I know the last post on this thread is over a year and a half old, but I feel the need to share right now so I will. Especially since I have wanted to share many times since the last time I posted on here (I think perhaps a year or more ago) but I haven't. I'm currently fighting one hell of a nod at the moment, which is the weirdest thing to me since I've been doing IV coke off and on for the better part of the day. I got good sleep last night, took half a bar to make that happen but at least it happened. Got up, took a little bit to fully wake up, get all the pistons firing. I'm sure some of you at least know what I mean, those of us who aren't instantly wide awake (& definitely not morning peoplepo(own a coup
I'm not sure what in the world happened to my post. I'd like to think I would've noticed some of it missing, maybe I deleted that part accidentally before posting. I blame the nod for not catching it; wouldn't have posted had I seen it. Leaving things unfinished irks the hell outta me. But I think I know what I was gonna say.
Most of us know the quality of hard drugs/street drugs has drastically declined over the years. I remember when I first started using meth, my 1st 1/2g lasted a few days & I was up for almost a week. Didn't feel like that long at all, that is until coming down. When I used either meth or coke, the comedown was always hell. And nothing seemed to help. Yeah, I know after years of using them (not non-stop, I'd quit both for several years & when I'd start again was only 1 - 3 days for few weeks, 2 months at most) a tolerance would form, so maybe the comedown wouldn't affect me as harshly. But it's not that. It's the quality. Coke high wears off after only 20 minutes, if. True, not long-lasting in the 1st place, but I'm noticing the peak is also shorter & not as strong as it was years ago. Pupils are dilated for a bit after that, but that's it. Could be the quality in my area, but I've talked to others in other states that say the same.
And meth? Wow. Started back in '07 & 1 bowl would keep me up for at least a few days. Now but it doesn't for a night, even half a night. I mean I can pull an all nighter if I don't make the effort to go to bed, but I can do that even when I'm not using/haven't used in a while. Also, don't feel tweaked out at any point during it, & I used to. I sleep every night, eat every day. Only thing that seems the same is that if I happen to use few more days than usual or when I binge every once in a blue moon, once stopped, that depression kicks in, as well as the urge to sleep & eat like crazy even though I've been doing both everyday.
Came across this thread cuz I was thinking of speedballing. But all the reports of fent being put into pretty much every fucking thing these days scares me. I don't know if my coke is cut with it, I can pretty much guarantee my other stuff is. But not knowing about the former, there's no telling just how much I would be putting in my system if I were to mix them. I know how much of the latter I can handle, but both? I have a pretty high tolerance, but as we all know fent likes to say "Fuck your tolerance." And it's possible I'd exceed mine by mixing them. Actually, now that I'm thinking of it, I'm almost positive it's in my powder, considering the nodding issue.
Damn it, man. I wish people would just leave shit the fuck alone! Excluding assholes, we just wanna get high, enjoy ourselves a bit. Yeah, some could benefit from moderation, maybe even some supervision during. Lol. But most of us don't wanna bother anyone or cause trouble when we get high, just wanna enjoy it. But we can't as much anymore thanks to assholes cutting it with shit that should never be in it. Or they're just putting out garbage product; 1/2 the ice in my area isn't even ice, or anything even mimicking the effects of it just a little bit. At 1st they at least tried & succeeded for the most part in making it decent enough to fool or at least appease us. Not anymore.
But all right, I'm done. Apologies for the extremely long post, I have a habit of doing that even in text messages. Lol. I try to work on it but sometimes it's just no use. Please be safe out there folks. Make sure you know what you're getting/what you have, & please test every new batch you get either with a testing kit or just trying a very small amount. Remember, if you only do a little bit you can always do more later. But there's no undoing or lessening the amount you already took.
