Mini Chef
Greenlighter
Not asking where or how to buy.
Not asking alternative ideas
If this is wrong place, sorry
I have been passed from doctor to doctor.
Tried loads of prescribed drugs.
Been trying hash oil the past month.
Rarely a weed smoker.
I have chronic pain from my waist down, and my hands. Most time struggle to walk around. I am 29, weigh 60kg, semi fit.
I am unable to do my job anyone, I am a Dev chef, who was working 12-16 hours a day. I can't even hold my knives anymore or stand in the kitchen., I am too scared to drive anymore (my feet go into severe pain and could crash and kill someone). I don't sleep, even with my sleeping pills.
I am thinking of moving to a country where heroin is easy to get, and trying it to see if that could help me. If it does, then spending my life there.
I have become extremely suicide and depressed, and this seems like a last option. I could be pain free for the rest of my life, and happy. Or carry on being a good boy and suffer until I can't take it anymore.
From waist down I mean, my genitals, premium, thighs, calves, and feet. Feet stop me from walking, genitals stop me from sex and self relief.
I feel like I have tried all options, and Europ looks like my best bet.
Can anyone function enough to work while on H?
Anyone done this?
Is there another option?
Medical where I am can't help, laws an such.
The medical IV painkiller I was getting is unavailable to me now.
I understand this will most likely turn me in to a junkie, but it seems worth it to kill the pain.
My main thing I want is to still be able to work, I love what I do, and do it pain free.
Thank you.
Not asking alternative ideas
If this is wrong place, sorry
I have been passed from doctor to doctor.
Tried loads of prescribed drugs.
Been trying hash oil the past month.
Rarely a weed smoker.
I have chronic pain from my waist down, and my hands. Most time struggle to walk around. I am 29, weigh 60kg, semi fit.
I am unable to do my job anyone, I am a Dev chef, who was working 12-16 hours a day. I can't even hold my knives anymore or stand in the kitchen., I am too scared to drive anymore (my feet go into severe pain and could crash and kill someone). I don't sleep, even with my sleeping pills.
I am thinking of moving to a country where heroin is easy to get, and trying it to see if that could help me. If it does, then spending my life there.
I have become extremely suicide and depressed, and this seems like a last option. I could be pain free for the rest of my life, and happy. Or carry on being a good boy and suffer until I can't take it anymore.
From waist down I mean, my genitals, premium, thighs, calves, and feet. Feet stop me from walking, genitals stop me from sex and self relief.
I feel like I have tried all options, and Europ looks like my best bet.
Can anyone function enough to work while on H?
Anyone done this?
Is there another option?
Medical where I am can't help, laws an such.
The medical IV painkiller I was getting is unavailable to me now.
I understand this will most likely turn me in to a junkie, but it seems worth it to kill the pain.
My main thing I want is to still be able to work, I love what I do, and do it pain free.
Thank you.