Ok so I'll start by saying I've always had an unusually naturally high tolerance to opiates. I'm not sure what the days were in the following events so we're gonna start at zero. Lately I've been going pretty slow on opiates, i won't have any wd from not taking any if that gives u an idea.
Day 0: 4pm, 8 mg sublingual suboxone. Felt great.
Day 1: 5am, 4mg sublingual suboxone, felt ok, 330pm, iv .2 meth.
5pm- plugged 120mg morphine into empty bowels. Onset was very nice, nice warmth, felt this almost physical glow like an energy radiating from my body. Been laying in bed for about 30 minutes since dose. Get pretty thirsty so i get up to go into kitchen. Bout half way there i notice I'm leaning a pretty good amount, and each step i take I'm awkwardly lifting my legs really high to take a step, almost like I'm trying to step over something. This causes me to focus on my legs and i realize they feel very strange, like jello, mixed with a slight numbness. Its so, hmm, intense(?) that its impairing my ability to walk no matter how hard i try. If i worked at it i could take one, maybe two steps normally but after they're going up high again, and during my steps I'm leaning. Id consider myself very well familiar with opiates, in no way at all a stranger (amongst other drugs).
I started thinking maybe it was a mix of the ice i was doing before the morph? Or maybe having the strong opiate buprenorphine in my system, plus the 120mg morphine (plugged, so high b/a) has somewhat combined to put an overall rather large amount of opiates in my system. I started noticing my breathing was pretty shallow also, i suppose no more so than a medium dose of h (nothing special).
I was also nodding in and out slightly, trying to keep myself awake just in case my breathing would slow too much in my sleep.
Ughh sorry i kinda rambled on thru this, maybe a little to much detail just to try n get an answer to my question:
What caused my legs to have that feeling? It was almost, id say- closest resembled to being kinda drunk. Do y'all think it was the mix of the meth+opies or just the 2 opies together combined to be a little too much?
Oh also, the meth i was doing was only $40 worth, but rather very potent shit (all iv'd in about 6 shots), but once i did the morphine to come down off the ice, i started getting some pretty vivid auditory hallucinations- like people talking in the next room (thru a brick wall lol), and slight visual hallucinations too, like my bedroom door opening halfway and closing repeatedly.
Being unfamiliar with meth, is that common off that rather small amount, to be having these types of hallucinations? Also, I slept the night before so i wasnt sleep deprived, which i thought is what causes the paranoid hallucinations
Thanks guys! Oh btw, I'm Ronin. Finally took the time to register to these forums and i look forward to discussing with you guys in the future
Day 0: 4pm, 8 mg sublingual suboxone. Felt great.
Day 1: 5am, 4mg sublingual suboxone, felt ok, 330pm, iv .2 meth.
5pm- plugged 120mg morphine into empty bowels. Onset was very nice, nice warmth, felt this almost physical glow like an energy radiating from my body. Been laying in bed for about 30 minutes since dose. Get pretty thirsty so i get up to go into kitchen. Bout half way there i notice I'm leaning a pretty good amount, and each step i take I'm awkwardly lifting my legs really high to take a step, almost like I'm trying to step over something. This causes me to focus on my legs and i realize they feel very strange, like jello, mixed with a slight numbness. Its so, hmm, intense(?) that its impairing my ability to walk no matter how hard i try. If i worked at it i could take one, maybe two steps normally but after they're going up high again, and during my steps I'm leaning. Id consider myself very well familiar with opiates, in no way at all a stranger (amongst other drugs).
I started thinking maybe it was a mix of the ice i was doing before the morph? Or maybe having the strong opiate buprenorphine in my system, plus the 120mg morphine (plugged, so high b/a) has somewhat combined to put an overall rather large amount of opiates in my system. I started noticing my breathing was pretty shallow also, i suppose no more so than a medium dose of h (nothing special).
I was also nodding in and out slightly, trying to keep myself awake just in case my breathing would slow too much in my sleep.
Ughh sorry i kinda rambled on thru this, maybe a little to much detail just to try n get an answer to my question:
What caused my legs to have that feeling? It was almost, id say- closest resembled to being kinda drunk. Do y'all think it was the mix of the meth+opies or just the 2 opies together combined to be a little too much?
Oh also, the meth i was doing was only $40 worth, but rather very potent shit (all iv'd in about 6 shots), but once i did the morphine to come down off the ice, i started getting some pretty vivid auditory hallucinations- like people talking in the next room (thru a brick wall lol), and slight visual hallucinations too, like my bedroom door opening halfway and closing repeatedly.
Being unfamiliar with meth, is that common off that rather small amount, to be having these types of hallucinations? Also, I slept the night before so i wasnt sleep deprived, which i thought is what causes the paranoid hallucinations
Thanks guys! Oh btw, I'm Ronin. Finally took the time to register to these forums and i look forward to discussing with you guys in the future
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