awitha_teetha
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 28, 2026
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I've tried heroin a few times now and I feel like every time it really helps with my discomfort (socially, emotionally, sensory) I experience related to autism. My senses do not get easily overwhelmed and my big feelings go away. I am able to self regulate my emotions, and my very self critical voice goess away.
I did a few bumps at a family gathering yesterday and I was able to socialize, play games, and even eat dinner with sort of unfamiliar family (people from my partner's family I haven't spent too much time around) and I had 0 discomfort. In these kinds of situations I usually withdraw pretty early but we ended up spending a substantial amount of time with them. We played a board game I really struggle to understand and often get frustrated playing but I had loads of fun just spending time with people.
I am wondering if other autistics find heroin makes them more comfortable? I feel more socially confident and comfortable on h.
I don't overdo it and make myself completely useless on the stuff, I don't feel like I have to. 1-2 bumps and I feel my irritability fade away and I can just enjoy myself + actually fall asleep at night.
I did a few bumps at a family gathering yesterday and I was able to socialize, play games, and even eat dinner with sort of unfamiliar family (people from my partner's family I haven't spent too much time around) and I had 0 discomfort. In these kinds of situations I usually withdraw pretty early but we ended up spending a substantial amount of time with them. We played a board game I really struggle to understand and often get frustrated playing but I had loads of fun just spending time with people.
I am wondering if other autistics find heroin makes them more comfortable? I feel more socially confident and comfortable on h.
I don't overdo it and make myself completely useless on the stuff, I don't feel like I have to. 1-2 bumps and I feel my irritability fade away and I can just enjoy myself + actually fall asleep at night.
