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Heroin: First time: Thumbs up

it took me three years of "tasting" heroin very very occasionally before I finiallly got addicted....

Im on my third "cycle" of about 2-3 months of usage at a time. smoking. its just as un-fun as it is fun.
 
stupid thread. so now when you have a bad week your going to turn to heroin, seriously maybe you should get a therapist
 
Having never used opiates myself these first time trips reports are always interesting, this one in particular. Nice report, its a good reason for me to not try opiates - they just sound so damn good, I wouldn't be able to control myself :)
 
decubsat said:
stupid thread. so now when you have a bad week your going to turn to heroin, seriously maybe you should get a therapist
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How is it a stupid thread? Its a trip report.......... If you think its ineffective at conveying an experience, or ill-written or something, feel free to complain. I always appreciate constructive criticism. Not to mention the fact that i did not say everytime i had a bad week. I said once every few months. But i don't feel the need to bicker with people who are clearly incapable of comprehending what i'm expressing.... so i'm done with this conversation. 8)
 
DeleriaTrigger said:
How is it a stupid thread? Its a trip report.......... If you think its ineffective at conveying an experience, or ill-written or something, feel free to complain. I always appreciate constructive criticism. Not to mention the fact that i did not say everytime i had a bad week. I said once every few months. But i don't feel the need to bicker with people who are clearly incapable of comprehending what i'm expressing.... so i'm done with this conversation. 8)
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Tell that bitch off, if hes got a problem with drugs, why's he on a drug forum?!?!?!
 
im happy all my connects dried up and i have no car, otherwise id be knee deep in dope rite now. CT gets some good shit
 
I am so ignorant regarding heroin and i thoroughly enjoyed reading this thread. So many people are so afraid to speak about it and therein lies alot of the temptation!

Although i would never let myself touch it, it was fascinating reading how it affected you.
 
^ I agree!

Very well-written... makes me really crave! haha

You describe it as an "amber" feeling. I completely agree with that, and I've actually used the same word to talk about it before.
 
Great report - this is a nice report of a first time heroin user. Stay safe... :)
 
You summed up every feeling perfectly. Atleast thats what I felt the very first time I used heroin. But, from a person who was addicted to smack for a long while, I will tell you this. Everyone.....EVERYONE that I began my whole drug experience with, including myself, said the exact thing you did, "I'll never do it more then once a month." If you take a gander at the reason's you do opiates you will notice it's when you're stressed to the limit, your mad, or depressed. For whatever reason, it's usually something correlated with negativity when your an occasional user. The problem arises when a series of negative things ensue. Let's just be honest, sometimes there's more then one event in the duration of a month that gets you down or makes you want to huddle in a ball and disappear. Infact, sometimes a whole month can just BLOW. Hence, you start doing Heroin more and more and eventually at higher doses to get the same "euphoria". Then things just get out of control one way or another....which it more than likely will. And no one ever expects to resort to the needle but for some reason it usually ends up that way. I mean I'm not trying to TELL you what to do or where to go to for another outlet but you seem like you have a knack for writing so, my ADVICE is you should perhaps devote your time to writing when you're upset or stressed out....just write how you feel or see a shrink. Despite what others tell you, ABUSING drugs when you're down is NOT NORMAL or TYPICAL. Being a "junkie" isn't something anyone aspires to be it just happens and it happens before you even realize it.... so be careful and be responsible above all.;)
 
I'm somewhat confused regarding whether I enjoy reading opiate related trip-reports, or I dislike them, because a lot of them seem to be extremely similar. Also, they always cause me to salivate and to recall past experiences.

I wouldn't mind some right now. It's Christmas Eve, it's warm in here, I'm relaxed and comfortable. Certainly! A needle in the arm, or preferably a time-release pill and a pint of delicious lager would be practically my ideal drug fantasy at the moment.

decubsat, your comments aren't necessary and are quite frankly childish in nature. This isn't a place that welcomes flames. Certainly, if you have a valid point to make then please make it, but don't jump to conclusions, make posts based upon assumptions, or randomly flame other contributing members. Thankyou.

To the OP, I found your style of writing fairly pleasant. You mentioned that you're a writer: what do you normally write about? If there's one thing I enjoy whilst high on opiates, it's reading. I may have just recently vomited, expelling any beautiful opiates that were happily residing within my stomach, but I was actually reading a psychiatry journal about 'adult baby syndrome'. 8(

Lovely report though. Lovely. Time moves so smoothly and nicely when you're high. In fact, everything seems to just fall into place as if it's all just perfect. At least that's the impression that I get.
 
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