junkiemonkey
Greenlighter
Hello, and thank you in advance for your help. I have looked through the threads and found some useful information in regards to my question, yet I still need a little help. I am currently taking roughly 150mg of hydro a day, however could probably be not sick off of roughly 110. I have 6 days until I get my script for suboxone at which point I will be finally getting off this godawful habit. However things are tight and I am trying to figure out the best way to "make it" until my appointment without getting sick. I have access to 15mg morphine er. I have very little experience with these, taken them once maybe twice. I am not trying to get high during this time just want to stay well. How many of these would I have to take? What is the best way to take them? And by best way I mean longest lasting. Does the way I take it change how long it lasts? I prefer oral and IV'ing is for sure out as I did that with Heroin for 5 years and am so not trying to reintroduce that into my life. What I'm ultimately trying to figure out is, is this gonna be cheaper for me to be on then finding away to keep myself in hydro until then, which as of now doesn't look like it will happen.
Some other background information that may or may not be relevent, I am a female 5 feet tall, 115lbs. The ER's are dark blue and marked 15 on one side and abg on the other.
God I feel like a loser asking this. My addiction got out of control when I began my divorce 6 moths ago and now I have an ex who doesn't pay child support and I have myself backed into a corner and cannot afford to go on living this way. I swear I am not some bum of a mom who doesn't take care of her kids, so please don't judge me. My kids have all their needs met and I am on the road to straightening this back out, just got to make it this last week. Plz help guys!
Also I am new here, so if I broke any rules (don't think I did) I apologize and plz let me know what i did so i can correct it. Thanks.
Some other background information that may or may not be relevent, I am a female 5 feet tall, 115lbs. The ER's are dark blue and marked 15 on one side and abg on the other.
God I feel like a loser asking this. My addiction got out of control when I began my divorce 6 moths ago and now I have an ex who doesn't pay child support and I have myself backed into a corner and cannot afford to go on living this way. I swear I am not some bum of a mom who doesn't take care of her kids, so please don't judge me. My kids have all their needs met and I am on the road to straightening this back out, just got to make it this last week. Plz help guys!
Also I am new here, so if I broke any rules (don't think I did) I apologize and plz let me know what i did so i can correct it. Thanks.
