camjua
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I've been taking MDMA off and on for years. I've never had any real hallucinations on it even in larger doses. I bought some molly yesterday (moonrock) and took my portion along with my friend. It was a pretty decent amount for both of us (*no prices* worth 1.2g). We took a quarter each .3g (. We felt stimulated pretty quickly, then we each took our second .3g like 3 hours later. By that point we were rolling pretty hard. Not super hard, but hard enough. The experience went well overall, lots of talking and laughing.. not as euphoric as usual... and more stimulated.. almost like a good speed high. Well it hit 2:00AM and we decided to try to get some sleep.. since at this point we had little to no euphoria left and just felt all tweeked. We took 2mg ativan each to go to sleep. Then we took 100mg hydroxyzine and smoked a bowl of weed.
We went to go to bed and suddenly pretty quickly I started having really strong closed eye visuals. Nothing to out of the ordinary.. but then.. oh my god dudes.
Okay. I've done LSD, Mescaline, Salvia, psilocybin mushrooms and 2ci. I've NEVER hallucinated harder in my life than last night.. neither has my friend either..whom he also has used many psychedelics..
It started where if you looked at the carpet from my bed.. it looked like plants were growing out of the ground and frogs were jumping all over.. then the plants would uproot and start jumping at you.. if you looked at the ceiling fan it would grow flowers really quickly all over it and roots would drape down to the floor. If you stared at my leg.. little blue water blobs would form all over my legs then turn into worms and crawl all over the bed.. I have an aquarium in my room.. when you would look at it... it looked like thousands of bugs and monsters eating each other inside... and I stared at this one wall.. and these giant water blobs would form... and move around like worms on the wall.. then they would start spewing right at me in little droplets (Think what it would look like to stare at someone aiming a light stream of water to your face. Outside, if you looked at the bright blue sky, the sky would create these giant what looked like fog clouds.. and they would swirl around and come towards you.. as well as little black bug things would come flying at you. Also it looked like bugs were all over my house crawling on everything. The walls would get these big clear worms all over them and they would wiggle really quickly connecting to each other and splitting in spiral formations
Both of us were fucking terrified. We had the same hallucinations practically.. we were both holding each other dearly tripping out on my legs. My friend.. he looked just distraught as fuck. Honestly, the hallucinations reminded me a lot of ambien. It wasn't like shrooms or LSD where there were swirls.. and melting things (Though I admit.. I looked at my dresser.. and it had a shirt hanging off the edge.. the shirt melted down like thick pudding onto the floor... and started flying into the air disappearing at the room. The shirt wasn't there anymore. then I looked away and looked back and it was there again.
Okay you think this is bad, then audio hallucinations started. Suddenly my friend looks at me terrified and says.. "Cameron, omg did you hear that?" I was puzzled... I've never had an audio hallucination before. Ever in my life. Within 10 seconds suddenly I heard whispers from next to my bed and I looked over the edge and there were stick bugs everywhere. I have a pokemon poster on my wall with all 150 pokemon. I glanced at it and all of the pokemon were moving around and coming out of the poster... but then suddenly they all start laughing.. and pointing at me.. and I suddenly start hearing all of their voices I swear to GOD it sounded just like them. The venosaur sticks out the most and then they started chanting my name in these little squeeky voices. Then the poster got like this green light on it (Imagine if I shined a green light bulb on it but bright neon and it was behind the poster)that aura started moving around under the poster and the pokemon started getting all distorted and twisted around.. laughing and cackling.. then their voices turned really deep.
I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed the poster, tore it off the wall and threw it under the bed.. I held my friend and I begged him to just keep his eyes closed and that I'm going to try to find out what is happening. He was freaking out a lot more than me. His face was pure terror. He finally whimpered for me to come back to bed with him and he said, "I can't take it anymore.. it's like 10 TVs are going on around me at the same time. " then he would swat at things and grab things that weren't there.. and at this point I was on his page. I was hearing a bunch of different voices... plus tripping fucking balls. Then I could hear the pokemon and the venosaur laughing again under my bed. Dude talk about fucking terrifying. What is weird is the hallucinations practically disappear when you go in light. But in my dark room.. its chaos.
Dude. Seriously. I've never been more scared in my life. We went out to a park and just laid under the sun. We also both popped 2 seroquel. 100mg each. After an hour or so.. we went back home, still seeing shit.. but not as much.. and still hearing a little stuff.. and we passed out. Now I don't seem to be having any hallucinations.. But seriously . What. The FUCK??? Like seriously. What the fuck? We took the first dose at 8PM, then the second at about 10PM. We took the ativan and hydroxyzine at 2:30. Hallucinations started hitting around 2:45 and lasted until we went to sleep but the most powerful hallucinations occurred at around 6-7 AM. We went back to sleep at 9:30.
Has anyone experienced this before? Should we go to the doctors? Do you think we will be permanently damaged or have schizophrenia now? What the fuck happened? I didn't get eye wiggles.. didn't sweat too horribly much.. stayed hydrated.. didn't do any dancing or anything that could have caused overheating.. I mean wtf happened??!?! Anyone? Please? Because I'm fucking terrified to ever do molly again after that. That shit was fucking ridiculous. I've had some bad trips and experiences in my life but my god did that take the cake. I NEVER want to have auditory hallucinations again. I can deal with weird shit visually but hearing things is not okay! Any advice or help would be appreciated.
We went to go to bed and suddenly pretty quickly I started having really strong closed eye visuals. Nothing to out of the ordinary.. but then.. oh my god dudes.
Okay. I've done LSD, Mescaline, Salvia, psilocybin mushrooms and 2ci. I've NEVER hallucinated harder in my life than last night.. neither has my friend either..whom he also has used many psychedelics..
It started where if you looked at the carpet from my bed.. it looked like plants were growing out of the ground and frogs were jumping all over.. then the plants would uproot and start jumping at you.. if you looked at the ceiling fan it would grow flowers really quickly all over it and roots would drape down to the floor. If you stared at my leg.. little blue water blobs would form all over my legs then turn into worms and crawl all over the bed.. I have an aquarium in my room.. when you would look at it... it looked like thousands of bugs and monsters eating each other inside... and I stared at this one wall.. and these giant water blobs would form... and move around like worms on the wall.. then they would start spewing right at me in little droplets (Think what it would look like to stare at someone aiming a light stream of water to your face. Outside, if you looked at the bright blue sky, the sky would create these giant what looked like fog clouds.. and they would swirl around and come towards you.. as well as little black bug things would come flying at you. Also it looked like bugs were all over my house crawling on everything. The walls would get these big clear worms all over them and they would wiggle really quickly connecting to each other and splitting in spiral formations
Both of us were fucking terrified. We had the same hallucinations practically.. we were both holding each other dearly tripping out on my legs. My friend.. he looked just distraught as fuck. Honestly, the hallucinations reminded me a lot of ambien. It wasn't like shrooms or LSD where there were swirls.. and melting things (Though I admit.. I looked at my dresser.. and it had a shirt hanging off the edge.. the shirt melted down like thick pudding onto the floor... and started flying into the air disappearing at the room. The shirt wasn't there anymore. then I looked away and looked back and it was there again.
Okay you think this is bad, then audio hallucinations started. Suddenly my friend looks at me terrified and says.. "Cameron, omg did you hear that?" I was puzzled... I've never had an audio hallucination before. Ever in my life. Within 10 seconds suddenly I heard whispers from next to my bed and I looked over the edge and there were stick bugs everywhere. I have a pokemon poster on my wall with all 150 pokemon. I glanced at it and all of the pokemon were moving around and coming out of the poster... but then suddenly they all start laughing.. and pointing at me.. and I suddenly start hearing all of their voices I swear to GOD it sounded just like them. The venosaur sticks out the most and then they started chanting my name in these little squeeky voices. Then the poster got like this green light on it (Imagine if I shined a green light bulb on it but bright neon and it was behind the poster)that aura started moving around under the poster and the pokemon started getting all distorted and twisted around.. laughing and cackling.. then their voices turned really deep.
I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed the poster, tore it off the wall and threw it under the bed.. I held my friend and I begged him to just keep his eyes closed and that I'm going to try to find out what is happening. He was freaking out a lot more than me. His face was pure terror. He finally whimpered for me to come back to bed with him and he said, "I can't take it anymore.. it's like 10 TVs are going on around me at the same time. " then he would swat at things and grab things that weren't there.. and at this point I was on his page. I was hearing a bunch of different voices... plus tripping fucking balls. Then I could hear the pokemon and the venosaur laughing again under my bed. Dude talk about fucking terrifying. What is weird is the hallucinations practically disappear when you go in light. But in my dark room.. its chaos.
Dude. Seriously. I've never been more scared in my life. We went out to a park and just laid under the sun. We also both popped 2 seroquel. 100mg each. After an hour or so.. we went back home, still seeing shit.. but not as much.. and still hearing a little stuff.. and we passed out. Now I don't seem to be having any hallucinations.. But seriously . What. The FUCK??? Like seriously. What the fuck? We took the first dose at 8PM, then the second at about 10PM. We took the ativan and hydroxyzine at 2:30. Hallucinations started hitting around 2:45 and lasted until we went to sleep but the most powerful hallucinations occurred at around 6-7 AM. We went back to sleep at 9:30.
Has anyone experienced this before? Should we go to the doctors? Do you think we will be permanently damaged or have schizophrenia now? What the fuck happened? I didn't get eye wiggles.. didn't sweat too horribly much.. stayed hydrated.. didn't do any dancing or anything that could have caused overheating.. I mean wtf happened??!?! Anyone? Please? Because I'm fucking terrified to ever do molly again after that. That shit was fucking ridiculous. I've had some bad trips and experiences in my life but my god did that take the cake. I NEVER want to have auditory hallucinations again. I can deal with weird shit visually but hearing things is not okay! Any advice or help would be appreciated.
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