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Heroin - First time - Bliss anyone?

dilated_pupils

dilated_pupils

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I've wanted to try dope for a while now, and was offered to go get some down in the city, but never went through with it, until yesterday.

It was early, around 6pm, and we left to go and cop some dope.

I went with a fellow bluelighter (who I had previously met before on other occassions) and we met up, and he drove the rest of the way to the city.

Before I know it, we are in the most ghetto area of Philadelphia you can get too. Everyone standing on the sides of the streets trying to sell you whatever you want, police not really minding, etc.

We pick up a few bags of dope and some valiums, and head on home.

I get back to my house (alone) after departing from my friend, and am overwhelmed (but keeping it in very well) to try the dope. As soon as I get home (around 9:30-10pm) I open my first bag up, and split it in two lines. I had taken a kpin earlier so I knew that would help the nod out a bit. I snort the first line and await the affects.

Before even the 5 minute mark I am feeling an incredible buzz, the euphoria isn't as high (nor the rush) as I expected, but none the less, still pretty nice. I decide to take a 10mg valium, wait 20 minutes and take the 2nd line.

By this time I'm seeing a bit blurred vision and nodding pretty decently. Stupid me decides hey, I know I can't hold back, so I whip out the 2nd bag, and snort up half of that, take another 10mg valium, wait a little (not long at all) and finish up the other line. By this point I am barley able to walk, move, or do much of anything. Make decisions is hard, and very overwhelming. I wanted a beer SO badly, but my friend advised me strongly to hold back, which I did (thanks for holding me back man). Anyway, through out this whole time I'm smoking many bowls, most of them out of a perfectly made apple bong (it was fun to make) and some joints I rolled. I am feeling great, slight nausea but that's it. I decide to eat these beef bite things I found in my brothers room, which in time, made me puke (as I later found out they were a month old or so). I'm nodding out like crazy at this point, unable to function, having amazing closed eye blobs, not complete visuals, but just blobs and such and some weird objects. My weed, apple bong, roach, papers etc. are all over my room and I feel as if I'm going to black out. I feel everything getting darker, and darker.

The universe it seems is closing in on me, and I knew I was about to black out, so I quickly try and clean up but fail to do so and black out on my bed. I wake up with my mess still all over, and to my surprise, no one had come in my room all morning to see everything laying around.

I barley remember railing out the dope, which sucks because I really wanted to enjoy the high. But I am glad I go to finally try it. This dope by the way, is some of the purest shit in the US, coming straight from Camdan, NJ. How I railed out two bags without OD'ing plus taking the valiums and kpins, is beyond me (I have no opiate tolerance, maybe a slight one from hydrocodone if that).

I awake the next morning and still am under the effects of the dope (around 1pm). I am drowsy and very slow and wobbly. I pop my last 10mg valium and try and relax. However, I soon get a phone call asking for a ride to go reup from my dealer. I agree, but allow him to drive my car, as I was incapable of barley walking, let alone driving.

Anyway, not the best trip report, but it was my experience. I hope to possibly try some dope again soon, but alone so I can feel the effects of it by itself. And yes I am aware of all the addiction potential and all, so no need to warn me ;) Thanks for reading.

-Andy
 
Nice report - but I'm gonna warn you of addiction anyway just so you don't forget! :P Never underestimate it...
 
I think that it was really not smart to take a benzo the first time you are using H. Other than tha, I'm glad u had fun.
 
I'm going to guess that the benzos were the reason you fell asleep uncontrollably. I mean, alone they probably wouldn't have done it because it sounds like you take a lot of benzos, but if you had just taken the H I'd imagine you might have been able to stay awake better. I know for me at least, more than a small amount of benzos will make me unfathomably tired, to the point where my eyes won't stay open.
 
Xorkoth said:
I'm going to guess that the benzos were the reason you fell asleep uncontrollably. I mean, alone they probably wouldn't have done it because it sounds like you take a lot of benzos, but if you had just taken the H I'd imagine you might have been able to stay awake better. I know for me at least, more than a small amount of benzos will make me unfathomably tired, to the point where my eyes won't stay open.
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Yea I know I took too many, I was eager to get a good nod from the dope and kept consuming the benzos.

*edit - I still can't believe I railed two bags of dope plus ate the benzo's with no tolerance to either one. It was stupid, but I was lucky.
 
Good report man, I've thought about trying heroin for awhile now, but just haven't had the urge yet. If I try it, I'll do it when I'm ready.

However, I've read a lot of your posts about your fling with coke, and how it caused problems for you (and I'm happy for you that you overcame it), but be careful with the heroin man. Even though I haven't tried dope, I have a feeling it'd be like with coke; you try it once, and sooner or later you'll go back to it. I just think it'd be pretty sad to see in a few months a post from you in the Dark Side about a heroin habit, so again just be careful man. :D
 
Plus, by most accounts, an opiate addiction is a lot harder to break than a coke addiction, because there's nothing gross-feeling about it like there is with coke, and also because it makes you physically sick to withdraw, to a pretty hardcore degree. My own history with the pseudo-opiate kratom has shown me that this is true, and I've never been addicted to anything before except that.

Just be careful... we'd hate to see you get into it.
 
Yes, heroin is great. I think the only reason you did not feel a 'rush' was for the simple fact you did not use it via IV.

I have been on and off dope for a couple years now, and am finally clean going on a week now. When I didn't have a needle, I would wait sometimes all day to do my bag, even though I would be sick as all hell, just so I wouldn't miss the rush.

I refused to snort my dope because of the lack of the rush (which is the best part of the entire high next to the nod) and lack of intensity (felt like a waste to snort when I would get 2-3X higher shooting).

I am not saying 'go shoot heroin' god knows, I wouldn't tell anyone to fuck with it in any way. It is a horrible deceptivley great drug, but if you cant get a bag all day, you probly wont sleep that night, you will be dopesick from the time you wake up until the following day when you can actually get some dope. I got sick and tired of being sick and tired (so to speak) all the damn time from lack of money or lack of a hookup/car.

Please excercise extreme caution with H, you won't notice the w/d symptoms until its too late and then you are SOL. If I do dope for 3+ days, I get w/d's for a few days. I am done with it now, just be careful please!!
 
Voodoochild870 said:
Good report man, I've thought about trying heroin for awhile now, but just haven't had the urge yet. If I try it, I'll do it when I'm ready.

However, I've read a lot of your posts about your fling with coke, and how it caused problems for you (and I'm happy for you that you overcame it), but be careful with the heroin man. Even though I haven't tried dope, I have a feeling it'd be like with coke; you try it once, and sooner or later you'll go back to it. I just think it'd be pretty sad to see in a few months a post from you in the Dark Side about a heroin habit, so again just be careful man. :D
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My coke addiction has just jumped back, and I'm on the verge at this point of going to rehab. I just went on a 14+ hour binge so I feel like shit now.


OPM_Shaman said:
Yes, heroin is great. I think the only reason you did not feel a 'rush' was for the simple fact you did not use it via IV.

I have been on and off dope for a couple years now, and am finally clean going on a week now. When I didn't have a needle, I would wait sometimes all day to do my bag, even though I would be sick as all hell, just so I wouldn't miss the rush.

I refused to snort my dope because of the lack of the rush (which is the best part of the entire high next to the nod) and lack of intensity (felt like a waste to snort when I would get 2-3X higher shooting).

I am not saying 'go shoot heroin' god knows, I wouldn't tell anyone to fuck with it in any way. It is a horrible deceptivley great drug, but if you cant get a bag all day, you probly wont sleep that night, you will be dopesick from the time you wake up until the following day when you can actually get some dope. I got sick and tired of being sick and tired (so to speak) all the damn time from lack of money or lack of a hookup/car.

Please excercise extreme caution with H, you won't notice the w/d symptoms until its too late and then you are SOL. If I do dope for 3+ days, I get w/d's for a few days. I am done with it now, just be careful please!!
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I appreciate the warning ;)
 
you are lucky man, someone is watching over you. it sorta reminds me of my first time with OC, i had 0.2g meth(slight tolerance) 2 beers 25mg valium and about 40mg of instant release codeine between 2 people(just the oxy between 2 people) it is great fun opiates are my favourite.
 
the_ketaman said:
you are lucky man, someone is watching over you.
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I hadn't really thought about this much until the last couple of days myself. I have no idea how I woke up from this night, I really was asking for some heart failure and I wouldn't have been found until early afternoon the next day more then likely.
 
glad you enjoyed it. (other issues other threads) good report. opiate experiences are hard to give interesting reports for and you did a great job.
 
billbong2 said:
glad you enjoyed it. (other issues other threads) good report. opiate experiences are hard to give interesting reports for and you did a great job.
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Thanks, I tend to luckily remember a lot more then you would normally think, even when trying new drugs, or tripping.
 
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