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Opioids Heroin is meh.. I miss OCs

WowBobWow

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I had an opiate habit that started around 25 years ago. Then I got clean about 15 years ago. Then about six weeks ago I started using again. Now in case you might be tempted to say something like "How could you throw away 15 years of sobriety?!" let me just add that I've had a pretty full and productive life, and now I'm semi-retired, and, well, I wanna get high! So anyway, I bought some heroin. (And yeah, I know my overdose risk is high now, which is why I plugged it first, to gauge the strength.) I was disappointed because the high was that heavy, queasy kind of high that you get from morphine, which was always my drug of last resort, back in the day. I suppose it's possible that maybe I've changed over the years and I just don't get off on opiates like I used to, or maybe it just wasn't good heroin... but I just kept thinking that I miss that nice, light, euphoric high that you get from pharmaceuticals like dilaudid or oxycontin. You know what I'm talking about, right? What do people use these days to get that nice clean pharmaceutical high? Fentanyl? Can someone tell me what the fentanyl high is like? Like if dilaudid is a 10 and morphine is a zero, what would fentanyl be? Thanks.
 
Sounds like you had an opioid habit and used an opiate. Not gonna get what you want that way. You need to score some pharmaceuticals.
 
Thanks helpingout. Your profile pic looks just like my cat Coffee Bean.

Anyway, I'm still hoping someone can give me a sense of the fentanyl high. Is it like oxy :love:? Or is it like morphine:cry:?
 
Thanks helpingout. Your profile pic looks just like my cat Coffee Bean.

Anyway, I'm still hoping someone can give me a sense of the fentanyl high. Is it like oxy :love:? Or is it like morphine:cry:?
Fentanyl is good like the first time you ever use it but it becomes a very shitty bland high as far as the opioid rankings go. It’s definitely not the stimulating euphoric high you’re looking for like oxy. Fentanyl also doesn’t have much body warmth/euphoria compared to heroin or oxy. Fentanyl feels kinda hollow and sedating compared to the others.
 
I had an opiate habit that started around 25 years ago. Then I got clean about 15 years ago. Then about six weeks ago I started using again. Now in case you might be tempted to say something like "How could you throw away 15 years of sobriety?!" let me just add that I've had a pretty full and productive life, and now I'm semi-retired, and, well, I wanna get high! So anyway, I bought some heroin. (And yeah, I know my overdose risk is high now, which is why I plugged it first, to gauge the strength.) I was disappointed because the high was that heavy, queasy kind of high that you get from morphine, which was always my drug of last resort, back in the day. I suppose it's possible that maybe I've changed over the years and I just don't get off on opiates like I used to, or maybe it just wasn't good heroin... but I just kept thinking that I miss that nice, light, euphoric high that you get from pharmaceuticals like dilaudid or oxycontin. You know what I'm talking about, right? What do people use these days to get that nice clean pharmaceutical high? Fentanyl? Can someone tell me what the fentanyl high is like? Like if dilaudid is a 10 and morphine is a zero, what would fentanyl be? Thanks.
Where are you located? Sounds like #3 heroin with nitazenes, or possibly black tar heroin. I too hate morphine and that heavy queasy feeling as you describe it. But pure heroin is a lot cleaner and lighter feeling. Unfortunately, it can be hard to find these days. Why not just switch back to the prescription opiates you already know you like? Is it a matter of cost?
 
Where are you located? Sounds like #3 heroin with nitazenes, or possibly black tar heroin. I too hate morphine and that heavy queasy feeling as you describe it. But pure heroin is a lot cleaner and lighter feeling. Unfortunately, it can be hard to find these days. Why not just switch back to the prescription opiates you already know you like? Is it a matter of cost?

Hey I'm on the west coast -- yes, black tar. And probably quite adulterated. Anyway, to answer your question, I thought that OCs weren't available anymore. I remember right around the end of my career as a junky, OCs were suddenly replaced by OPs that couldn't be crushed up, and the cost of the remaining OCs went through the roof. I assumed by now they must be long gone, but perhaps I'm mistaken..?
 
Fentanyl is good like the first time you ever use it but it becomes a very shitty bland high as far as the opioid rankings go. It’s definitely not the stimulating euphoric high you’re looking for like oxy. Fentanyl also doesn’t have much body warmth/euphoria compared to heroin or oxy. Fentanyl feels kinda hollow and sedating compared to the others.

Thanks LucidSDreamr, that's exactly what i wanted to know. There was probably fentanyl in the H that I got. I did sometimes do H back in the day, and I remember it being a lot more enjoyable than the shit I just got!
 
Thanks LucidSDreamr, that's exactly what i wanted to know. There was probably fentanyl in the H that I got. I did sometimes do H back in the day, and I remember it being a lot more enjoyable than the shit I just got!

You can order fentanyl test strips for like $1 each online.

If you H tests positive you should look up “volumetric dosing” if you don’t want to die.
 
Hey I'm on the west coast -- yes, black tar. And probably quite adulterated. Anyway, to answer your question, I thought that OCs weren't available anymore. I remember right around the end of my career as a junky, OCs were suddenly replaced by OPs that couldn't be crushed up, and the cost of the remaining OCs went through the roof. I assumed by now they must be long gone, but perhaps I'm mistaken..?
OCs have definitely gone up in price but you can still get instant release if you’re willing to pay for it. I’m not sure how difficult it is to define though. I’ve never seen it on the European market. But there’s always been way more pharmaceuticals on the US market.
 
Well, as it happens, I just found someone in the city who was selling OP80s for 80 bucks a piece. How crazy is that?!! I remember when OPs first came out, they'd go for just $20 because you couldn't crush them up. Nonetheless, I bought one. Back in the day, I went through this elaborate process that involved microwaving and freezing them and grinding them up with a dremel so that i could snort them. I have no intention of doing that again, but i am wondering if it could be taken rectally. What's the best way to break the time release on these babies? Just chew em up?
 
Well, as it happens, I just found someone in the city who was selling OP80s for 80 bucks a piece. How crazy is that?!! I remember when OPs first came out, they'd go for just $20 because you couldn't crush them up. Nonetheless, I bought one. Back in the day, I went through this elaborate process that involved microwaving and freezing them and grinding them up with a dremel so that i could snort them. I have no intention of doing that again, but i am wondering if it could be taken rectally. What's the best way to break the time release on these babies? Just chew em up?
So I’m not sure what exactly you’re dealing with because over here in Europe we do have a time release oxycodone 80 mg pills but they may use a different matrix. Chewing does work but it doesn’t seem to completely break the time release. It definitely makes it much stronger than not chewing though! I haven’t tried anything else because I don’t particularly care for oxy myself.
 
OCs just like you used to sniff back in Perdue days are still being produced outside of the United States. I wonder how many of them wind up back on US soil,, the original addict population Perdue created still loves that OC bliss taste. And because it has to travel so far, like illegal narcotics, its just more profit incentive for anyone willing to participate in trafficking it. I bet that Americans also would pay the highest dollar amount for them as well.
 
OCs just like you used to sniff back in Perdue days are still being produced outside of the United States. I wonder how many of them wind up back on US soil,, the original addict population Perdue created still loves that OC bliss taste. And because it has to travel so far, like illegal narcotics, its just more profit incentive for anyone willing to participate in trafficking it. I bet that Americans also would pay the highest dollar amount for them as well.

The Sacklers will all burn in hell (but hopefully not before I get my hands on a few more of their pills 😉)
 
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