bluntedskier
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I know - it's retarded to post anything on the internet when it comes to possibly dangerous/fatal health issues... but please just some quick responses would help me out in this situation.
I've been on benzos for a long time like 2 and 1/2 years. Used to be perscribed as high as 6mg of Xanax XR a day... I recently completely detoxed, and am no longer phsyically dependant on it. However, I am sure tolerance does not reset to zero.
I now have Klonapin to take as needed. But not as an everyday thing.
I have a decent opiate tolerance. I do them sometimes, never been the least bit physically dependent. example: I can blow 60mg of Oxycodone at once and be really really high but no where near ODing or getting sick or anything.
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I took 1 mg of Klonapin somewhere between 7-8 pm earlier....
I had taken my prescribed normal dose of 50mg of Dexedrine way earlier.
Then about 30 minutes ago - I snorted a small line of dope (I don't normally do the stuff, just rarely when a friend gives me some). I had done lines of this same bag so I knew the strength plenty well.
The line I snorted of the dope was very roughly a 1/8th (or maybe even less) of a normal $40 bag. It was a little smaller line than I normally have sniffed with this dope. Prop So really, really small in a normal users eyes. But I don't do a lot of opiates.
Did this because I could feel the Dexedrine was wearing off, and I find that opiates have a nice anti-comedown, synergy property...
Felt fine for the first 15 mins or so.... then started freaking out, and since then I've been really scared. Feels like I definitely have some degree of respiratory depression. Breathing feels uncomfortably labored and forced. My heart-rate has been going between normal, slow and fast.
I also had a redbull & cig or 2 slowly drank and smoked at some-point between the last couple hours.
I rarely have panic attacks anymore, but I have a really bad, severe history of them.
Considering I snorting the dope at something like 1:40am and it's 2:28 and I'm obviously doing well enough to type this thread.. I'd say it's been actually roughly 45 minutes now..and write way more than was necessary, do you think I am just having some medium/mild respiratory depression , which maybe sparked a panic attack/anxiety? The only other symptom I am having besides the breathing and anxiety/heart-rate is my body temperature feels a bit hot. Very mildly perspiring now.
If I did anymore opiates than snort that small line... or had also been drinking, or didn't have a long history with benzos/had taken more than 1mg of Klonapin, I would be a little more worried.
But it comes and goes in terms of thinking to myself "fuck oh my god, why did you do that you need to call 911" ... One minute I'm literally ready to pickup my phone and call 911... or drive myself to the hospital. And a couple minutes later "I think I'm okay, just deep calm breaths... it will pass soon, you're okay.." . I'm ALL for being SAFE THAN SORRY, But I REALLY REALLY do not want to do this unless absolutely necessary. I tried calling my doctor , he was asleep.. I just have been through too much dramatic things and the last thing in the world is for my parents or MYSELF to deal with me going to the hospital for respiratory depression from drugs.
Even if the ambulance comes and just checks me out and says I am okay, and I don't have to have a bill sent home or actually go to the hospital... I KNOW I seriously learned my lesson for good with mixing stuff.
So PLEASE any quick replies to what you think ,especially from personal experience. What does opiate + benzo respiratory depression feel like? Wouldn't I be in bad shape now if it was anything I should go to the hospital / call 911 for?
IS there a risk for serious/fatal repository depression happening even though 40+ minutes have gone by since snorting the dope?? Like can you having respitory depression and be typing semi-articulately like I am now, and able to act normal in front of my roommates (hasn't noticed anything wrong, I probably seem 100% normal).
I just know nothing about this really, and is it something that can happen hours later?
Last thing is I don't feel even remotely close to "nodding off" or sedated, passing out, eyes closing, at all.
*I was under the impression a small line of dope (for the tolerance of someone who can snort 60mg of oxy and be ok) does not really last too long.
Thank you. And I apologize in advance for this being a huge geek-out post. I just get more anxious trying to google information when I am already feeling scared about ODing, respitory depression, bad drug interactions etc.
If the consensus is that I am okay... okay enough to type this and that it will pass in a bit... if nothing else, it is good harm-reduction at least for myself to know in detail about respiratory depression, incase I am ever with someone who has mixed benzos and opiates and appears to be having RD. I'm sure as hell never doing it again.
I've been on benzos for a long time like 2 and 1/2 years. Used to be perscribed as high as 6mg of Xanax XR a day... I recently completely detoxed, and am no longer phsyically dependant on it. However, I am sure tolerance does not reset to zero.
I now have Klonapin to take as needed. But not as an everyday thing.
I have a decent opiate tolerance. I do them sometimes, never been the least bit physically dependent. example: I can blow 60mg of Oxycodone at once and be really really high but no where near ODing or getting sick or anything.
****
I took 1 mg of Klonapin somewhere between 7-8 pm earlier....
I had taken my prescribed normal dose of 50mg of Dexedrine way earlier.
Then about 30 minutes ago - I snorted a small line of dope (I don't normally do the stuff, just rarely when a friend gives me some). I had done lines of this same bag so I knew the strength plenty well.
The line I snorted of the dope was very roughly a 1/8th (or maybe even less) of a normal $40 bag. It was a little smaller line than I normally have sniffed with this dope. Prop So really, really small in a normal users eyes. But I don't do a lot of opiates.
Did this because I could feel the Dexedrine was wearing off, and I find that opiates have a nice anti-comedown, synergy property...
Felt fine for the first 15 mins or so.... then started freaking out, and since then I've been really scared. Feels like I definitely have some degree of respiratory depression. Breathing feels uncomfortably labored and forced. My heart-rate has been going between normal, slow and fast.
I also had a redbull & cig or 2 slowly drank and smoked at some-point between the last couple hours.
I rarely have panic attacks anymore, but I have a really bad, severe history of them.
Considering I snorting the dope at something like 1:40am and it's 2:28 and I'm obviously doing well enough to type this thread.. I'd say it's been actually roughly 45 minutes now..and write way more than was necessary, do you think I am just having some medium/mild respiratory depression , which maybe sparked a panic attack/anxiety? The only other symptom I am having besides the breathing and anxiety/heart-rate is my body temperature feels a bit hot. Very mildly perspiring now.
If I did anymore opiates than snort that small line... or had also been drinking, or didn't have a long history with benzos/had taken more than 1mg of Klonapin, I would be a little more worried.
But it comes and goes in terms of thinking to myself "fuck oh my god, why did you do that you need to call 911" ... One minute I'm literally ready to pickup my phone and call 911... or drive myself to the hospital. And a couple minutes later "I think I'm okay, just deep calm breaths... it will pass soon, you're okay.." . I'm ALL for being SAFE THAN SORRY, But I REALLY REALLY do not want to do this unless absolutely necessary. I tried calling my doctor , he was asleep.. I just have been through too much dramatic things and the last thing in the world is for my parents or MYSELF to deal with me going to the hospital for respiratory depression from drugs.
Even if the ambulance comes and just checks me out and says I am okay, and I don't have to have a bill sent home or actually go to the hospital... I KNOW I seriously learned my lesson for good with mixing stuff.
So PLEASE any quick replies to what you think ,especially from personal experience. What does opiate + benzo respiratory depression feel like? Wouldn't I be in bad shape now if it was anything I should go to the hospital / call 911 for?
IS there a risk for serious/fatal repository depression happening even though 40+ minutes have gone by since snorting the dope?? Like can you having respitory depression and be typing semi-articulately like I am now, and able to act normal in front of my roommates (hasn't noticed anything wrong, I probably seem 100% normal).
I just know nothing about this really, and is it something that can happen hours later?
Last thing is I don't feel even remotely close to "nodding off" or sedated, passing out, eyes closing, at all.
*I was under the impression a small line of dope (for the tolerance of someone who can snort 60mg of oxy and be ok) does not really last too long.
Thank you. And I apologize in advance for this being a huge geek-out post. I just get more anxious trying to google information when I am already feeling scared about ODing, respitory depression, bad drug interactions etc.
If the consensus is that I am okay... okay enough to type this and that it will pass in a bit... if nothing else, it is good harm-reduction at least for myself to know in detail about respiratory depression, incase I am ever with someone who has mixed benzos and opiates and appears to be having RD. I'm sure as hell never doing it again.

. Especially addiction, 1 in 4 people who try heroin become seriously addicted and there is no way to know whether you are going to be that 1 in 4 or somehow prevent yourself from getting addicted, it just creeps up on you over time.