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painenduser

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Jul 13, 2011
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Hey guys just figured I'd say hi and introduce myself. The name painenduser is a reflection of mylife.

Age wise Im in the top of the 30 somethings :)

I have end stage liver disease so I am in constant pain. I have been told by my Dr's that my pain is that of a person with Liver cancer, what that means to me since I dont have liver cancer is that I guess I can now empathize with other in that state.

2 years ago I almost died due to full renal shut down and although the Dr's told my family I would not make it, I have and so far I am hoping that I will beat the Dr's prognosis from 2 or 3 years ago when they told me I had onlt about 5 more years to live which means if they are correct, I only have a little more then 2 years left and there for I want to live out my time peacefully and in no pain.

For those truly taking pain meds for treating their pain, you know that we for the most part ostracized because of the meds we take. We get labeld, Addicts, Druggies, pill poppers, ect ect..

So it is nice to find a place that you will not be judged whether your taking your meds for relief or for fun, it doesnt matter here it seems. So for that I have to thank the forums creators. I don't have to hide in the dark when I'm trying to look for answers regarding my meds and a place that I can better understand the effects of medications from the trip reports and the other threads regarding meds.


The majority of my post will either be questions or responses to people for which from my experiences may be of use to someone.

Bottom line is it's nice to be aboard and look forwrd to getting to know yall and these forums!

Peace!
 
Hi there! ....and Welcome. Glad to have you.
You should check out TDS if you have not yet. There are many members in chronic pain w/ horrible conditions like yours. I am sorry for your pain-for your situation. I am filled with peace and love that you want to make the most of your time on this plane of existence. You are an inspiration to us all bc we should all strive for that!
One thing you will find here is a great absence of judgement-although it does happen.
Make sure you read each individual forum's guidelines,FAQs and the Greenlighter's Guide that pops up whenever you log on. VALUABLE INFO IS IN ALL OF THEM. I am glad you are here and hope to see you around. If you have any questions don't hesitate to PM(private message) any Mod.you can only send PMs to Moderators until you reach Bluelight status...and don't race to be a Bluelighter,take your time...enjoy the journey.
Much peace and love................................................skillz=D
 
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