!!!
I just started having a smoke now, god do i need it! Pity it isn't proper gear!!! Its the same good looking weak stuff! What do you think of me taking another two yellows? Its a half hour since i took the first two, i know yellows are weaker the blues, but would a total of 4 yellows with no tolerance just put me asleep? Ugh what a day! I really don't know if i'll have the nerve to ever score again?! This guy does the biggest deals at the best price & his gear is the best of a bad lot, but just to look at him he does draw attention from the garda straight away, so i know any time i'd be seen with him i'd be stopped!
It all happened at a bad place as well, garda know where i live now, i have no criminal record, this is the first time i've drawn attention to myself, i'm sure the garda probably took a note of the reg of my parked car as well! What a nightmare! I know i'm probably over reacting coz i'm not used to this kind of thing, i really have been lucky up to now!