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(Heroin) First time: I LOVE It

An Iz said:
I totally feel what Arsteraad is saying in that passionate and deep post.

But Arsteraad, use a fucking dictionary. Knowledge is exactly the thing that can be abstracted from experience and shared among people. That is its definition. You're talking about wisdom.

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And I feel sort of weird for the OP; saying that she doesn't use heroin anymore or won't in the future. With something like cigarettes, let alone heroin, I'm pretty sure that all you can say is "I am not using it at this moment" and then you watch yourself to see exactly when that state of existence wants to change. Saying "I don't and won't" seems like a wishful thinking magic pact with the future, to me.
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Haha,yeah true. I HAVEN'T taken heroin for 15 years and I can GUARANTEE I WILL TAKE IT AGAIN ONE DAY unless I die of something else prematurely. How's that for honesty about heroin's powers in terms of psychological addiction.....15 years guys!!!!!
 
Nice post.

My first time with Heroin sucked because I only snorted 3/4 of a so called 'dub'.
My second time I shot two dubs and holy cow...

I liked IV[or very high oral dose] morphine more tho,it lasts longer and the actual high feels just as strong to me.
Heroin has a better intial rush.Morphines rush is the pins and needles thing,uinless you inject slowly and I dont like that but as I said duration is way longer,for me at least.

But then again,I am sure pure Heroin is alot different than this shit cut we get where Im from.
Shiyt,if I had some pure H I would be scared trying to dose it.
 
Great report! You sound very intelligent. Its you body you can do what you like with it but please be careful! H sounds like the perfect drug. I know if I ever try it I'll get addicted straight away.
 
Cface said:
haha i wonder what they'd say if you told them you were on smack.
"Oh sorry i've been doin a bit of smack, i'm sure you understand my situation."
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That would be an interesting social experiment,not unlike when taking sociology class and told to start saying weird things in an elevator - how would people respond? LOL
 
What was it? said:
Haha,yeah true. I HAVEN'T taken heroin for 15 years and I can GUARANTEE I WILL TAKE IT AGAIN ONE DAY unless I die of something else prematurely. How's that for honesty about heroin's powers in terms of psychological addiction.....15 years guys!!!!!
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holy shit........ it's just the magic eraser, isn't it?

god, if i had a death wish, it would be the way to go, huh?
this thread scares the living shit out of me and intrigues me beyond a healthy measure.


no, no, no... get me to the celery soup.
 
good report. no offense, but i find it funny that your chasing the dragon and worried about the brain damage from plastic vapor :)
 
ive tried H once. only for the reason that it isn't too particularly easy to get where i live. but the one time i have done it i insulfated about .1-.2,im not sure exactly cause i was eyeballing. but the eurphoria that accompanied it was so overwhelming i was just stuck to my friend's couch, listening to some third eye blind, nodding off, it was so blissful:)
 
loving it is the problem with this mucky shite, we are infested with heroin adicts in our town and all the shit that goes with it, but hey who am i to preach... i have lost dear friends to this self indulgent crap..and if ya end up addicted prepare for your life as ya know it to end and if ya lucky to get off it ( not many do)be prepared for the brain damage etc
 
memorytremory said:
holy shit........ it's just the magic eraser, isn't it?

god, if i had a death wish, it would be the way to go, huh?
this thread scares the living shit out of me and intrigues me beyond a healthy measure.


no, no, no... get me to the celery soup.
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yeah, the lucky ones get some shitty H and a low dose first time and dont get that ultra euphoria (tunnel vision, golden warm liquid emanating from the chest outwards into legs and arms, happiest feeling in your life...and then 2-3 hour nod-so closish to OD) Hence they probably wouldnt like H that much if they didnt get this feeling and didnt get addicted (mentally) As i said, It think about it almost daily after so many years.

Ignorance is bliss with regards to H.
 
ive been on heroin for 2 years,i had 2 move away from my home town to get off it,i did the same thing as you,and 1 time led 2 the next,its such a great drug i just hope u can stay away because if u stay on it ur going to find urself doing it just to be normal(not sick)and trust me u anit felt sick yet,so i hope u stay clean.good luck
 
First post, avid reader. This thread has really caught my attention.

I have tried many of things, from e.. to growing my own mushrooms, to dmq, you name it.

After initially reading this thread I had a unimaginable desire to drive a half hour to score some H in detroit.. buuut

I have always told myself, two things I will never do. Cocaine, and Heroin.

Thanks all for reassuring me with your positive and REAL life advice on staying away from the temptation.
 
omg makes me want to try it so bad now.....but I'm afraid that it's just that good.
 
Very interesting report. The whole bit about sucking dick for a $15 bag reminds me of Requem for a dream. After watching that move, I decided I would never try heroin. My hometown had/has a huge heroin problem, but I've never even seen the stuff. Heroin, crack, and meth all seem to have the capability to destroy lives at a faster rate than any other drugs. It's foolish to try these drugs. BTW, what ever happened to the OP? I really hope she's not out there sucking dick for H.
 
The OP

That's funny. I go to trip reports to find people STILL replying to a thread I posted like three years ago! Well, here's what happened. I tried it like five times. Loved it. My resources dried up and I didn't do it again for about two years. This year I have done heroin several times, and you know what? I can take it or leave it. About a year after trying H for the first time, I tried adderall and discovered that I'm actually a speed freak.

H is kind of boring, you just lie there! I'm more in danger of sucking dick (lol) for oxycontin and percocet - those give me energy to bounce around doing things and socializing with people. Heroin? More like a rare treat to indulge in once every few months. It's been about two months since I did it last. Sometimes I think it would be nice to have another turn at it, but I'm not bothering to look for it in the slightest. If it comes across me, it comes across me, and I don't care that much either way.

Prescription amphetamine and meth, on the other hand...... ::sigh::
 
I'd rather soft opiates because i hate just feeling like sitting down for three hours and doing nothing. thats why i love stimulants =)
 
Te0X2t said:
I'd rather soft opiates because i hate just feeling like sitting down for three hours and doing nothing. thats why i love stimulants =)
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Sitting down, watching a movie on H, thinkin about absolutely nothing is the best thing in the world haha. I've only gotten it once. I bought a shit ton of it because it's hard to get where i'm at. It lasted me almost an entire week. I was in the back of my Spanish class CHILLEN haha. Best week of my life. Can't wait 'til it comes around again.

On the other hand, i've never felt any hardcore addiction to any opiates, but i'd do anything for a bundle of H right now haha. Stuff is gooood.
 
Oh, yes, oh yes

O She is beautiful, O She is glorious, what a divine gift from the Creator to all animals. What happened in your mind when you first lay down with Her?
The physical caresses of Opium are indeed lovely and such delight; what brought (and brings) me back again and again are the free-flowing, easy, richly colored conscious fantasies and the stunningly strange dreams of sleep. I wish I could paint the lush, colorful images I remember upon waking.
If you choose never to use again, I'm glad that you can remember a night and day with Her. I also would wake so heavily nauseated after early nights spent in Her arms.
Opium demands payment for the pleasures She gives. The prudent action is, of course, to fondly recall your one experience. In my own case, although I've paid a painful and high price, She continues to give such lavish gifts of imagery and soft joy. Nothing in the world can keep me from Her.
 
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memorytremory said:
holy shit........ it's just the magic eraser, isn't it?

god, if i had a death wish, it would be the way to go, huh?
this thread scares the living shit out of me and intrigues me beyond a healthy measure.


no, no, no... get me to the celery soup.
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Heroin also comes down to dosing. A small amount might not even do that much.....call it like some oxy or even codeine. BUT IF YOU HIT THE SPOT, THE RIGHT AMOUNT, then you are in HEAVEN for the first and last time of your life. Taking heroin at a high dose for the first time in my life, not ODing, made me feel like life is the best thing that exists. Imagine a happy day with endorphines running high in your body....like a child at Xmas, a sunny day at the best concert you have ever been too, seeing the best sunset in your life and take this feeling, multiply it by 1 million and you are close...these are the first 2-5 minutes after smoking or shooting heroin. You life is perfect. Your life is meaningful and can never ever lose its meaning. You cherish this experience for the rest of your life if you dont get addicted. Heroin can sustain you in hard times throughout the rest of your life if you abstain and just REMEMEBER this feeling-it can uplift you as you know it always there as a last resort of beauty. If you give in again...or again and again...it will destroy your soul, personality and your dreams.....but if you can just cherish it once like the best friend or moment in your life it will be the most rewarding experience a human can experience. I would ACTIVELY recommend adults above 70 use heroin as there is little to lose then but so much to gain in ending your life gracefully for a few years in a controlled and responsible manner and bring you as close to the ultimate happiness this universe can provide. It IS the best thing this universe can provide and as such should be feared and respected as such.
 
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Matt20 said:
Sitting down, watching a movie on H, thinkin about absolutely nothing is the best thing in the world haha. I've only gotten it once. I bought a shit ton of it because it's hard to get where i'm at. It lasted me almost an entire week. I was in the back of my Spanish class CHILLEN haha. Best week of my life. Can't wait 'til it comes around again.

On the other hand, i've never felt any hardcore addiction to any opiates, but i'd do anything for a bundle of H right now haha. Stuff is gooood.
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Watching a movie on H? If you hit the right dose this is not even possible as you are in a cocoon.
 
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