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Help, still "outta it" after MDMA

So I just wanted to visit this site again for an update. Its been about 6 months since this happened and wanted to update my progress. I'd say at this point I'm at about 92% back to normal. I've been an SSRI's (zoloft) for about 4 months now. Most of the "weirdness" feeling has left and I don't feel quite as spaced out as before. Still I would say I am a bit frustrated with the lack of total normalicy. Things still aren't quite as sharp as they were before and I still don't feel 100% grounded yet. Also I don't quite enjoy the things I used to as much. Still I'd like to think everyday is a slight, though very, improvement. Recently there are more times where when distracted I don't notice it as much if almost at all. I truly hope that another 6 months or so of sobriety I can really start to feel back to my complete old self. Sammy, hope your still doing well and your vision has cleared up by now. I have another Dr.s appointment next week and I'll see what she has to say. If anyone else out there has read this I'd appreciate feedback on how you progressed and what helped the most. Thanks again all for reading.
 
Threads like these make me wonder.

I have used things I knew for a fact were MDMA and never experienced these effects of dissociation and surreality the next days.

However I have also taken pills I was unsure of and had these effects of dissociation for 2-3 days.

If you ask yourself whether you feel normal or not, chances are, you do not feel normal unless you're enjoying the moment.
 
I've had mild versions of this a few times. I.e. I went out, took a couple of pills, felt bloody awful the next few days as expected but didn't really return to 100% clarity and motivation for a few months. I've literally found that after that time I've woken up one day and the fog has been shaken off and I've gone "oh shit! I've been in this haze for like 2 months now and I've just come out of it" The clarity of vision, thought and ability to think through things precisely has returned and I'm "back" as it were.

It's not like I was a basket case or reaching for the Prozac during that time but my mental performance was impeded. I've messed up shit like job interviews and the like because of it.
 
Yeah, would def have to agree with Renz, anytime i'm def feeling out of it I'm for sure not enjoying the moment and when I feel it the least is probably when I'm closest to enjoying it. Also just like most times, I have no real way of knowing if what I had was 100% MDMA, friends and everyone else who took it are completely fine but really who knows?

Thanks for your post Androicus, def good to hear a recovery story. Thanks again guys.
 
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