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(Heroin) First time: I LOVE It

Good write up, just be carefull, H is very strong you don't want that moneky on your back, chip if you can.
 
Beautiful report. I like the metaphor to being a child waking up in a warm house on a snow day with a happy family. Be careful.
 
Being 43 days clean of H and the needle, this thread almost brought me to tears through reminding me of what it was like in the beginning. There has never been a drug that possesses the power that smack does. It is an unbelievably cunning drug. To whoever said "Never say never when it comes to heroin" you couldn't be more spot on. It will make you do things you never thought yourself capable of. I say this from first hand, real experience. I went from an every now and then user, to nearly a gram a day in a relatively short amount of time. Just be careful girl. It can grab you by the balls (well, in your case... ah nevermind) and not let go until you are fully ready to rip it the fuck off of you.
 
This is really a great thread! I was offered H for the first time yesterday and decided not to do it because I am on Norco and didn't think that it would be a good idea to mix opiates. I have a medical condition that requires daily use of hydrocodone. I'm am curious about H. How effective is it with pain? I read alot of posts about the high but very little about pain releif.

btw- your description of first time heroin use reminds me of the first time I did good coke:
"I felt like I was 10 years old. It's Christmas morning and snowing outside. And all my sins have been forgiven"
Needless to say coke became a huge problem with me and I now stay as far away from it as possible!
 
I went upstairs to the sightseer car and puked two more times into the trash can (but very quietly so no one would notice, and luckily if they did they kept it to themselves).
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my god, I was on an Amtrak train just recently, and walked into a bloody trash can filled with vomit.

Far out, how in gods name was I chosen to step in your vomit. dammit, next time leave some smack in the can for the unlucky (well lucky in that case) bastard who has to wash your vomit off of their pants.
 
I like your story nice girl

i hope you find joy in your life and that your good spirit
will guide you to grow really good herb
and you can grow poppies too
and live in peace

thank you

L.U.V

<3
 
I'm glad you've come to the proper conclusion about that stuff.

You seem like a good person and I'd hate to see you succumb to such a bad habit.
 
Agreed Heroin is a HELL of a drug and one of the only things I would NEVER EVER touch. I've seen it ruin at least one family member's life (she started with light opiates too)

You really seem like a smart person and I hate to see people loose themselves to an addiction like that. I would recommend dropping opiates all together and switching to another less potent substance like weed or maybe some light psychs. But great report good read.

Not trying to lecture ya just take care of yourself :)
 
Interesting read and makes me curious. I have been wanting to offset my constant use of ecstasy with something else. Thinking about codeine, which would be my first opiate. All the best to you...
 
[Inappropriate - probably meant in jest, but come on]

Stay away from the H though, unless I was going to commit suicide I wouldnt dream of doing it.=D Not saying that will never happen though :\
 
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Jesus. Remind me to stay away. And yet, she calls to me, hauntingly beautiful, and yet alarmingly savage.

*shudders*
 
From an Australian Forum!!!!

Please be warned that H is very addictive.

Pros
At the start there will be no comedown, there will be no hangover, your days will feel as though they are perfect, there will be only good and you life will be so much better on H.

Cons
But when you try and stop, it will rip the heart right our of your chest and make every nerve in your body feel as though it is electrified. It will not let you sleep, you will kick, you will kick, you will kick, you will fucking kick, you will spew until your body kills, you will shit until you can shit no more, then you will become depressed, you will wish you were dead, you will wish you had never tried H in the first place. On top of all of that, H will take all your money, it will take your friends money, it will take everything you own, and at the end of the day it will give you nothing.

Now I feel better. At least you have been told. Remember me when you are going through your first w/d, and think... what did he say?

Oh, by the way, it is a really good pain reliever
 
Lunar Moth said:
This is really a great thread! I was offered H for the first time yesterday and decided not to do it because I am on Norco and didn't think that it would be a good idea to mix opiates. I have a medical condition that requires daily use of hydrocodone. I'm am curious about H. How effective is it with pain? I read alot of posts about the high but very little about pain releif.
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It doesn't take away pain so much as it makes you not give a shit. I had my wisdom teeth pried out my mouth by this fucking butcher who wouldn't give me nothing but ibuprofin because I used to be in methadone program. My shit hurt and hurt and bled and HURT so bad I called my only friend with a car and told her she had no choice, I needed shit NOW and I would pay her gas and buy her however much she wanted. The whole ride there in nasty chicago rush hours traffic i was just writhing around in the front seat spitting blood out the window, but got those bags in me and it still hurt just as much, I just didn't really care.

LiLC is right, this is not a good report to read for a fiending addict....
 
"It's the perfect drug for people who want to forget that they live in a fucked up world with horrible things happening and people being nasty to each other, a world of escape and sweet blissful nothingness."

yes
 
Excellent report. It totally cured my curiousity and let me live vicariously rather than putting myself at risk by experiencing it firsthand. ;)
 
Well I haven't touched it in months, thanks to lack of supply and my own willpower. It's definitely something I shouldn't try again, because I've never loved a drug quite so much as I loved H. It was like falling in love with a person. I'm still not sure I could resist if offered, but lucky for me it doesn't run in my circles of friends and it's hard to find on the street (that one time was a fluke). I know that I'm very lucky to have kept it to a couple times.
 
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