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Heroin Social Chat v4

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@ ructs

lol..I've lost days on benzos before, I used them in the past to try and get through a rattle, but your memory just totally goes out the window when you have quite a few or low tolerance. also burnt holes in my duvet, carpet and settee with the fags, my duvet cover was ridiculous it had that many holes in, looked like swiss cheese 8o Most of the time burn holes was from strong gear though, which seems so bloody long ago now, dribbling with a droopy face and looking like i wanted to eat the carpet by nodding out, wonder why we all gouch out forwards instead of leaning back into a chair or something, when i think about it i always seem to nod forwards so i end up falling off the chair..some mates have done the same i've noticed in th past..happy days eh? lol

hope yer head gets better anyway :)
 
reports are saying its slowly but surely coming back , madness, there has to have been some sort of impact somewhere over this heroin drought, there has to be...

but really, i hope it is coming back
 
its coming back slowly the pakis from brum are doin 2 for 15 this weekend so that says something? . give it till may and weights will be available maybe , apparently there is some real good proper brown floating round brum , the stuff ive been getting for 2 mts is consitent pd quality , but for someone used to weights its like 4 times the price.
 
there is gear about but it is not quite what it was in terms of quantity,quality and price
i did see an ambulance followed by a police car whilst out this morning
maybe
 
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Oh i LOVEEEEEE.......... Operation Ivy!!!! Another one of my favorite bands!!!! When i was a teenager my mates & I would jump around to Operation Ivy every time we were drunk, they remind me of some very happy times!! & i still listen to them when i want something to cheer me up!! They are BRILLIANT!!!!

I understand what you mean about Facebook, it is dodgy when you think of it, every photo & every bit of info about yourself becomes something that F.B. can use at any time, your photos are not just yours anymore, it is a bit odd alright!!

Brilliant choice with the song Jspun!!! Although after listening to Operation Ivy i feel so wide awake that i could start jumping around like in the old days!! The great thing about Operation Ivy is that so many different people can enjoy their music, they appeal to most people, they are a PUNK/SKA cross, but nearly everyone who listens to them can appreciate them!! Rancid played in Dublin a few years ago, & mates of mine were playing support to them, so i got to meet the band & we all went for a few pints, although one or two of the guys in the band don't drink. They were really nice blokes, they were telling me all about when they used to be in Operation Ivy ect, great night!!! Anyway,take care of your self Jspun!!! i REALLY better go to bed now, or i won't be able to get up for work in the morning!!!! Nite!!!!! :)
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im a massive rancid fan myself ,tim amstrong is a genius tbh. i was watching some recent 2007/08 videos and he can hardly sing and play at the same time anymore. shame really his voice is ace . loving nofx,rancid,pennywise,lagwagon,early rise against nothing like some good 90s punk to cheer u up
 
pinkpapaver said:
what, 2 for 15 my god, ive had no texts about that one, jesus god, sure i only have to go and ask around anyway, it really is like back again?
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no shit 2 for 15 im thinking hes got some proper in and wants to clear the old maybe? brum is a big place mind so dont get excited . problem is i brought 6 yesterday and did them quick so feeling it today mind the sun is shining
 
@basketcase, Its funny but true about us all falling forward. I'm no longer allowed to smoke in bed because of the cig burns. The rug downstairs wants slinging out now cos of me been splattered and either dropping cups of coffee or dropping cigs. My mrs doesn't take benzo's (or gear anymore), and when Ive had tablets she is for ever giving me pokes in the back to wake me up.
That reminds me, I must go online to order some more haha :):)
 
PapaverSom said:
@ Brimz-"There much better in the liquid believe As are all benzos imo"

Used to buy bottles of temazapam linctus off a guy in Bath many moons back, was fuckin luuuush!
As regards drinking on benzos/sleepers, BAD idea! There was a period of maybe 3 or 4 months when my best mate was in loony bin, and we used to go out and take all the medicine he got hold of, mostly including DF118's, valiums, temazzies and Zopiclones, and drink (lots) on top of 'em. Many times we used to wake up covereed in bruises, and with keys, phones and other peoples belongings I didnt recognise, clothes covered in food, with no memory of previous nights activity. In that period me and him managed to get ourselves banned from almost every pub and nightclub in the centre of the city!! I remember once combining sleepers (zoppi's) with several pints of beer then taking 3 or 4 E's. Was supposed to go to this free party outside, anyway I remember coming to in a pond up to me knees in water in a field, I could see the party in the distance but couldnt get to it! I'd slid down this bank into a fuckin lake, then I saw the party get broken up by coppers then made my way home on the dual carriageway - every so often I awoke to very loud BEEEEEP!!!! sounds, and realised I was sleep walkin in middle of road, and a car was swerving around me beeping! I thought 'shit sort yaself out for fucks sake', went back to waloking along the verge then 5 mins later BBEEEEEEEPP!!! Same thing! This kept happening till I got back in to town. Man I could so so easily have been mowed down that night. Gutted my 'mate' at the time abandoned me, tho I was prob doin his head in. I got vague memoris of falling asleep on car bonnets periodically. lol the things u do
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I think i no the bloke your talkin about;) re the Tamazee linctus.
I used to get it myself 280ml ,10mg in 5ml aweek!!
 
A significant minority of the population only feel truly well on opioids. In effect, they self-medicate, taking responsibility for their own mental health in defiance of medical orthodoxy.


there now, a significant minority, well, considering that theres 300 000 people on heroin, thats a significant minority of he adult population i think, so we can safely say that these are the people who actually need a proper opiate to get by, and function and kind of feel ok, crazy

http://opioids.com/heroin/heroin-video.html this is an anti heroin video, its funny have a watch
 
Just lately, I have been doing some work around the house that I had been putting off and putting off since before the great drought. Progressing nicely now - I hope to have it finished altogether in time for the permanent return of the good stuff. Thinking back, I always used to use gear as my little reward for doing something - the prospect of a spot of tinfoil origami somewhere down the line lent a good deal of ill-deserved bearability to many a task. Then sometime last year or maybe in '09, I just got used to H being readily available. It wasn't special anymore.

Now I've learned the hard way that I can manage without - and even blow off scoring. The next time I score something decent, and if it's not going to be decent I am not going out, I swear I am going to appreciate the f^(k out of every last breath of it.
 
my town and surronding areas are steaming with gear. its quite good to. not quite rocket fuel, but tastes of gear cooks up the right colour and gives u a nice rush. only prob its still dear .1 is over a tenner. but hey better then was for months. some parts of sfhgan are harvesting now right though till july. so hopfully by end of july things sud be back to semi norm.


well thats my 2 pence worth...or over a tenners worth
 
Afternoon friends...

I'll get back to PMs and responses soon, just wanted to post an update. I'm sorry for not writing back to people, I havent had the motivation to move out of my room all week however I managed to drag myself over to pick up my unemployment earlier this afternoon. I also had a fucking panic attack while standing in line waiting for the queue to shorten. Cant continue like this, made appointment with doctor for wednesday.

Dont know when the psychiatrists will be able to take me; hopefully very soon. From past experience I know it takes at least 2-3 weeks. Even when I get my appointment and get prescribed meds, it still takes 8-10 weeks for said meds to have an effect - if they ever will. I just thought it best to at least try the rest of the medications they have left until I resign myself to smoking a bag with breakfast every morning.

I might score this evening. If I do, I'll post a report. 120 5mg valium this evening. I'll try not to do them all at once.


Be well,
D
 
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my tolerance is so fucking low. hay endless, i get ya totally on the not wanting toleave the house thing, jeez its horrible..
my tolerance is so low, just had a bag, and it wasnt big or strong, its like what i was smoking last week with just a lil bit more added bash, but i feel a lil droopy on it, so that cat be toobad!!
 
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my tolerance is so fucking low. hay endless, i get ya totally on the not wanting toleave the house thing, jeez its horrible..
my tolerance is so low, just had a bag, and it wasnt big or strong, its like what i was smoking last week with just a lil bit more added bash, but i feel a lil droopy on it, so that cat be toobad!!
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if i didn't have to pick up my script,i would never leave the house
i also cannot answer the phone or open mail,which causes all sortsa problems
 
pinkpapaver said:
my tolerance is so fucking low. hay endless, i get ya totally on the not wanting toleave the house thing, jeez its horrible..
my tolerance is so low, just had a bag, and it wasnt big or strong, its like what i was smoking last week with just a lil bit more added bash, but i feel a lil droopy on it, so that cat be toobad!!
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Hey there miss ;)

Sorry to hear you've been in similar circumstances. Do you smoke to ease depression too? I've been told mine is refractory; its never going to go away. I wont be satisfied with that diagnosis until I've tried every med possible though.

Anyone else smoke because of depression? I'm six months clean and the blues are still devastating, I mean this is why I began in the first place.
 
well, i didnt think so until i couldnt get it. people have been armchir diagnosing me since this drought kicked in coz my moods have been all over the place, but i have had a lot going on with work and my son, which has caused me a lot of stress!!! and then i hevent had gear to keep me going, so i kind of backed out of everything and siad ive had enough, i m dipping off for a bit, yep, heroin makes me happy and functional, i cn be happy without it, but too fucking happyfor the likes of society, and im just bored with everything, now the fuzzy eges hve gone, i can see that everything is really shit!!! all smoke an mirrors i want no part in i want to get out of something, thats myjob, im just trying to find new direction its befuddled me head has this drought, reallybefuddled me head!!
 
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