Arzi
Bluelighter
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- Jun 27, 2007
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ClubbinGuido said:Went on a 4 day binge this week... I was fine Friday. Saturday the sickness creeped in while I had my girlfreind over. She's convinced I'm coming down with a cold. I ended up under her coat in bed with her trying to keep me warm. She says I'll get better.... She said she has faith... If only she knew the truth. Its a good thing I can make my tears look like smiles. I'll be better in 48 hours physically, but then come the mind games, the psychological aspects. Its getting to be too much or burden. I just can't take it mentally anymore. I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore.
you kinda make me wanna quit a lot more.
im in the same situation with my gf if she finds out its going to be disastrous because she's in the cold about this