Hey guys. My names Cj. Im 27 and im sure as a lot of you have too, seen the shittier side of life. I usually stay on the brighter side and feel lucky though as I have 2 beautiful lil ones that depend on me and the most amazing wife I could ask for. Im a carpenter by trade and have a penchant for the logical, but have always been open to the world and reality.
I wont bore you guys with the details but heres a short history.
Father left at 9 months, mother has had ptsd and anxiety issues her whole life.. lived with and supported her since i can remember. shes another story. I started smoking green at 13, the only thing I really touched until about 4 years back when i moved to the u.s from australia (have thwart xanax and opiate addiction in that time on which I plan to share everything I know ).
Right now im going through a transition from taking 20mg oxy daily about 6 months ago to about .8 of subutex daily now for the last 3 months (need some guid3nce) and still smokin I guess im here to both ask for help with certain things and help and inform those about others such as the effects of long term marijuana use, mental issues like depression ptsd and anxiety and general support with anything else.
Im always here if anyone needs a helping hand and hope to be a part of bluelight for as long as compassion still exists.
I wont bore you guys with the details but heres a short history.
Father left at 9 months, mother has had ptsd and anxiety issues her whole life.. lived with and supported her since i can remember. shes another story. I started smoking green at 13, the only thing I really touched until about 4 years back when i moved to the u.s from australia (have thwart xanax and opiate addiction in that time on which I plan to share everything I know ).
Right now im going through a transition from taking 20mg oxy daily about 6 months ago to about .8 of subutex daily now for the last 3 months (need some guid3nce) and still smokin I guess im here to both ask for help with certain things and help and inform those about others such as the effects of long term marijuana use, mental issues like depression ptsd and anxiety and general support with anything else.
Im always here if anyone needs a helping hand and hope to be a part of bluelight for as long as compassion still exists.
