+ Lurching, you've hit the nail on the head with haze - haze being my favourite i used to smoke alot of it, to start off with id be more motivated & as you've said thoughts would shoot in odd directions etc, but after days/weeks of smoking all different kinds of haze, i would end up slightly depressed / in a weird shitty mood. & motviation didnt come into it anymore, ive now been off the smoke around 4-5 month. & havent felt this good in years!