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here is whats in the coke you did last night

Shambles said:
I do rather miss me a good night on the rocks
Same here Shambles, far superior to powdered cocaine. So used to enjoy a few crack pipes followed by some gear to bring me down to a lovely place. Always had to ensure i had gear for afterwards otherwise i stayed sketched out for a bit too long.
 
. Comparing the two just isn't useful at all, save for the fact that they're equally efficacious when it comes to making people into paranoid, aggressive, emotionally-unstable, psychotic twerps. Oh, and they can both be fun when used occasionally I guess.
It must be awful having a mental disoder that makes a person react in the way you described.

Really glad you got the diagnosis and treatment you needed in order to become stable and can now control your intake. Very happy for both you, and those around you who were affected negatively when your drug use wasn't so under control. I imagine it's a relief and a life changing positive change. Kudos <3

I feel one of the lucky ones tbh. Being able to manage all kinds of drugs in moderation and without getting addicted or over my head is the reason I continue to take them. I'm lucky to not to be on medication what would limit my recreational use either, like my sis, who can't take anything other than what the doc prescribes.

Stims do affect my ability to sleep sometimes, but it's worth it imo. The stream of consciousness from speed is rather lush, and keeps me learning new stuff all the time. I dont like to leave my brain to fester. It helps deal with everyday monotony and keep it mentally stimulating .. don't want my brain to rot or go into hibernation
 
Yeah same i mess around with all sorts of stuff, addicted to nothing thank fuck. the mental clarity flowing thoughts of speed is proper nice, such a nice buzz. being unable to sleep on it is annoying though, although this batch doesnt seem to have any residual stimulation. the downfall is if i over-do it i get irritable after, a bit paranoid, when that happens i give it a rest. although the irritability and paranoia and other side effects are nothing compared with meph. the irritability and paranoia is brinking on stimulant psychosis isnt it?
 
I've had stim psychosis possibly once in my life. The bats were fairly intense and interesting to watch for about 2 hours, and resulted in a stiff neck and lulz afterwards.


Wouldn't want that to happen regularly, so I make sure it doesn't. If you're getting psychosis regularly it wouldnt be fun or worth it anymore and I'd advise a break.

Sometimes I get auditary (sp?) 'hallucinations' but that's rare because I do manage my intake well. I occasionally get thrown by a particularly strong batch, but not often.

Um, I was referring to stimulant psychosis, not my bipolar disorder. But, uh, (sigh) thanks. 8)
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Oh! sorry! ... eh, no bother. Either way, glad you're in a better place now anyway :)
 
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Somebody told me once he went psychotic on speed after not sleeping for days, thinking there was people outside that were going to break in and shit, ended up standing there with a bat in the middle of the night, and think he said ever since then he slips into phycosis more easily now. ive never been close to that psychotic before as far as im aware, lack of sleep is nasty stuff though it ruins me quickly, one night around the clock mashup only these days, done a 2 nighter meph mashup before and on the 3rd day late afternoon sorta seeing stuff moving out the corner of my eyes at mates house, people dancing in my pereferal vision and felt like there was people sat on the other sofa to the right of me but there was nobody there, started to feel a bit fucked and dreamy as well, when that crept in i called it a day

Also had auditary hallucinations a couple times but very very mild

PV phycosis sounds fucking nuts, reading about that stuff puts me right off even considering that weird shit
 
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Cool, I should hope so!

Somebody told me once he went psychotic on speed after not sleeping for days, thinking there was people outside that were going to break in and shit, and said ever since then he slips into phycosis more easily now. ive never been close to that psychotic before as far as im aware, lack of sleep is nasty stuff though it ruins me quickly, one night around the clock mashup only these days, done a 2 nighter meph mashup before and on the 3rd day late afternoon sorta seeing stuff moving out the corner of my eyes at mates house, people dancing in my pereferal vision and felt like there was people sat on the other sofa to the right of me but there was nobody there, started to feel a bit fucked and dreamy as well, when that crept in i called it a day

Also had auditary hallucinations a couple times but very mild
How did you get to sleep afterwards?
 
The meph wore off and fell asleep pretty easily when i got home, had some sleep paralysis though

Last batch of speed i had went on like a train, took some doing to get to sleep on that stuff, probs best if i dont get stuff like that again even though it was so good... the only thing i really give a shit about is not having a benzo problem creeping up on me.... no thankyou
 
Lack of sleep and nutrition must play a huge part in stim psychosis. There was that famous clinical trial on effects of sleep deprivation ..not sure how long it took for them to start having auditory and aural hallucinations (takes self off to google).
 
How about dopamine itself?

I know it won't sit well with a lot of stim fiends here, but even if you eat well and get enough sleep, you're not guaranteeing you'll escape psychosis.
 
hmmmm..the seratonin depletion is a worse one for me the dopamine however helps..

"In addition, dopamine appears to influence attention and the ability to concentrate. This is why researchers think that some dopamine-enhancing drugs, such as Ritalin, help control the jittery, unfocused behaviors of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder."
Source psychology today
 
Cocaine compared to speed is like a glass of wine with dinner verses a whole day in the sun drinking beers with the boys. The whole bang for your buck is moot when all I want is a couple of hours chatting with friends, not a 10 hour bender ending with me watching the the sun come up wired and scattered with the wind. Probably helps that I'm actually a nice guy on coke, a little more chatty sure, but nothing like the arrogant stereotype that most people like to paint coke heads with. On speed I'm more like a extremely good looking version of spud during his job interview in train spotting.



And fucking lol at coltdan saying earlier he wasn't addicted to anything 8)
 
Not being sober. I only had to scoot back through the last week of the megafucked thread to see you have been high more days than sober. I'm not judging I'm just saying I doubt you could go one while month without so much as a beer.
 
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