BrutalRollar
Bluelighter
Well first off, Im gonna say i have little to no experience with opiates or anything like that. This will be my first and last time using heroin because well, you'll see in my report.
So Friday evening on sept 3rd, i had about half a gram of brown powder heroin i bought weeks earlier. Anyways i decide i dont wanna try it by myself for the first time, so i call up my friend we'll call him "C". So "C" comes by and picks me up, we drive to the local skate park to just chill. We're just sitting there listening to music then i pull out my little bag of brown powder. My friend "C" says something like "Damn, that looks good.... Wanna go first?". I weigh out about 20 mg on "C"s scale thinger, then i quickly snorted it off the scale. "C" weighs out about the same amount, maybe abit more and does the same.
Maybe after about 5 mins after i snorted it i feel something, im not sure about it so i wait longer. 5 more minutes go by and nothing has happened. I Weigh out another 20mg and snort it through the same nostril. "C" Does the same. 15 mins go by and i feel this absolutely wonderful warming feeling going through my body. Im like "Whoaaaa, Am i really feeling this?". For the next 20 mins we sat their listening to music watching the skate boarders. These two kids riding bmx's crash into eachother, Me and "C" were laughing for like 5 minutes straight. So Maybe an hour after my first dose we decide to go drive to "C"s place for abit.
When we got there, when i stepped out of the car i almost fell on face, my body felt so heavy. We get inside the house and put on some music. We both snort about 30mg each when we get inside, The feelings i were having earlier was more intense. I was so amazed by how good this drug felt, i was beginning to think "this was made for me". The next few hours were pretty boring, all we did was pretty much sit there the whole time "Nodding" out or whatever you call it. Once it started to wear off i was like "shit, i need more
" So what do we do? We snort another bump, this time 40mg. Its about 2Am now, and we get a call for my other friend we'll call her "S" lool.
Anyways i was talking to her and she wants us to come chill at this party she was at. So me and "C" Stumble over to his car. Now that i think about it, it was pretty dangerous driving while we were nodding out. But some how we made it there safe. We get to the party and i quickly wanna sit down and chill. My Friend "S" Comes and gives me hug and were just chilling out talking. She asked me if i wanted a drink, when i refused she asked if something was wrong with me and if im okay. Im like "I'm feeling GREEAAAT". She laughs and asks what im on. Im like "I dont do drugs, im not a sinner" something like. She laughs even harder and asks if she can have some of whatever im on. After about 30mins of flirting and trying to convice her i had nothing it began to where off. I fiannly give in and take her to the bathroom with me.
When we get in i pull of baggy and pour the rest on the counter. She asks me "Is that molly?". Im like "No thats heroin". I pull out my bank card and start dividing it up. i eyeballed about between 30 and 40mg then snorted it up. Then i eyeball about 20 to 30mg and give it to her. Well lets say we had a interesting time in the bathroom (; i wont say what. 3 hours later its about 6am, we come out of the bathroom because well i had nothing left. My Friend "C" ask's me for a bump. I tell him i got none left and that we should drive to my bank. So me "S" and "C" stumbled out to his car.
When we got inside the car, "C" pulls out a gram of coke. "WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GET THAT?!" I quickly say. He smiles and me and says he got from inside, and that he tried telling me earlier but me and "S" locked ourselfs in the bathroom. Since im more experience with coke then i am with heroin i eyeball my own dose. Maybe 100mg? Wasnt the best coke but it was decent. I Felt all those happy feeling come back that i had from the heroin. "OMG This Is Fantasic" S Says to both of us, i didnt see how much she took. "C" didnt take any because he was driving but he was still high. We get to my bank, and i take out about 200 bucks. We drove and bought a couple grams of hash. We drive to my place and well everyone is still sleeping thankfully. I slap on my hot knives and we smoke a whole g of hash in one session. Blah blah blah we snort more coke. Then take off again. Took off straight to "C"s heroin dealer.
When we arrived "C" went in a did all the busniess. Comes out with a black piece of shit. "Tar Heroin" Or shit like that. I Didnt care that it was the black shit, i was just happy i had more. We go to 7/11 and buy some tin foil
inside the 7/11 everything felt slow motion. Maybe beause i didnt sleep for over 24 hours. Anyways we get the foil and drive back to the skatepark. "S" has never smoked heroin before so shes excited to try. "C" prepared my hit(We stopped measuring our doses for some reason). As soon as i see the vapor i inhale it for maybe 5 seconds that i burst out coughing it was gross. But as soon as i stopped coughing i relized how high i was now. Drooling all over myself trying to talk at the same time.
I Dont really remember alot from here, all i know is that we chilled there untill we smoked everything which was untill like 3pm in the afternoon "C" drove me to "S"'s place and we went inside. "C" took off after he dropped us off. We fall asleep for maybe 6 hours? im not sure it was dark when i woke up though. And when i woke up i felt so awful, like the worst feeling i felt EVER. "S" Was feeling the same too because i woke up to her puking on the floor >.< the sight of her puke made me gag but i didnt puke. For the next 3 days we stayed in that room, feeling like absolute shit. Like i honestly wanted to kill myself because from how i felt. We would be freezing cold when the heats on full blast.
I Cant even discribe how terrible i felt. I cried to my friend "S" I told her i was sorry i let her take some, that it was all my fault. We cried to eachother and just cuddled up to eachother for the next couple days. Now 6 days after my first dose, we begin to feel some what normal. We go register for school that morning still feeling like total shit but not as much. After we register we go to my place, and well we do the same thing except in my room. Locked our selfs in there untill the next day. "S" go's home that afternoon, and well i feel better that day. not 100% but better. I was craving more heroin during my whole sick period, thats i was thinking about. But i hated how it would make me feel.
Now its been just over 2 weeks since that night and well, i feel almost like normal now After this experience i will never touch heroin again. The comedown lasted days, i cant beileve that was all real. Like i cant even discribe how good it felt and how terrible it felt. The terrible comedown made the whole thing not worth it. Never again.
So Friday evening on sept 3rd, i had about half a gram of brown powder heroin i bought weeks earlier. Anyways i decide i dont wanna try it by myself for the first time, so i call up my friend we'll call him "C". So "C" comes by and picks me up, we drive to the local skate park to just chill. We're just sitting there listening to music then i pull out my little bag of brown powder. My friend "C" says something like "Damn, that looks good.... Wanna go first?". I weigh out about 20 mg on "C"s scale thinger, then i quickly snorted it off the scale. "C" weighs out about the same amount, maybe abit more and does the same.
Maybe after about 5 mins after i snorted it i feel something, im not sure about it so i wait longer. 5 more minutes go by and nothing has happened. I Weigh out another 20mg and snort it through the same nostril. "C" Does the same. 15 mins go by and i feel this absolutely wonderful warming feeling going through my body. Im like "Whoaaaa, Am i really feeling this?". For the next 20 mins we sat their listening to music watching the skate boarders. These two kids riding bmx's crash into eachother, Me and "C" were laughing for like 5 minutes straight. So Maybe an hour after my first dose we decide to go drive to "C"s place for abit.
When we got there, when i stepped out of the car i almost fell on face, my body felt so heavy. We get inside the house and put on some music. We both snort about 30mg each when we get inside, The feelings i were having earlier was more intense. I was so amazed by how good this drug felt, i was beginning to think "this was made for me". The next few hours were pretty boring, all we did was pretty much sit there the whole time "Nodding" out or whatever you call it. Once it started to wear off i was like "shit, i need more
" So what do we do? We snort another bump, this time 40mg. Its about 2Am now, and we get a call for my other friend we'll call her "S" lool. Anyways i was talking to her and she wants us to come chill at this party she was at. So me and "C" Stumble over to his car. Now that i think about it, it was pretty dangerous driving while we were nodding out. But some how we made it there safe. We get to the party and i quickly wanna sit down and chill. My Friend "S" Comes and gives me hug and were just chilling out talking. She asked me if i wanted a drink, when i refused she asked if something was wrong with me and if im okay. Im like "I'm feeling GREEAAAT". She laughs and asks what im on. Im like "I dont do drugs, im not a sinner" something like. She laughs even harder and asks if she can have some of whatever im on. After about 30mins of flirting and trying to convice her i had nothing it began to where off. I fiannly give in and take her to the bathroom with me.
When we get in i pull of baggy and pour the rest on the counter. She asks me "Is that molly?". Im like "No thats heroin". I pull out my bank card and start dividing it up. i eyeballed about between 30 and 40mg then snorted it up. Then i eyeball about 20 to 30mg and give it to her. Well lets say we had a interesting time in the bathroom (; i wont say what. 3 hours later its about 6am, we come out of the bathroom because well i had nothing left. My Friend "C" ask's me for a bump. I tell him i got none left and that we should drive to my bank. So me "S" and "C" stumbled out to his car.
When we got inside the car, "C" pulls out a gram of coke. "WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GET THAT?!" I quickly say. He smiles and me and says he got from inside, and that he tried telling me earlier but me and "S" locked ourselfs in the bathroom. Since im more experience with coke then i am with heroin i eyeball my own dose. Maybe 100mg? Wasnt the best coke but it was decent. I Felt all those happy feeling come back that i had from the heroin. "OMG This Is Fantasic" S Says to both of us, i didnt see how much she took. "C" didnt take any because he was driving but he was still high. We get to my bank, and i take out about 200 bucks. We drove and bought a couple grams of hash. We drive to my place and well everyone is still sleeping thankfully. I slap on my hot knives and we smoke a whole g of hash in one session. Blah blah blah we snort more coke. Then take off again. Took off straight to "C"s heroin dealer.
When we arrived "C" went in a did all the busniess. Comes out with a black piece of shit. "Tar Heroin" Or shit like that. I Didnt care that it was the black shit, i was just happy i had more. We go to 7/11 and buy some tin foil
inside the 7/11 everything felt slow motion. Maybe beause i didnt sleep for over 24 hours. Anyways we get the foil and drive back to the skatepark. "S" has never smoked heroin before so shes excited to try. "C" prepared my hit(We stopped measuring our doses for some reason). As soon as i see the vapor i inhale it for maybe 5 seconds that i burst out coughing it was gross. But as soon as i stopped coughing i relized how high i was now. Drooling all over myself trying to talk at the same time.I Dont really remember alot from here, all i know is that we chilled there untill we smoked everything which was untill like 3pm in the afternoon
"C" drove me to "S"'s place and we went inside. "C" took off after he dropped us off. We fall asleep for maybe 6 hours? im not sure it was dark when i woke up though. And when i woke up i felt so awful, like the worst feeling i felt EVER. "S" Was feeling the same too because i woke up to her puking on the floor >.< the sight of her puke made me gag but i didnt puke. For the next 3 days we stayed in that room, feeling like absolute shit. Like i honestly wanted to kill myself because from how i felt. We would be freezing cold when the heats on full blast.I Cant even discribe how terrible i felt. I cried to my friend "S" I told her i was sorry i let her take some, that it was all my fault. We cried to eachother and just cuddled up to eachother for the next couple days. Now 6 days after my first dose, we begin to feel some what normal. We go register for school that morning still feeling like total shit but not as much. After we register we go to my place, and well we do the same thing except in my room. Locked our selfs in there untill the next day. "S" go's home that afternoon, and well i feel better that day. not 100% but better. I was craving more heroin during my whole sick period, thats i was thinking about. But i hated how it would make me feel.
Now its been just over 2 weeks since that night and well, i feel almost like normal now
After this experience i will never touch heroin again. The comedown lasted days, i cant beileve that was all real. Like i cant even discribe how good it felt and how terrible it felt. The terrible comedown made the whole thing not worth it. Never again.
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