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Heroin - First Time (Although not with opiates) - Delicious

Nice report man. Always been curious of the horse but not sure I'll ever ride it. All the people I've met who've had more than a couple experiences with heroin were either addicts or ex-addicts and I have a good taste for opiates myself so I'll forgo this one I think. Just read up a lot becuase the addiction stigma isn't to be taken lightly.
 
SmokeTrails said:
slam it
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I've never slammed it, though I think about it quite a bit.

Based on the posts of others and things I've heard, slamming it would not be a good move for me. I think it would be be a bad move in life imo.
 
cilosyb said:
Nice report man. Always been curious of the horse but not sure I'll ever ride it. All the people I've met who've had more than a couple experiences with heroin were either addicts or ex-addicts and I have a good taste for opiates myself so I'll forgo this one I think. Just read up a lot becuase the addiction stigma isn't to be taken lightly.
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yea, i dont know if id recommend doing it. ive done it 3 times since the original post in the quanity of 1 bag, 1 1/2 bag, 3 1/2 bags ;/. The 3 1/2 bags was two days ago, and was by far one of the best experiences ive ever had. i believe im gonna put it down for a little while now. i dont like where its heading, heh. for those curious, if you think you can handle it, its definitely worth it, but if you have an addictive personality, i dont know if id dare. its so much easier not to do if youve never done it.
 
Your last sentence is the truest shit i ever read,


Have you used pins yet? Please, realise your (probably imo) fucked if you keep messing with it. Me, i fucked up the first time with it (slammed), it's mental, i knew it wouln't go away (i didn't want it to, sort of) ..................................... sorry i'll change this a bit . With me though i can't see myself ever wanting to stop for myself. Heed your own warning DONT DO IT AGAIN. (i hate sounding like a preachy cunt but your last post made me as worried as possible (which isn't much at all if at all)

Just look after yourself and listen to your-self.

I hope i don't see a thread of yours in the dark side......................................

Enjoy yourself..
 
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billbong2 said:
Your last sentence is the truest shit i ever read,


Have you used pins yet? Please, realise your (probably imo) fucked if you keep messing with it. Me, i fucked up the first time with it (slammed), it's mental, i knew it wouln't go away (i didn't want it to, sort of) ..................................... sorry i'll change this a bit . With me though i can't see myself ever wanting to stop for myself. Heed your own warning DONT DO IT AGAIN. (i hate sounding like a preachy cunt but your last post made me as worried as possible (which isn't much at all if at all)

Just look after yourself and listen to your-self.

I hope i don't see a thread of yours in the dark side......................................
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ya its definitely easier not to do a drug you havent done yet..

i think youre probably right. i havent shot it yet. i had planned to shoot it the first time, but it didnt work out. im wondering if maybe it isnt better that i didnt.

and its true, i dont think im taking it seriously enough. i almost see no reason to stop, and its kind of worrying me. ill have half a g of blow tonight, so it wont be an issue now...but i hope it isnt in the future. i dont plan on doing it for a while, so we'll see (and then again, i said that further up this thread, and no change) we'll see.
 
sigh, you really sound like someone who could slip into addiction. Soon you'll wish you never tried it. I might be wrong, but i think you need to set a limit right now on how much you use and NEVER break the rule, once you break the rule the first time, it will snowball. I'm not speaking from experience, i've never tried opiates so i really don't know how hard this could be to do. But you have to nip it in the bud..nows the time to set limits!
 
Dancan gave you advise that if stuck to (which i don't think you will, i base this on two or three posts with a messy head though,
if you shoot that will be your farewell? don't start doing it more regularly space it out if you wanna use.

Also i bet you got family, if you start slipping, (maybe now's better) speak with crzymudda, the mother of a addict.




Do what he said write it all over your fucking walls and tattoo it to your if you like. set rules the second you brake them you are truely (well not neccessarily but won't make things easier, probably) fucked.


With me my obsession with heroin started way before i ever took it, i was always around it and it came natural, if the clock went back nothing would change for me.

Anyways have fun.
 
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Dancan said:
Sounds like your well on your way to a heroin addiction, i've never tried it, never will, but i can guarantee you won't feel as good doing anything else you can possibly think of. So you slowly become a heavier and heavier user, slowly disconnecting ever furthur from the rest of your life, and reality itself...

As for the driving incident, it's people like you who are going to kill themselves with their own recklessness
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Bad '06er! Down boy!
 
As for the driving incident, it's people like you who are going to kill themselves with their own recklessness
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lol, the fact that im a careless driver has nothing to do with the fact that i take drugs.
 
yeah u jus gotta tell yourself that its a very addicting drug, and jus give urself time in between usage. like i dont have an addictive personality i used to do it like everyday. I live in jersey, and i used to drive down to newark everyday and jus stopped doing it. Lately i only do it like 2-4 times a month. and i never slammed it because I hate needles, and i dont think i would do it right if i did slam it.
 
good report....im glad you posted and told you how you felt throught the week after...and im a bit surprised you werent craving it that much...still cant beleive you got pulled over twice, watch those driving skills ! :)
 
ended up going down the city and copping. two weeks since use, but fiending, so maybe i will end up being able to control myself. i couldnt imagine quitting after a long time of use.
 
^^^ readin this thread, I just have to repeat: be careful. You are at a crossroads (actually, I feel as though it is beyond that, but I hope I am wrong). Ask yourself this: can you honestly say "I will never do H again"? I doubt you can, which is a bad thing. But, nonetheless, I hope I am wrong. Good luck and don't let it sneak up (or not even sneak) or worse, just overwhelm ya.

swybs
 
well written report.

But dude seriously take care. Tried H for the first time years ago and at first I felt like most of the guys here. But as time passes you start to appreciated it too much. I never landed on the street or had any serious problems but you become mentally very fragile, your learning curve gets worse (college ) and you start to feel a bit out of place in the world. You relationships dont feel right, theres always something nagging back there. I do not see a way to live normally and use opiates. Its difficult to define "normal life" but for me, people on H give away different vibe, they think different and dont feel "right". Im off now for a year+ and will try to stay this way. Its a damn curse trying H. I dont think you ever stop thinking about it. Dont take it lightly and dont listen to people who say theres are a bunch of successful ppl out there using and leading a great life. They try to rationalize it to themselves. You cannot mentally scale down the importance of something that gives you this great euphoria, happines. You loose touch with the real world eventually.
 
was looking thru threads ive started and lol wow..

the shit thats happened since then..
 
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