I apologise I have been in the megathread for hours and can't find the end to reply, or to see if anyone is current in there I need some advice.
I'm in the uk. I am prescribed 10mg subutex daily sublingually. I havet been dosing my subs and have approx .5g heroin a day habit, I don't take any other drugs or drink at all.
I've had enough of the heroin. I have a shot at a really good job, my partner doesn't know im using and would freak, i have way to much to loose on this drug.
Ok so I ran out of money yesterday so decided best day to jump back onto the subs. I had a bag at about 11am. Then waited till 11pm I wasn't feeling real bad w-d but it was starting, I know it was probs to early to take the subs but I thought maybe if I dropped and went to sleep I may ride it in my sleep. So I dropped 10mg of subs. I slept from 11 to 230am. Woke drenched in sweat. So I dosed another 10mg subutex I thought if I'm gonna p wd then just do it. I felt crappy but using cows at the worst I felt I only scored 10. Sweating, yawning, water running from eyes and nose and loose stools.
Then I checked my bank and ffs I'd been paid benefits of been waiting on. So at 830 am I scored 4 bags and did them (smoked on foil) the gear isn't great and doesn't hold that long. I didn't feel a thing from it tbh I think psychologically it has made me feel better but when I really sit and think and feel, I wasn't feeling that bad anyway...
Ok so the 20mg of subs are clearly enough to be cancelling out the effects of the gear. My question is this, If I wait until late tonight say 11pm again and take another big subutex dose do u think I'll be ok??
It friday tomorrow and pay day again. I really don't want to waste my money. If I can sleep and wake up not rattling, I know I can do it.
I guess I'm asking because I have 20mg sub in my system which did make me feel a bit crap while it kicked the remaining heroin out. Although i have used today I felt nothing (and on no subs i would have been wasted off 4 bags) taking the subs tonight should be ok shouldn't it? I mean I shouldn't have wd should i?? Any input would assist.
I don't take sleepers as I have kids I'm gonna try get some buscopan to stop my tummy being clenched as that keeps me awake.
I know I can do this I appreciate ur thoughts. I do metabolise subs fast (I can take at 7pm and won't show on a mouth swab at 9am next day) but I so want back on my subs, 20mg is a massive dose for me, in a couple of days I know 4-6mg will be fine I just need to get there.
Thanks for reading and sorry if its in the wrong place if a mod wants to move and let me know that would be great.
I'm in the uk. I am prescribed 10mg subutex daily sublingually. I havet been dosing my subs and have approx .5g heroin a day habit, I don't take any other drugs or drink at all.
I've had enough of the heroin. I have a shot at a really good job, my partner doesn't know im using and would freak, i have way to much to loose on this drug.
Ok so I ran out of money yesterday so decided best day to jump back onto the subs. I had a bag at about 11am. Then waited till 11pm I wasn't feeling real bad w-d but it was starting, I know it was probs to early to take the subs but I thought maybe if I dropped and went to sleep I may ride it in my sleep. So I dropped 10mg of subs. I slept from 11 to 230am. Woke drenched in sweat. So I dosed another 10mg subutex I thought if I'm gonna p wd then just do it. I felt crappy but using cows at the worst I felt I only scored 10. Sweating, yawning, water running from eyes and nose and loose stools.
Then I checked my bank and ffs I'd been paid benefits of been waiting on. So at 830 am I scored 4 bags and did them (smoked on foil) the gear isn't great and doesn't hold that long. I didn't feel a thing from it tbh I think psychologically it has made me feel better but when I really sit and think and feel, I wasn't feeling that bad anyway...
Ok so the 20mg of subs are clearly enough to be cancelling out the effects of the gear. My question is this, If I wait until late tonight say 11pm again and take another big subutex dose do u think I'll be ok??
It friday tomorrow and pay day again. I really don't want to waste my money. If I can sleep and wake up not rattling, I know I can do it.
I guess I'm asking because I have 20mg sub in my system which did make me feel a bit crap while it kicked the remaining heroin out. Although i have used today I felt nothing (and on no subs i would have been wasted off 4 bags) taking the subs tonight should be ok shouldn't it? I mean I shouldn't have wd should i?? Any input would assist.
I don't take sleepers as I have kids I'm gonna try get some buscopan to stop my tummy being clenched as that keeps me awake.
I know I can do this I appreciate ur thoughts. I do metabolise subs fast (I can take at 7pm and won't show on a mouth swab at 9am next day) but I so want back on my subs, 20mg is a massive dose for me, in a couple of days I know 4-6mg will be fine I just need to get there.
Thanks for reading and sorry if its in the wrong place if a mod wants to move and let me know that would be great.
