people have moaned since all the way from November as soon as u get the right one back pre nov they moan about the size, yes its not cheap but id rather pay 25 from a .2 knowing its going to blow me away than go on buying that bash shite,heads il never work them out. the teenth cost 280 u cant win
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kkattastic
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pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
where the streets are paved with heroin
really, its getting boring now, for fucks sake, i really thought i was better than this, this geezers gear was ok a few weeks back, and whoever hes been gettin it from has beein mixin it up that lil bit more each time, oh fucking hell i feel like sucha fucking fool, thats is exactly what has been happening, a lil bit weaker each time ive scored.
i fucking hate this, i want my heroin back, now, im gonna save up and go on a big heroin holiday, i thinki could do it.. for christ sake, its likely id have the money together for my lil adventure way before thesse streets get back to what they onv=ce were..
im so fucking bored with a capital BBBBBBB is it h that has done this too me all along?
is that why i have no fucking life? i dont fucking know, but im bored and im skint, and im bored and im skint some more, and i sit here on me fucking computer talikg to invisible people.....SOMEONE TAKE ME TO THE PARTY PLEASE, I JUST WANNA HAVE A FUCKING GOOD TIME, yep, me own fault for choosin single mother hood, and then choosin H
boring fookin bitch, fookin fookin bored... i want some fuckin drugs to ease the head fuckery, and none of yer shit from the docs
really, its getting boring now, for fucks sake, i really thought i was better than this, this geezers gear was ok a few weeks back, and whoever hes been gettin it from has beein mixin it up that lil bit more each time, oh fucking hell i feel like sucha fucking fool, thats is exactly what has been happening, a lil bit weaker each time ive scored.
i fucking hate this, i want my heroin back, now, im gonna save up and go on a big heroin holiday, i thinki could do it.. for christ sake, its likely id have the money together for my lil adventure way before thesse streets get back to what they onv=ce were..
im so fucking bored with a capital BBBBBBB is it h that has done this too me all along?
is that why i have no fucking life? i dont fucking know, but im bored and im skint, and im bored and im skint some more, and i sit here on me fucking computer talikg to invisible people.....SOMEONE TAKE ME TO THE PARTY PLEASE, I JUST WANNA HAVE A FUCKING GOOD TIME, yep, me own fault for choosin single mother hood, and then choosin H
boring fookin bitch, fookin fookin bored... i want some fuckin drugs to ease the head fuckery, and none of yer shit from the docs
Aw Pinky, i know exactly how you feel, the boredom is the worst!! I had a crap day in work to day & then i took me 2 bloody hours to get home & all i was thinking the whole day was that it wouldn't be so bad if i had a bag of proper gear at a proper price to come home to, But no such luck!!!
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I spent all my cash over the last 2 days, Wednesday i got 'ok' gear but it was double the price & then Paddies Day i got 3/10 gear that was heavily cut with tablets & i had to pay over the odds for that too!! So now after having a poxey day in work i have to come home & sit here feeling bored, just like you, its like we're all waiting & waiting & waiting & waiting & waiting & waiting & waiting........ for this nightmare of a drought to end, counting down the days to god knows when, coz we don't even know for sure when the drought will end......
Its a bloody wind up!!!!!
pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
yep the boredom, and id had a glass of wine earlier, the drink just doesnt do it for me at all!!
@PP
When I was using and didn't have dope (but had methadone 'holding me"). A drink would make me feel good for about 15 sec and dope sick for 15 hours. But then again one drink usually turned into 10 or 15- regardless- I'd always feel sickish and depressed, bored,ect....no mater how much or little I'd drink- but that didn't stop me. I can empathise.
Happy belated St. Patricks day- people were ragging on the streets of San Diego last night. On the radio they interviewed an Irish commentator that apparently grew up in the North several years ago. He was highlighting differences in the celebration between the USA and Ireland. He intimated that when he was growing up in Ultster several years ago during the troubles, this festival was repressed by the state. Is that acurate?
When I was using and didn't have dope (but had methadone 'holding me"). A drink would make me feel good for about 15 sec and dope sick for 15 hours. But then again one drink usually turned into 10 or 15- regardless- I'd always feel sickish and depressed, bored,ect....no mater how much or little I'd drink- but that didn't stop me. I can empathise.
Happy belated St. Patricks day- people were ragging on the streets of San Diego last night. On the radio they interviewed an Irish commentator that apparently grew up in the North several years ago. He was highlighting differences in the celebration between the USA and Ireland. He intimated that when he was growing up in Ultster several years ago during the troubles, this festival was repressed by the state. Is that acurate?
brimz
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The Worst
Fkin sad state of affairs init i've never seen it as bad as this in all the time i been using.
2001 was a breeze compared to this, at least then if you Could score it was half decent , it was a more a case of finding it that was the hard.
That was only a decade a go n dealing practises have changed u wouldn't get away with the stuff peeps do know back then imo.
Not like this time when peeps have jus been selling stuff that ain't even gear just bash n downers ffs
I 've had gear about 4 times this month and none of it was Really good.
I'm not in the H scene really anymore which is a good thing but i no people.
The ones that have decent usually contact me , but that hasn't happened 4 a while.
I ' m determined not 2 spend on anything unless i'm pretty sure it's nice . i rekon i 'm gonna save a bit of money!
Then with the money i save i'm a go to Portugal 4 a wee while. well thats the plan
Fkin sad state of affairs init i've never seen it as bad as this in all the time i been using.
2001 was a breeze compared to this, at least then if you Could score it was half decent , it was a more a case of finding it that was the hard.
That was only a decade a go n dealing practises have changed u wouldn't get away with the stuff peeps do know back then imo.
Not like this time when peeps have jus been selling stuff that ain't even gear just bash n downers ffs
I 've had gear about 4 times this month and none of it was Really good.
I'm not in the H scene really anymore which is a good thing but i no people.
The ones that have decent usually contact me , but that hasn't happened 4 a while.
I ' m determined not 2 spend on anything unless i'm pretty sure it's nice . i rekon i 'm gonna save a bit of money!
Then with the money i save i'm a go to Portugal 4 a wee while. well thats the plan
pigpen1968
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Man you guys got it bad over there in the UK it seems.
A FOAF I know some yrs back went to Thai and bought an airmail envelope, put a couple of grams in it and sent it home no prob. He just dropped it in a mailbox outside the main PO in Bangkok
I know theres plenty of things that could go wrong but at $10 a gram he was payin, a few losses wouldnt be bad if he had made it a regular thing.
Im surprised there are not more easily available sources for doing this type of thing if someone were to want to like my friend of a friend.
My FOAF has been looking online trying to find someone who would do such a thing for him/her with no luck. It would be such a simple thing and worthy.
A couple of grams wouldnt be worth the DEA coming after you IMO. Maybe my FOAF is wrong though.
A FOAF I know some yrs back went to Thai and bought an airmail envelope, put a couple of grams in it and sent it home no prob. He just dropped it in a mailbox outside the main PO in Bangkok
I know theres plenty of things that could go wrong but at $10 a gram he was payin, a few losses wouldnt be bad if he had made it a regular thing.
Im surprised there are not more easily available sources for doing this type of thing if someone were to want to like my friend of a friend.
My FOAF has been looking online trying to find someone who would do such a thing for him/her with no luck. It would be such a simple thing and worthy.
A couple of grams wouldnt be worth the DEA coming after you IMO. Maybe my FOAF is wrong though.
brimz
Bluelighter
You wouldn't belive it mate.
pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
its official:
http://www.idpc.net/sites/default/files/library/IDPC-briefing-paper-heroin-draught.pdf
it doesnt tell us anything we havent already heard, and nor does it tell us what we want to her, in fact in contradicts itself, stating that it takes 18 months to reach us but later saying it should resume after the harvest...they are just as clueless as us!!
http://www.simplysyndicated.com/ and theres a radio thing here if yer really bored
http://www.idpc.net/sites/default/files/library/IDPC-briefing-paper-heroin-draught.pdf
it doesnt tell us anything we havent already heard, and nor does it tell us what we want to her, in fact in contradicts itself, stating that it takes 18 months to reach us but later saying it should resume after the harvest...they are just as clueless as us!!
http://www.simplysyndicated.com/ and theres a radio thing here if yer really bored
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ILoveSnowballs
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Interesting read, thanks luv.
It says the next harvest is between March & May. I've heard July/August too, so fuck knows.
Anyhow, I'm waiting it out for a couple of months to avoid scoring shit and the disappointment. Hoping the next time I do score it will be all good..... here's hoping.
tthe gear now adays isnt worth being an addict for,i feel am ready to try n give it a bye,16 years and the last few year the strenght of it has slowly weakened
my hubby still chaseing it and bringing it to our home has really messed with my head its been pure mental abuse,i really want to stay clean for my young kids as well.
i wish my hubby could try and stay off it i dont no how to help him,its a heavy situation to be in
my hubby still chaseing it and bringing it to our home has really messed with my head its been pure mental abuse,i really want to stay clean for my young kids as well.
i wish my hubby could try and stay off it i dont no how to help him,its a heavy situation to be in
pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
blame the hairdresser
.....yes, blame the hairdresser, just b4 the drought hit, the hair dresser insisted on making me a straight head, tamed my curly locks to friggin straightness, and really, tried to turn me into a straight head, so thats why the heroin has gone, because a hairdresser sraightened my hair.... its regaining its kinky kurl now, so heroin will be back shortly....
really tho, the world just aint ready for me as a straight head, coz i just get tooooo tooooo loud, and annoying mellow me please......arrrrgggggghhhhhh..... its just dull, dull dull DULL, tho its amazing waht a bit of sunlight does to the old head, m,akes me twice as annoying!!
id better stay indoors then
.....yes, blame the hairdresser, just b4 the drought hit, the hair dresser insisted on making me a straight head, tamed my curly locks to friggin straightness, and really, tried to turn me into a straight head, so thats why the heroin has gone, because a hairdresser sraightened my hair.... its regaining its kinky kurl now, so heroin will be back shortly....
really tho, the world just aint ready for me as a straight head, coz i just get tooooo tooooo loud, and annoying mellow me please......arrrrgggggghhhhhh..... its just dull, dull dull DULL, tho its amazing waht a bit of sunlight does to the old head, m,akes me twice as annoying!!
id better stay indoors then
This was really interesting Pinky!!! Thank you so much for sharing!!!
It was really interesting to read how different countries have been effected by the drought!! I want to head to Sweden after reading that!!! & the radio show was really good too, its mad all the reports of gear just been pure tablets & little or no heroin, that is exactly what is still going around Dublin at the moment, that is exactly what i got earlier this week!!
The radio show is well worth a listen!!!
Its mad, by the end of this drought we will all be total experts on the whole thing, if i had only showed as much interest in my school work all those years ago as i am now about the H drought then i would have got brilliant grades!! :D
pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
yes, it certainly was depressing reading 
i just wonder if we'll ever get to the bottom of it, we could all do ph ds in this now,
its just that will it ever comeback?ive even got smoker mates just sayin that i might as well fuck it all off... whenit came back in jan i wonder whether it was h i was smoking,sometimes i think it was , but i think some of the things that nodded me were something else
yep, but reading that article shows that the big people investigating these things look at these forums, see how the map got a mention?
whoa...we're nearly in march... we'll be sayin after easter, and easters really late this year!!8)
i just wonder if we'll ever get to the bottom of it, we could all do ph ds in this now,
its just that will it ever comeback?ive even got smoker mates just sayin that i might as well fuck it all off... whenit came back in jan i wonder whether it was h i was smoking,sometimes i think it was , but i think some of the things that nodded me were something else
yep, but reading that article shows that the big people investigating these things look at these forums, see how the map got a mention?
whoa...we're nearly in march... we'll be sayin after easter, and easters really late this year!!8)
charlie clean
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Thanks, Pinks. Isn't the 'enterprising individual'who mapped the UK according to brown availability a member of this forum? Fame at last.
The Russian Federation is not the USSR. There are a lot of Russian Republics with porous borders, notoriously corrupt guards and growing user numbers. I think India and, not suprisingly, Pakistan are showing sharp increases in their addicted yoof and it's far from impossible the opening up of China has done the same there. That's a lot of potential customers and suppliers the easy side of the Balkans. And there's the Arab and African countries. Mayb Qaddafi's right and these bloody revolutionaries are brave on our heroin.
And, yes, for as long as anyone remembers it's been tightly disciplined and seriously organised Turkish clans who've controlled the UK trade. It was rumoured another family supplied Berlin - if that city remains apparently ok it might just be they've not been taken down like the Baybasins. But I'm guessing. Intriguing that white no. 4 heroin is available in Sweden. Hun tribesmen claiming political exile in the frozen north? Loaded Volvos rolling up from Myanmar?
It is true the Afghan harvest is either side of April. It'll take a while longer for the labs to turn it into powder and the traffickers to move it down the line. 18 months seems a bit excessive, even allowing for troops and logistics troubles.
True too about heroin users coming together for the first time online. I think frustrated energies should be directed to returning the 'British System' to its one-time sanity. If heroin is so bad why do so many peops go to such crazy lengths to obtain it? Only diamorphine relieves some kinds of terrible pain. Maybe doctors should wake up to its potential to treat those whose pain is in the brain. Have you ever seen a psychotic smackhead? Only time they're stressed is when the junk drys up. For a considerable minority, heroin solves the problem of existential angst or where to find a niche in the competitive society.
We've all gone along with the nonsense that we hate our habits and long to 'get clean'. A little self-honesty and thought, followed by some inspired communication might kick-start a movement to take heroin out of criminal hands once and for all. There are so many online 'users' nowadays, surely we should pressurise for us all to get legal. Time for the Heroin Liberation Front?
The Russian Federation is not the USSR. There are a lot of Russian Republics with porous borders, notoriously corrupt guards and growing user numbers. I think India and, not suprisingly, Pakistan are showing sharp increases in their addicted yoof and it's far from impossible the opening up of China has done the same there. That's a lot of potential customers and suppliers the easy side of the Balkans. And there's the Arab and African countries. Mayb Qaddafi's right and these bloody revolutionaries are brave on our heroin.
And, yes, for as long as anyone remembers it's been tightly disciplined and seriously organised Turkish clans who've controlled the UK trade. It was rumoured another family supplied Berlin - if that city remains apparently ok it might just be they've not been taken down like the Baybasins. But I'm guessing. Intriguing that white no. 4 heroin is available in Sweden. Hun tribesmen claiming political exile in the frozen north? Loaded Volvos rolling up from Myanmar?
It is true the Afghan harvest is either side of April. It'll take a while longer for the labs to turn it into powder and the traffickers to move it down the line. 18 months seems a bit excessive, even allowing for troops and logistics troubles.
True too about heroin users coming together for the first time online. I think frustrated energies should be directed to returning the 'British System' to its one-time sanity. If heroin is so bad why do so many peops go to such crazy lengths to obtain it? Only diamorphine relieves some kinds of terrible pain. Maybe doctors should wake up to its potential to treat those whose pain is in the brain. Have you ever seen a psychotic smackhead? Only time they're stressed is when the junk drys up. For a considerable minority, heroin solves the problem of existential angst or where to find a niche in the competitive society.
We've all gone along with the nonsense that we hate our habits and long to 'get clean'. A little self-honesty and thought, followed by some inspired communication might kick-start a movement to take heroin out of criminal hands once and for all. There are so many online 'users' nowadays, surely we should pressurise for us all to get legal. Time for the Heroin Liberation Front?
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yes, it certainly was depressing reading
i just wonder if we'll ever get to the bottom of it, we could all do ph ds in this now,
its just that will it ever comeback?ive even got smoker mates just sayin that i might as well fuck it all off... whenit came back in jan i wonder whether it was h i was smoking,sometimes i think it was , but i think some of the things that nodded me were something else
yep, but reading that article shows that the big people investigating these things look at these forums, see how the map got a mention?
whoa...we're nearly in march... we'll be sayin after easter, and easters really late this year!!8)
The radio show is really good too, its mad were they are talking about people who are convinced that they are using H & when the do a urine test it comes back totally clean for H & dirty for benzos, they were saying people were going mad insisting that they had taken heroin & not tablets, they are just in denial, convincing themselves that they are getting gear when there just getting bash!! I have seen that my self SO many times over the last few months, other users saying the gear is amazing & then when i try it its just more bashy bash!! Why oh why? Why can't people tell the difference between heroin & tablets?? I know what its like to be desperate for a smoke, but FFS save your cash & just buy tablets coz that is all that your getting a lot of the time!!!
Did you hear when they were saying that when one guy went to score & his dealer said the the gear was really good but you need to use two bags instead of one???? Holy crap???? Its a world gone mad!!!! When will this drought ever end? & its so true what they said on that show, if people are using 2 bags of the low grade crap that is going around to get a stone & if they suddenly get good gear & they use that amount then they will go over, a mixture of really low tolerance & taking large amounts of the drug, its so scary to think of.........
pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
True too about heroin users coming together for the first time online. I think frustrated energies should be directed to returning the 'British System' to its one-time sanity. If heroin is so bad why do so many peops go to such crazy lengths to obtain it? Only diamorphine relieves some kinds of terrible pain. Maybe doctors should wake up to its potential to treat those whose pain is in the brain. Have you ever seen a psychotic smackhead? Only time they're stressed is when the junk drys up. For a considerable minority, heroin solves the problem of existential angst or where to find a niche in the competitive society.
We've all gone along with the nonsense that we hate our habits and long to 'get clean'. A little self-honesty and thought, followed by some inspired communication might kick-start a movement to take heroin out of criminal hands once and for all. There are so many online 'users' nowadays, surely we should pressurise for us all to get legal. Time for the Heroin Liberation Front?[/QUOTE]
yep psychotic is right, man,ive been psychotic, depressed nall sorts, and i justnow feel overwhelmed by saddness yes indeed sadness at the thought that good gear may never return to my routine....that one lil tweak of my daily routine of coming home from work, havin a bag really put all sorts out of lilter, know ivsaid it b4, but yes indeedy it has, and everything is so boring qithout my my lil bag of brown
but where have all the bag heads gone who were on here? thats whati want to know...what are they all doing with themselves now? surely i us few left here cant be the only ones still frustrated by this shortage well its more than a shortage, im justsurprised that no one has jumped into to fil the gap somewhere
please bring it back.... release the stockpiles now... i demand it... theres too much money to be made for the people running the show to just stop, or have they made enouh money....confused STILL
We've all gone along with the nonsense that we hate our habits and long to 'get clean'. A little self-honesty and thought, followed by some inspired communication might kick-start a movement to take heroin out of criminal hands once and for all. There are so many online 'users' nowadays, surely we should pressurise for us all to get legal. Time for the Heroin Liberation Front?[/QUOTE]
yep psychotic is right, man,ive been psychotic, depressed nall sorts, and i justnow feel overwhelmed by saddness yes indeed sadness at the thought that good gear may never return to my routine....that one lil tweak of my daily routine of coming home from work, havin a bag really put all sorts out of lilter, know ivsaid it b4, but yes indeedy it has, and everything is so boring qithout my my lil bag of brown
but where have all the bag heads gone who were on here? thats whati want to know...what are they all doing with themselves now? surely i us few left here cant be the only ones still frustrated by this shortage well its more than a shortage, im justsurprised that no one has jumped into to fil the gap somewhere
please bring it back.... release the stockpiles now... i demand it... theres too much money to be made for the people running the show to just stop, or have they made enouh money....confused STILL
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