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Heroin Social Chat v4

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zaramorf said:
Here is the 2 links that state docs (GP's) DONT need home office approval ( license) to perscribe diamophine to addicts anymore

http://www.homeoffice.gov.uk/drugs/licensing/domestic-licences/doctors

http://www.npci.org.uk/cd/public/legislation.php
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It still states that the Doc's have to be approved by the Home Office 1st . unless i'm missing something.
Even if they are free to prescribe most will not on the grounds that once they have written for one addict when do they stop? At least this was my GP 's opinion n he did have a license.
Still cheers 4 the links:)
 
blondin said:
They use to - and still may do inject ciggies with liquid DM and the water would evaporate leaving the DM crystals - so you could carry on smoking.
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Wouldn't the DM, after evaporating, just turn into Morphine?
That's what happens when you leave a shot in the rig too long.
I guess it depends what suspention the DM's in. If it's not going to undergo Hydrolysis then all would be well :)

Oh, and for the smokers - If you can get some Caffeine powder (pure!) then mix it up 50/50 and you'll be able to smoke it fine. They may even do smoking preps. ;)
 
endlessnameless said:
Was having a fantastic, depression free day yesterday...right up until my ex (who I still love in many way to be honest) contacted me on facebook to tell me how she's fallen in love with a coke-dealer who's been in jail for dealing coke and several counts of GBH, is 10 years her senior and wants to fucking marry her. She's 19 for fuck sake - I was teaching her about the world - hes 29 almost 30. UGH. She originally told me this on VALENTINES DAY when I had a gift ordered for her as we had been getting on great for about a month...

I'm not depressed, but folks I'm heartbroken. Fucking heartbroken. So fuck it, I'm calling my dealer and trying to get a bag on lay until Friday - I'll throw him a few valium. I dont want to, but I fucking need to numb this crap out of my system until I give her a call and fucking tell her how I still feel about her because its killing me man. I promised myself I wouldnt get into this state over a girl again but this isnt just a fucking random girl.

Anyway, he agreed to give me one but he hasnt reloaded yet so I have to wait another 45mins. I havent a bean to my name but on Thursday I can get 25 and Friday I can get 15. I'm not going back into scoring and sitting in my fucking room all day mulling over my broken heart though - next week I'm off to the psychiatrists and then when I'm stabalised on an antianxiety med I'm starting acting school, getting a good job, a nice fucking convertible (and travelling the world eventually). Everyone's leaving Ireland apparently, theres fuck all over here in terms of job prospects. Listening to live-line here on RTE 1 and people are crying their eyes out over businesses going under and family members as young as 16-18 leaving the country and not coming back. Fuck it all man.

What the fuck is she playing at...coke dealer...she cried when I said I used to have to smoke gear because I was depressed. Aw man...women...why do you do this to me.
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I feel for you man,nothing more painful than unrequited love. You gonna somehow have to learn that no matter how much you love her she just does not feel the same way about you.
Try to move on and fill your time so you are too busy to think about her. You will one day meet a woman who will feel as strong about you as you do her. Don't let her get you down mate, eventually good things will come your way. All the best mate.
 
PinkGlitter said:
Thankyou Ructions, that means a lot, and the same to you and your bloke xx
I see some of you bluelighters too have got gum disease problems, i went to the dentist yesterday and was shocked when she told me my gums shouldnt be what they are for someone my age, i'm 26, and she said they are going to have to refer me to a specialist, i asked what will the speicialist do and she said there will be a hygeinist who will clean them thoroughly every couple of months, anyways i was quite upset coz ive got nice looking straight teeth, and never thought for 1 min there was a problem with my gums, so is it down to smoking gear for 6 years? and cigarettes for 12 years? :!
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you might have seen my post about my recent visit to the dentist
i am to join the fixodent crew
but i have had gum disease all my life
the way to deal with it is to get real strong,old mans toothpaste and a firm brush and brush your gums well
the dentist says the gum disease has deteriorated all the bone so there is barely anything holding the teeth in
 
so,i been pissed off all day about the dental news-getting my dentures
i had my clinic appointment today so i said that the pharmacist had told me that even the sugar free meth fucks your teeth up and could i get tabs cos i don't need to make my remaining teeth any worse
she said they don't do them and didn't know if anyone did them anymore in this country
i am obviously more knowledgeable than her and told her that they do but maybe you have to go private
I told her that any doctor can prescribe them but most won't because of the risk
if they can pass that risk to a specialist agency they will
cos if they did prescribe and something happened they would face the high jump
so most docs are just too weak and scared to prescribe
 
Whokid? said:
Can anyone relate? So I got real involved with a girl. She knows my history with dope, but i'm clean now, but don't really plan on staying that way for much longer. Anyone got an tips??? Told me a while ago she'd leave me if I used, but life sober SUX!

Thx
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my advice: honesty every time
cos when she finds out you lied to her;and she WILL find out
she will think that you believe she is stupid enough to believe your lies
and she will assume you don't consider her important enough to deserve the truth
the lies will destroy everything
she needs to accept you for who you are
consider a compromise of some kind
 
yep, its catch 22, see im a bag head, and proud now, which may sound crazy, i ve been out with scummy bag heads who are only after me bank balance and the feedin of their habits, but i know that there are decent enough people out there who use, and support their own habits and that, its all about balance, its hard i tell ya, cozyou just endup using more or keep using coz ur on your own and that , and well, some people who use have the guilt and shame attached to it so they can be difficult peopel to get in to, its a difficult one alright, if your a sound enough person she should see that, but the thing is we aint got a good name in society, tho the granny thievin ones are in the minority by all accounts, tell her it can make ya go for hours with the sex thing too.
 
Whokid? said:
Can anyone relate? So I got real involved with a girl. She knows my history with dope, but i'm clean now, but don't really plan on staying that way for much longer. Anyone got an tips??? Told me a while ago she'd leave me if I used, but life sober SUX!

Thx
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I told the girl i'm seeing at the moment last night about my use, and how i've been an addict for a while. She was glad i'd told her, but at first I was so scared she'd just fuck off, which would of destroyed me, she's supportive and says she's gunna do what ever she can too help me get through it. Gunna do it for her, and myself cause I don't want to lose her.

Ironically, i'm currently gouching my ass off though :\.

But yeh, honesty is probably the best option, if she truely likes you she'll understand. But what I don't get mate is, if you're clean, why do you wanna go back to being an addict. Stay with the girl, stay clean mate :).
 
The one thing non addicts have in common is that they presume that you love the drug more than you love the person - and the brutal reality is that this is in nearly all cases true.THe test? you have a choice between your lover and a kilo of pure... now what would you honestly choose? We have all done really shitty things to the people we love at one time or another just to get a small bag of brown powder - Heroin is a very powerful magick and once ingrained in yoir brain you will its like a virus that is live most of the time, hides away for periods of time but is ready to jump out and bite you on your ass when your least expecting it.
 
oh and @cbroxie you will never be able to give up for another person or for yourself if its about keeping that person - you need to want to give up for yourself and nothing else.
 
blondin said:
The one thing non addicts have in common is that they presume that you love the drug more than you love the person - and the brutal reality is that this is in nearly all cases true.THe test? you have a choice between your lover and a kilo of pure... now what would you honestly choose? We have all done really shitty things to the people we love at one time or another just to get a small bag of brown powder - Heroin is a very powerful magick and once ingrained in yoir brain you will its like a virus that is live most of the time, hides away for periods of time but is ready to jump out and bite you on your ass when your least expecting it.
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a kilo of pure would beat absolutely anything and anyone
 
blondin said:
oh and @cbroxie you will never be able to give up for another person or for yourself if its about keeping that person - you need to want to give up for yourself and nothing else.
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I went without anything at all for 3 days with her though, I think it may work, I can only hope.

It's given me something else in my life that i've never previously had, i've always thought my life had no meaning and couldn't care less if I was alive or dead, and think i've finally realised that may be why I ultimately turned to drugs.

Allthough ironically yet again, I would like anyone who knows how to IV to give me a PM, I have a few questions...
 
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blondin said:
oh and @cbroxie you will never be able to give up for another person or for yourself if its about keeping that person - you need to want to give up for yourself and nothing else.
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this is so true
i wanted to give up for my kids and for my parents,who have been thru so much,but it doesn't work.you HAVE TO want to do it for yourself and yourself alone or it will not work
 
CbRoXiDe said:
I told the girl i'm seeing at the moment last night about my use, and how i've been an addict for a while. She was glad i'd told her, but at first I was so scared she'd just fuck off, which would of destroyed me, she's supportive and says she's gunna do what ever she can too help me get through it. Gunna do it for her, and myself cause I don't want to lose her.

Ironically, i'm currently gouching my ass off though :\.

But yeh, honesty is probably the best option, if she truely likes you she'll understand. But what I don't get mate is, if you're clean, why do you wanna go back to being an addict. Stay with the girl, stay clean mate :).
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I'm delighted for you CbRoXiDe!!!!! It great that you have something good in your life!!! This really is a good chance for you to move your life in a new direction!!! :D

But look after her too, she sounds like a lovely understanding girl!!! She might see you using & she may become curious, that is how many people start using themselves, so whatever you do don't use in front of her & don't ever let her try H!!! Although you seem like a lovely bloke so i'm sure you will be careful!!

Best of luck to you mate, this could be the start of something really special!!!! :D
 
all these people having partners whether they are using or not
i always assumed i would spend the rest of my days alone because of this disease
i couldn't have a relationship with another user-that would be a dark and slippery slope
i couldn't put a disease like this on any normal person
so i guess that will make me a haggard old junkie all alone in this world
 
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